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The worst thing in the world isn't being alone. It's being surrounded by people that make you feel like you're alone.

2012-02-24T22:27:00.006+08:00

So I've finally found the time to blog. Have been wanting to blog for all the days that I didn't manage to, but I've been holding back because it's been such a busy and hectic week, really. It's like the same routine over and over again everyday, and once school ends I have so many things to complete that I don't even have time to stop and think about whatever I've been doing. My thoughts, my words, and my actions. So yes, now that I'm blogging, it means I have the time (or perhaps not, but I'm procrastinating because it's Friday) and after finally being able to stop being pressurized for a bit and think, I realised I've been sooooo irritable this entire week. So yeah.... this is what happened thru out this really hectic week.

Monday:
Lessons and everything were normal. Dance was really very tiring and it ended pretty late... like it has been for the past few lessons. I remember I was sooo tired that I didn't even manage to complete any work before I just fell asleep on my bed. Waking up only the next morning, of course.

Tuesday:
Short day of lessons, but it seemed like I had no time after school to do anything. Oh and had mass PE. We ran. Well anyway, had lunch at Macs after school with Szeyun, Hannah and Yongli. Went home with Yongli after that and then got started on Monday's and Tuesday's work plusss studying for Biology and Chemistry test. Kind of gave up on Bio in the end because I was dozing off and well... it was so content-heavy.

Wednesday:
Bio test. Lessons until 4.15pm. Only thing I was thankful for was that the last 1.5 hours of lessons were Chemistry. Wenxue after that... ended at 6.30pm, dad fetched me, we went to buy dinner (and coffee) and then went home. Drank coffee to keep myself awake to study Chemistry because I couldn't afford to doze off again... well.

Thursday:
Chemistry test. I thought it was pretty ok until after the test when I realised the tons of mistakes that I made. Tricky paper. Oh well. Went to Sogurt after school with Hannah and Szeyun. Attempted to do yi lun wen but failed so... yeah, we went home. Saw wyk while waiting for the bus lol. Drank coffee again to keep myself awake. Almost died trying to complete both ACE essay and yi lun wen. And so did the whole of 3L. At 1am / 2am, it's like half of the class was online and complaining about the essays. Oh yeah, the 3L conversation on whatsapp made me laugh like crazy hahaha. Distracting but soooo funny.

Friday:
Dance today. Serene jj came for the first half of the lesson even though it's Friday practice. I really wish she didn't come today because I ended up getting so annoyed at myself. My joints have been hurting ever since Monday (well, it kind of got better on Tuesday but PE made it worse) so I didn't warm up properly today. And I really hate that feeling because then I wouldn't be able to dance properly. And yea... need to improve much much more in the syf dance so yes, annoyed at myself today.

Second half of the lesson was slightly better I suppose. Couldn't really practice much because everything was so painful. Like really. Now, I can't even stand normally on two feet without feeling any pain. Aiya whatever la. So anyway, spent most of the time slacking (whoops) and ocassionally practising steps and checking on juniors.

Yeah so that's pretty much how this week went. And although it's only 10.45pm now, I'm feeling tired already. It's probably because of dance and the fact that I slept at 2.30am yesterday and well.. around 1am for the previous days.

Sigh, thinking about dance is so pressurizing because I know I have to practise and I know I have to improve and I do want to get better but how am I supposed to do so when I can't even stand properly?

Ok that made get annoyed with myself. Again. And the fact that I have really poor time management. Aaaand the fact that I've been so irritable this whole week because I ended up being so... indifferent to so many people all the time. And it's not that these people are annoying, it's that I always get so easily annoyed at nothing.

But yeah, even throughout this hectic week I managed to hold on, and I just wna thank those people who cared and encouraged me and gave me inspiration for why I shouldn't give up... thank you :')

Pretty much sums up everything else I want to say.

Peace out.

A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself.

2012-02-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

Hi guys ☺

I've been having a sudden urge to blog everyday so... here I am. Well it's definitely gonna be hard for me to update this place everyday if it's not the weekends because I'm going to be really busy, especially Mondays and Wednesdays. And the whole of this week, actually... because of all the tests coming up.

So anyway, today was fine I suppose. Went to church on my own today and... I'm not late :) Sermon was about bgr and stuff like that. In relation to Valentine's Day. I thought it was pretty alright, apart from it being irrelevant at some parts. But when it came to discussion... oh, the only thing on my mind was "I wish sermon wasn't about this topic." Well, apart from "I wish I could tape your mouth right now." of course. I think all of you don't know what I'm talking about hahahaha oh well. It's okay if you don't because... you're not supposed to.

After church ended had a really short meeting... about 10 to 15 minutes? And then went to Anchorpoint with Udella, Cara and Clairene for lunch. Had Subway! :)

That's about it hahaha my life is so boring, I don't even know why I wanna update everyday. Oh well. I'll still read it, even if none of you will.... :-)

Most important picture... ever.

Ok, hope everything goes well tomorrow. Gonna finish up the rest of my homework, print my Literature answers, pack my bag and then go to sleep. Dad's forcing me to sleep with aircon today.

Sorry is nothing. The real apology comes when you can look in their eyes and see they hurt themselves just as much.

2012-02-18T19:10:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone quick post before I bathe and head out for dinner with my family hehehehehe

It's gonna be mostly pictures so yeah enjoy :) xx

13th Feb, Monday. Celebrated Total Defence Day :) 3 #likeaboss ♥

Best ever.

From Grace!! :)

Tower built by me, Amanda, Xinru and Kerwin during PC. Amanda's phone can stand leh, cool or what??

Valentine's/Friendship Day gifts 'n cards ♥

LOOK AT THE CARD JITMIN GAVE ME. COOL RIGHT?!?!?!!

Wudao dinner last Friday (10th Feb)!!!! ♥
Took the picture only after Hannah left though :(

Ok that's all I gotta bathe now. Oh and...

Forgot to say this yesterday:

Cheer up Trixie, you know we'll always be here for you whenever you need us :) ♥

Because some words are better left unsaid.

2012-02-17T23:51:00.005+08:00

Hi guys, quick update! Was intending to blog about 9th Feb to today but I'm guessing I don't have the time. I'm really really tired now because dance was just soooo tiring and energy-draining and I've been sleeping at 2am for the past few days so yeah... you can imagine how badly I want to just 'plop' myself on my bed right now. But no, I'm blogging! Ok and it's also because I probably won't have time or I'll be too lazy to update during the weekends so... here goes.

14th February was Valentine's Day, and Friendship Day in DHS! :) Thanks everyone for the gifts 'n cards, and even wishes, I really appreciate it!

Thank you Szeyun for the card, notebook and stickers, Hannah for the card, rose and Hershey's, Jitmin for the card and notebook, Jiayi for the card, dreamcatcher and stickers, Xiying for the rose and the card, Huiyi & Siyun for the cards, Grace(C) for the card and M&M's and not forgetting Elaine who gave me the shock of my life early in the morning when she came into my class without me realising and banged my table and shouted "HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!" Hahaha ok, I think that shld be all. Thanks guys ♥

Past few days have really been a roller coaster of emotions. But I'm learning to think positive! Though I do have mood swings in the middle of nowhere because, well... everyone knows I'm a very pessimistic person. But I'm trying. Good things and bad things happen but eventually, the day ends well because I learn to focus on the good things instead :-)

Yesterday was pretty awesome though. Caught 'We Not Naughty' with Szeyun, Xinhui and Yongli! Headed to NEX after school, got our tickets, had lunch at the food court and then watched the movie. I cried 4 times... can you believe it? Hahaha best movie ever!!!!! :)

Today's dance was really extremely tiring (like I've said just now) but I'm happy because the han zu dance is almost done!!!

Ok no pictures hahaha sorry. Too lazy and tired.

11.59pm now. Good night everyone :)

Faith, trust and pixie dust.

2012-02-08T22:38:00.004+08:00

Hello people of all the earth!!!!! :)

I just realised that I haven't blogged in almost 2 weeks and yessss I am very very sorry, but I have good reasons for that!

1) I've been really really really tired since the end of January until about few days ago for every single day that I get home, so for all those days it's like I get home, have my dinner, take my shower, do my homework and then go to sleep. And sometimes I even fall asleep while doing homework and end up the next day feeling screwed.

2) Now that I'm not that tired anymore (don't know why either) I can't find the time to blog 'cuz I've to catch up on my homework and stuff like that (for all the days I didn't manage to complete 'em because I fell asleep).

But now I'm blogging even though it's a Wednesday (when I have lessons until 4.15pm and wenxue until 6.20pm) because tomorow is IDMI day!!! Which means there are no lessons so yeah, you guessed it, I didn't touch my homework today hahaha whoops.

So anyway, I was going to roughly talk about every single day that I haven't blogged (from 28th January to today) but as y'all know, I have horrible memory and I can't remember loads of the things I've done or wanted to say but never got the chance to so yeah... I'm just gna talk about what I can remember :)

#1: 2E'11 CLASS REUNION ♥ (WEDNESDAY, 1ST FEBRUARY)
The above sentence says it all!!!!!!! :)
I went late tho, because I had wenxue. But anyway, met Cheryl and Elaine at 6pm before heading to Jiajun's house together. Her condo's function room is soooo cool hahaha. Oh then we lao-ed the yusheng which was handmade by Emily's mum :) Pizza for dinner!!!!! And then played Blackjack with Elaine, Jinqi, Chian Hao, Bryan and Kester hahahaha I won like 70 cents LOL

#2: FRIDAY, 3RD FEBRUARY
It was a greaaaaat day once again because we had xxls dance practice!!! :) Hehehe I looooove Fridays (I've probably said this about a hundred times already). So anyway, after dance ended, my family and I went to Big Fish for my eldest brother's birthday dinner! Happy 23rd brother!!!!! :) Oh and Happy Birthday to Weng, Eesuan, Zhen Hao and everyone else whose birthday falls on this day because I know there are tonssss.

#3: THE WEEKENDS
They were alright I guess.... I don't really remember what I did apart from rushing the powerpoint for YZ (which I had absolutely no clue of how to do it, but I did it anyway) and having dinner at Jack's Place on Saturday and then having bible study on Sunday where I was tilting my chair and everyone was like "Laural's going to fall off". Yeah, whatever.

#4: MONDAY, 6TH FEBRUARY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYI :-)
The day was alright I guess. Had dance and we didn't do much. I loooove the SYF dance but I think it's really really hard and I'm so scared because I really don't think I can dance han zu... (or any other dance, actually) sigh :( And I was unhappy about some things. Some things.

#5: TUESDAY, 7TH FEBRUARY
Seriously the best day ever :')
I don't like floorball but PE was sooooo fun!!! I think our group went crazy chasing after the ball and we were clearly the noisiest group out of the 3 because only our screams could be heard hahaha. Oh and something happened to me and until now I don't even know how it happened but yeah anyway, I was laughing about something funny and then the ball started flying towards me so I was like "Noooooo" then I closed my eyes and then I felt the ball land at my foot and then I couldn't feel it anymore and the next thing I knew? It was between my jawline and my shoulders. No, this is not a joke. HAHAHAHA I AM AWESOME.

After school I met up with my dearest Laura!!!!!! ♥ And we had pepperlunch! Walked around because we both had to buy things. After that she went to buy her Grumpyman or whatever before we headed to Macs. I got a vanilla cone and we just sat there and talked about our lives :-) And while we were waiting for the bus home, we saw Cristelle at the bus stop! And we saw Jane too hahaha. Then on the bus I saw Yuwan's friend and Yuwan said she was at Parkway too! Awwww, it's like a mini P1 gathering, just that we're unaware hahahahaha!!! Yes, Laura, Cristelle, Jane, Yuwan and I are all from 1/8'04 and 2/8'05 hahaha.

#6: TODAY
Lessons were alright I guess. Kind of screwed up LA Film Analysis test but oh well, it's over already and I'm not going to think about it. If I don't do well at least I know I've tried my best 'cuz honestly, I still don't know how to analyse a film properly. Lessons until 4.15pm today but I didn't fell as tired... maybe because Chemistry lesson was so funny today hahaha. Oh and wenxue... hahaha okay, nevermind.

Wow this is such a long and wordy post haha I don't actually think anyone would read until here. But if you do, then... here are some pictures to end off :-)

First 5 pictures are from CNY!

Ang paos :)

My favourite!!!

Lydia :)

2nd day's outfit!

Cousin Jalyn's dog (Theodore) under the table hehehe ;)

Lou hei @ 2E class reunion! :-)

What happens when you give your ruler to Hannah. HAHAHAHA.

Omg, it's 12.01am right now. Yessss, the pictures took really long to load because my laptop had connection problems and google chrome was exceptionally laggy today. Well, at least they're done. Bye readers :)

Good night sleep tight don't let the bed bugs bite! 'N sweet dreams x

I must be in heaven, 'cause I'm looking at an angel ☻

2012-01-27T22:45:00.003+08:00

Hi guys!!!!! :) x

Ok I'm sorry I haven't blogged for a few days but I've been too busy and tired... and lazy. But hey at least I didn't abandon my blog! And I never will. :)

So ya... Day 2 of CNY! Went to my aunt's house at Jurong East in the morning and ya they have a REALLY active chihuahua called Sachi. I was actually kinda ok with him at first (ya I'm scared of dogs ok...) but then my cousins and my dad kept disturbing me by throwing Sachi's toy to me (then he'll run to me) and stuff like that until I got damn scared. Ok headed to my uncle's house at Yishun after that, and then to my cousin's house at Sengkang!

Hahaha my cousin has 3 chihuahuas but I wasn't as scared as I was when I was at my aunt's house 'cuz I'm familiar with them and they're not as active! Played Wii with my cousins and brother hahahaha it was fun and I kept laughing 'cuz I suck at it... So anyway, everyone came over to my house in the late afternoon and stayed all the way until dinner! :) Played Uno Madness and Cluedo with my cousins LOL.

CNY Celebrations in school on Wednesday :) It was alright I guess hahaha. Classroom activities were quite fail though 'cuz we didn't bring any food (and so Mr Tan let us go down for early recess and sooo, we missed the judging for the CNY performance and didn't get any points, damn). After celebrations went to Macs with Hannah, Szeyun and Jitmin. :) Then went to Jitmin's house to do homework! HER AHMA VEH CUTE

Had to rush back home though, 'cuz my dad suddenly texted me saying that his friends were coming over to visit and have dinner and I was like, "OMG WHY YOU NEVER TELL ME?!?!!!" Ya so anyway, dinner was awkward 'cuz I had nothing to say. Nothing at all. And I was just sitting at the dining table listening to them. And then my mum asked me if I wanted to go back to my room and I was like "YESSSSS" hahahaha yay.

And then yesterday Szeyun came over to my house to do the Cell Analogy Assignment! I think we're awesome. Dinosaurs LOLOLOL hahahaha k nevermind

Today was fun 'cuz there was wudao! Hahaha I really love Friday practices :) Ok la lessons weren't that bad as well. Math seemed to pass really quickly. Bio was alright 'cuz we had one period to do whatever we wanted. Physics was ok too... surprisingly. BP was funnnn and ACE, well, we had group work so hahaha. The DSA Year Ones came for practice today! :) Chelsea adopted a damn pro one hahahaha my granddaughter is goooood k. Ok actually, all the 6 DSA juniors are like 100x more zai than me *sighs*

Oh oh oh xxls' socks are damn cute HAHAHA GOT HOLE ONE. Kkkk and practice was just fun la hahahaha nothing much to say except that I was happy LOL. Everyone was especially high at the start of practice and idk why.... but it's gooooood yay.

SHIT HAHAHA I'M NOT MAKING ANY SENSE. OK I THINK THAT'S ALL.

Gotta go to school tmrw morning sigh.
And then I'm going visiting! To my aunt's house. At choa chu kang......

DEAR AUNT, Y U NO STAY IN THE EAST?!!!

Okay nevermind bye bye people have a great weekend

I haz homework many many

I've loved you for a thousand years.

2012-01-23T23:12:00.006+08:00

Hi guys,

Happy Chinese New Year! ♥

I had a great 初一!!! :) So I'm gna blog about it! Here goes.

Woke up at 7am today and we were supposed to leave the house at 8.30am but we left an hour late. So headed to my paternal grandmother's house to 拜年! And around 10.30am we headed to my mum's brother's house. :) Had lunch at around 11.15am because everyone was already eating so yeah...

Sat around and talked and listened to conversations and stuff like that. Played Blackjack after that! But with my uncle's money hahaha whoops. Then went upstairs to watch my 2nd brother, cousins and nephew play Carom - it was sooooo funny 'cause my nephew was really cmi HAHAHAHA. (p/s: I know y'all must be assuming that he's just a small boy 'cuz he's my nephew and all but no, he's 19. LOL) Went back downstairs after the game ended. Sat down with my brothers, cousins and nephews and listened to them talk. Didn't have much to say 'cuz they're all at least 4 years older than me and a lot of people had already left by then.

We finally left around 3pm and then went back to my grandmother's house! Sat around and watched people play Blackjack, but after awhile they got sooo excited the tiny room was too noisy so ya Lydia and I went out to sit down and eat. Played all sorts of card games after that, even really lame ones hahaha. Memory game, Slapjack and 2 other games of which I don't know the name. Had dinner (steamboat again hehehe) after that and then continued sitting around + talking + playing Taiti with my cousins. :) Went home around 9pm.

Okay y'all must be thinking "Like that where got fun???" But I don't see my cousins often and well, seeing them alone makes me happy. And furthermore, I reallyyyy am not close to my relatives from my mum's side, but this year's CNY I kinda managed to talk to them more and everything. Anddddd I had more fun than I usually do with the relatives from my dad's side so yeah. :)

And including my parents' ones, I collected 32 ang paos today!!!!!! :) I am happy hehehehe. Alright it's 11.23pm, g'night everyone!

Nope, I'm not sleeping.

Bye.

CNY Eve 2012! ♡

2012-01-22T22:14:00.001+08:00

Hi guys I'm blogging with my phone even though I'm only left with 8%. At my grandmother's house now!

Oh, we're leaving now.

Anyway, happy cny eve!!! :)

Had reunion dinner at my paternal grandmother's house!

Hmm ok wait... I'll continue blogging when I get home.

-after car ride home-

Ok, it's 10.07pm! Like I was saying, has reunion dinner at my dad's side today. Usually I'd go there around 5.30 to drop my helper off and eat a little before going to Temasek Club for reunion dinner with my mum's side. Then when that's over we'd go back to my ahma's house to pick my maid up.

But this year we didn't go to Temasek Club 'cuz they decided to start earlier than usual, like at 5.30 instead of 7. :( sighhh. No yummy restaurant food :'( and it means I get to see my relatives one time less! I don't even get to see them very often. Only like, thrice a year? :( And even if we went, we wouldn't go back to my ahma's house after the dinner 'cuz I don't have a maid anymore.

Nevertheless, today was a fun day! :)
Had steamboat, then played Monopoly Deal with my cousins all the way until 9pm hahaha I had a great time laughing 'cuz my P4 cousin is just sooo dramatic and silly. And it gets even funnier when she fights with her P6 sister. So yes, I had a wonderful time. :)

Haha okay, hope all of you had a lovely Chinese New Year's Eve too! Bye guys xx

Outfit for the day, btw. :)

You don't know me, you don't even care.

2012-01-20T22:16:00.002+08:00

Finally found the time to blog.

Well... not really. I just decided that I should blog before even checking what homework I have. But I do know there's a whole mountain of it. Seriously, CNY is a time for visiting, won't it be rude to visit your relatives and then sit at their house to do homework?

Anyway, I guess the week's been pretty alright. Today was actually quite fun (better than average, at least), but, I don't know, I'm feeling so moody right now. So many thoughts running through my mind and ya... I don't even feel like using a smiley.

Ok so. Something really sad happened on Tuesday.... :'( But I went shopping at FEP with Hannah and Szeyun after that so yay. Didn't really get a lot of items but at least it's better than nothing. Had dinner too.

Wednesday was sucha long day. Lessons until 4.15pm and Wenxue immediately after. It was a little different from what we usually do and ya I wasn't listening at all. :X

Lessons ended at 2.15pm on Thursday. Had lunch as a class at the library, went up to do some CNY deco and then played Captain's ball! It was fun hehehe. Bought drinks and after we took a rest we went to play mushroom LOLOL... sounds stupid right? But it's tiring y'know!

Lessons today were very very normal and rather boring. I don't know about the rest but if you ask me, Math was just like... WOAH. Too fast, really. Had dance after school and had a really really good laugh (or rather a lot of laughs) with Hannah and Jitmin hahahaha. And dance was just fun la. Like all Friday practices are fun. But at the end we had to do crunches and push-ups.... :( Probably gna have a painful CNY, siiighhhh.

Ok it's 10.25pm now and I'm gna edit the Marina Barrage post (yes, finally) after this.

Going to church tomorrow to decorate YZ room... I think.

Wait a minute.

I'm having second thoughts about editing the Marina Barrage post now 'cuz that was sucha happy day but I'm not feeling happy now. Hmmmmmm. Lol ok forget it I'll just pretend I'm happy since I'm blogging about it 'on the day itself'. Ha ha ha ha bye.

All good things come to an end.

2012-01-16T19:14:00.001+08:00

Haven't had time to blog about Marina Barrage so the post is still left unedited. I know I said I'd edit it by today but I don't have the time nor do I have the mood.

Blogging now 'cuz I'm on the bus going home and forgot to bring my earpiece so there's nothing else to do.

Anyway, today was stressful.
Yesterday wasn't any fun either.
So there's no point talking about 'em.

Guess that's all. Bye.

p/s: might add a tagboard somewhere if I feel like it and have the time.

Picnic at Marina Barrage ❤❤❤

2012-01-14T23:44:00.005+08:00

Today was really really fun, like too fun to be put into words, but I'm gonna try anyway. :) Oh oh, it was supposed to be a Year Three wudao batch outing but only half of us could make it.... BUT STILL FUN!

So yes, met Szeyun and Hannah at Sing Post and then went grocery shopping for our picnic! Hahahaha. Went to Macs for ice-cream after that while waiting for Gwyneth. And when she finally came (and we finished our ice-cream) we went to Paya Lebar to meet Jit min. It was so funny 'cuz we went in the train and she went out. Then we stopped at Aljunied and waited for her and then we went into the train but she went out again! So we just told her to meet us at City Hall LOLOLOL

Took the train to Marina Bay and something reaaaaaally funny happened on the train HAHAHAHA Jitmin went to touch Szeyun's hair, like those kinda boyfriend-girlfriend touch, y'know, HAHAHAHAHA so funny all of us laughed like crazy people. Ok it's not funny now but..... if you saw it, you'll know. Took the shuttle bus to Marina Barrage and started our picnic! Hehehehe.

Look, food!!!

Haha okay so we were sitting down and just talking and we attempted to play Animal Concentration (but Hannah was laughing non stop HAHAHA) and then suddenly Gwyneth said that the place was soooo big and she felt like dancing. And I don't know how but we started talking about how it won't hurt if we flip there 'cuz it's grass and before we knew it.....

We were doing flips and all other ji ben gong there hahahaha. Come to think of it people must have been staring at us like we were fools but it's okay 'cuz we all had fun. :) Ok so Gwyneth left around 6 plus, and then we decided to go to so we packed up (ok, Jitmin packed up... LOL) and then Szeyun took a cab home while Hannah, Jitmin and I took the shuttle bus back. Hannah and I went to Bugis for KOI after that while Jitmin went home.... we couldn't persuade her to come. :(

SO ANYWAY, HERE ARE SOME OF THE PICTURES WE TOOK. :) The full album's on Facebook so ya... you can check it out if you want. Enjoyyyy.

Me and Hannah. :)

Jitmin and I. :)

Gwyneth got swag.

Gwyneth, me, Szeyun!!!

Jitmin doing da tiao!

Hannah doing handstand!

"The Xuanru one"

4 of us were doing qian fan, and then like... "Eh same timing so cool!!!"

But then I had to crop myself out for the rest of the photos 'cause I didn't actually flip over and 3 of them still did at the same timing!!!

See what I mean......

Yay jumpshot!!!! :)

Hi everyone, this is Jitmin the crazy girl.
p/s: she's made of jelly.

Now I'm sure you believe me when I say she's made of jelly. Uh-huh.

GROUP PHOTO!!! ♥

Me, Jitmin, Szeyun!!

Me & Szeyun :)

Do you see me?
No, you don't.

Pretty sunset yay.

ALRIGHT THAT'S ALL BYE BYE.

People would say "They're the lucky ones."

2012-01-13T23:13:00.009+08:00

Didn't blog yesterday in the end because I was too tired. But yesterday has been a great day and so has today. :) Who says Friday the 13th has to be unlucky? In fact, Page 13 of 366 is one of the best so far hahahaha. Ok before I begin to talk about yesterday and today....

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SZEYUN

BOYFRIEND!!! ❤❤❤

Hope you liked the present from the wudao Year Threes and that you've had a great birthday!!

Just wanna thank you once again for being such an amazing friend. :) Like you're always listening to me rant and making sacrifices for me. And that's only two out of the many many things that make you great. I'm not gna write out my thoughts here, but I'm not gna say that everything's in the card either, 'cuz it's not. If everything were to be in it then I'd be writing you a 3-page essay. Well anyway, I think I told you a lot during dinner just now. It may not be everything but you'll find out somehow hahaha. ~~POWERPUFF!!!!!!!!!!~~ (I just had to strike this out, it's too retarded LOLOLOL)

☺

Not gna talk much about yesterday because I have so many things to say about today hahaha. Well anyway, school started at 9am yesterday. Chemistry was first and we had to go to the lab. Sat outside at the pond in a circle and just talked while waiting for Mr Pon. Don't know about the rest of the class but I was quite afraid that he wouldn't show up...... But he did! So Chemistry lesson was alright and so was Physics. Language Arts was fine too, kinda fun actually. :) And then Literature was... hmm... interesting.

Hahahaha we did some kind of exercise where we're supposed to just stroll/walk/run around the room depending on Ms Sangeetha's instructions. And there was once where we had to stop wherever we were when the music stopped and then do a composition with the person beside you and freeze. So yeah Trina was beside me and so she pointed at some sweet wrapper and I just looked and then Ms Sangeetha came over to take a picture....... sigh. Ok, but I like these kind of lessons because they're memorable and I'll never fall asleep. :) It was Chinese after that and it was pretty ok since we did group work.

School ended at 3.15pm and then Szeyun, Jitmin and I went to the library to study. :) I stayed for a while (like really, only 20 minutes or something?) because I had Physio. So Dad picked me up from school at 4pm and we went to KKH. Reached there half an hour earlier than my appointment time and they called us in early. :) It was a really short session since my knee and hip joints haven't been hurting (or it's not serious, at least) and guess who doesn't have to go back for Physio anymore!!!!!!! \m/ AWESOME OR NOT?!!! ^^v

Ok so on to today! Friday the 13th does not mean it's supposed to be an unlucky day! If you ask me, I think it's just... all in the head. Hahaha so first period was Math. For some reason it passed really quickly. I like Mr Wu hahaha. Biology passed quite quickly too. And I actually think Mrs Lim is nice! But still scary though. Had cafe food during recess. Sat in a circle with half of 3L outside the library hehehe so cool. Physics was... not that good 'cuz I don't like the subject LOL.

Had our very first lesson of BP after that and I actually kinda like it!!!! I think it's fun. :) Or at least the first lesson is. Oh and we had our lesson in the computer lab! But we had ACE for our last hour of lessons. It's kind of like History + Geography (more of History, if you ask me) and I like History but ACE is just soooo boring. I totally spaced out during the whole hour and I wasn't listening at all.

Ok anyway after class ended Jitmin came to find Szeyun and I. Then Szeyun went to find Kexin and Jitmin and I went to find Jiayi and Hannah. 4 of us went to the dance studio and down to the canteen. Dance started slightly before 3pm and for some reason xx laoshi was there much earlier than usual. Ok so she made us stretch 前腿 for a really long time, but she helped us stretch and well, it hurt but I like it!!!! :) No kidding, I mean it somehow instantly makes you a lot more flexible hahaha and I looove the feeling of being more flexible than usual and so jelly-like hehehehehe

Had to go out of the studio to stretch two times because of the Year One auditions. :( Only three turned up today but at least we have 6 juniors who DSA-ed and they're like... imba or something lah! Okay so after ji ben gong we danced shou jin hua. Kinda slack for me since I'm not in the first part. And I keep doing wrong steps on accident (like, I don't even feel it) sighhhhh. :( Okok and after xx laoshi was done with our dance we just sat in one corner and talked.

Hahaha and we created some really cool handshakes!!!!! Me & Szeyun's one is like sooo funny HAHAHA while doing it we laughed until our stomachs hurt so bad and we almost cried! It was a greaaaaaat laugh. :) Oh and Xuanru's & Kexin's one was also damn hilarious HAHAHA. Then we discussed the details for our picnic tmrw @ Marina Barrage! Excited excited. ;) Haha I looooooove our Year Three batch ♥ YAY.

Anyway, had dinner with Szeyun at Macs after dance ended. It was a nice dinner and we had a nice talk hahaha yayyyyy.

THIS IS WHY I'M SO HAPPY TODAY HAHAHAHA MY GOODNESS I HAVEN'T FELT SO HAPPY IN A REALLY LONG TIME. Okay it's not really that long, but the fact that there's school now makes it seem 10x longer.

Ok actually I found out something that ruined my mood on the way home. I remember I once blogged that the story of my life is that whenever I have a really great day and think to myself "This is the best day ever", something comes along at the end to just ruin everything. Well, it's still happening and I believe it'll happen to everyone someday so yeah, I decided not to let just one thing ruin my day! :)

It's much harder to actually stop thinking about it than just saying that I won't think about it, but really, after blogging about how awesome today was, I'm feeling much happier!

Oh.... it's already 11.44pm and I didn't touch my homework today and I'm gng for a picnic tomorrow so I probably won't have time for homework or revision or whatsoever but I'm happy now so who cares about homework! HAHAHAHA.

And another thing! I really am starting to like 3L now and the people there are reaaaally nice hehehehe. :) HELLO MY 3L CLASSMATES!!! (I know y'all read my blog hahaha)

Okok I have nothing else to say so bye. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SZEYUN. ~~POWERPUFF.~~

Making sure others know you're trying your best and yet having them think you're not trying too hard is one of the hardest things in life.

2012-01-11T22:47:00.003+08:00

That's really one of the things I've struggled with all my life. When I don't try my best, it's not good enough. And even when I try my best people don't realise it. So I try my hardest, the hardest that I can, then people think I'm trying too hard. It always happens.

Maybe one day I'll really stop trying. Once and for all.

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Ok it's actually 12 January now even though it says 11 January above the post. Reason being? I fell asleep last night before completing my post.... aiyo. And yeah that's about how much I managed to type yesterday hahahaha am I pathetic or what???

Anyway, I'm going to pretend that I'm posting on 11 January so even though it's yesterday I'm going to use 'today' instead. So here goes hahaha y'all can pretend I didn't fall asleep or edited this post on 12 January.

So... it's 11 January now!!!

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Tody was like a reaaaaaaally exhausting day. Lessons started at 8.15am and ended at 4.15pm!!! And then there was wenxue until 6pm. Math and Lit were the first two periods and they were pretty alright I guess. Recess followed by Biology. Went to the lab to do some relatively cool experiment. I'm still scared of my Bio teacher though I think she wasn't as scary today. PC after that and we selected our class comm already! :)

LA was next. 3 periods and I thought it was gna be really boring but turns out to be quite fun since we're learning Film! The only part that I didn't enjoy was when we were trying to video an Earthquake effect and then Kerwin went to shake my table until everything from my pencil case dropped onto the floor...... -_- Not cool. Went to the computer lab after that to watch a small part of 'Psycho' and 'The Shining' and then wrote down the close-ups or whatever.

Lunch after that and then Chemistry! Hahaha 3 periods as well but at least our teacher's Mr Pon so I didn't feel like sleeping. :) But I really dislike the topic we're studying now..... aiya. Wenxue after that hahaha it was really slack because we were given a lot of time to discuss what we're gng to present but we finished our discussion in like 5 minutes or something so we spent the rest of the time talking. Jiang Laoshi came in when we were presenting but it turned out alright in the end (apart from the fact where I was trying my best not to laugh). Went home with Jiayi after that and that's pretty much it. :)

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Okay it's 12 January again hahahaha. Not gng to blog about today in this post, maybe I'll create another post later in the evening... or maybe I'll blog tomorrow hahaha who knows?

It's currently 6.07pm and I haven't started on my homework hahaha damn it. Oh Jiayi says she's gng to call me now so see ya later alligators!

Never make someone your priority when you are only their option.

2012-01-10T22:49:00.003+08:00

Been having mood swings the past few days (no reason, though) and so I've been doing a lot of thinking. And that's what I've learnt.

Anyway, just realised I haven't blogged for 4 days. Hais, so yeah just gna blog a little on each day because I'm eating beancurd now so I'm gna take really long but it's already 10.51pm (yes yes, I know I've to sleep by 11.30pm).

7th Jan
CNY Shopping with my parents at 313! Bought a top and a pair of jeans for CNY and another random pullover. :) Mum bought a top and a pair of jeans too. My dad and my eldest brother spent $199 each at Dockers... LOL. Felt like we shopped for a really long time but in the end... only so few things bought. Oh well, gna go CNY shopping again. :)

8th Jan
Church was fun!!! First YZ of the year hahaha there are only 4 sec 1 guys and like, I don't know... 15 sec 1 girls? Played some game called 2 degrees of separation. That's not the fun part btw LOL. After church went to IKEA for lunch with Udella and Clairene!!!! Saw Dylane. :) And yessssss I looooove IKEA meatballs hahaha. Talked about our schools and so many other things, oh how I love such talks. :) I only wish it could last longer though.

9th Jan
School....... aiya. Lessons were alright I guess... apart from Chinese because it was really boring and I was falling asleep. In that 1.5 hours we were supposed to talk about wu song da hu but we barely even started... LOL. Instead it was 1.5 hours on shui hu zhuan my goodness. Assembly was quite ok too since we got released earlier hahaha. Dance after that, was having a headache and all. By the time I got home I was feverish so yes I went to bed at 9.30. EARLY RIGHT, I KNOW. Wanted to wake up at 4.30am to do homework and revise science but I snoozed my alarm until 5.20am 'cuz I told myself it ain't that important LOL.

10th Jan
Feeling better today. :) Lessons were ok too. Physics > PE (which we were supposed to run 6 rounds but I only ran 3 because my stupid knee's starting to hurt again) > Recess > Chemistry (Mr Pon told us a ghost story omgggggg) > Math > HCL (I don't even wna talk about it.......) And so yesssss school ended at 1.45pm today! And after that did some secretive (but fun) stuff that I don't think I shld mention hehehehehe. Maybe another day.

Oh my it's only 11pm hahahaha I type so fast. Okay just kidding. I think it's more like I eat too fast because the beancurd's too nice to not be in my stomach hahaha.

On a side note, lessons are until 4.15pm tomorrow. :( And there's still wenxue for another 2 hours after that... The only good thing is that there's no Chinese tomorrow hahaha yay.

Okay it's 11.07pm right now and I still have a lot of things to do so yeah see ya later alligators.

p/s: I kinda planned this post and I was intending for it to be more like the one where I'm normal (and kinda emotionless. or at least without the happy tone or something la aiya) but I sound so happy right here. Oh well, food makes me happy! ^^v

p/p/s: I think I'm starting to like 3L. :) #likeaboss

You don't notice at all; that I'm going out of my mind all day and all night.

2012-01-06T22:41:00.008+08:00

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Today has been a roller coaster of emotions. I don't know if I'm having mood swings or if there's even something wrong with me. It's like I'm feeling something different every half hour or something..... but I didn't pms at anyone today. Or at least I think I didn't.

Anyway, started of with LA today, and we have homework. ACE after that and it was one of the most boring lessons ever. The teacher's alright and all, but the subject itself is.... yeah. I actually think she's quite nice, apart from the fact that she speaks really softly. Went down for recess and then we had Bio. So we got to meet our Bio teacher as well and I cannot emphasise this enough - my bio teacher scares the living hell out of me.

She cannot get any more creepy. She freaks me out.... bad. But I believe she teaches well. Oh, and did I mention that on the first lesson we already got started on the 2nd topic? Uh-huh. At least it was Math after that and my mood was kinda enlightened hehehe. Last lesson was Chemistry! Met our Chem teacher Mr Pon LOLOLOL he's so funny and I think he can teach well so yeah that's great. :)

Class ended and before dance started I got like reaaaaally depressed about the fact that Ms Heng isn't teaching me Bio and I was kinda thinking about how scary my Bio teacher is and so there was this fear in me. Forgot to mention that during lesson earlier on Mrs Lim stared straight into my eyes and it was freakin' scary and I was just like "OH MY GOODNESS......."

Well anyway, dance started at 2.45pm and it was really slack (everyone was hurting from yesterday's orientation) even when XX Laoshi came. She focused mainly on the other dance so we just practised outside for a little while and when we went back to the studio we only practised a bit. Mostly talked though, and that's when I went crazy and almost cried laughing. Then XX Laoshi only wanted to see our dance and then we were dismissed... without learning any new steps. Oh well. Went to Macs with Szeyun for ice-cream and then took circle line home.

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And as much as I wanna tell you what's on my mind...
1) I don't know how to put it into words
2) I'll end up worsening the situation
3) I have no courage to

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Oh yes. Math test on Monday... Have to self-study the first chapter of Bio as well and also revise the second chapter because I'm sooooo afraid of my Bio teacher right now. And with so little time, I'm downright screwed. Maybe I won't study for Math test and revise the second chapter, and then just scan through the notes for the first chapter.

Oh and I have Language Arts homework.

Siiiiiigh, why is Year Three life so stressful?!?!?!!!

I miss Year Two life. I miss 2011.

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep.

2012-01-05T22:38:00.004+08:00

Page 5 of 336 today, third day of school, first day of lessons. Didn't update yesterday but it was pretty alright I guess... fun compared to the first day of school. Had to reach ECP at 7.20am and then we built sandcastles as a class hahahaha and no, I don't mean those kind of small little one bucket on top of the other kind of miniature sandcastles. Oh, the sun was killing me and I didn't put any sun block but I didn't get sun burnt (and I never have). Not sure if I got darker though, but I'm dark enough already so what's the difference?

After that Hannah, Szeyun and I cabbed to Macs for lunch. Jitmin, Kexin and Tongying were waiting for us at ECP initially but then we thought they left, turns out we didn't see them, so we left without them... SORRY GUYS. Anyway, headed back to school after lunch, helped prepare the orientation gifts then had dance practice for today's CCA Orientation.

So yeah, school started at 9am today and had 3 periods of HCL. My teacher's Hong Lan Laoshi btw and she's my co-FT as well. Math after that, our teacher was Mr Wu Derui, who's fine I guess, apart from the fact that he asked us for our numbers, addresses and took photos of us....... No comments about that. Had recess at 11.45am (more like lunch, actually) and then met our Physics teacher Miss Lynn Khoh. Szeyun and I left halfway because we had to go take the orientation gifts from the hui suo. And all the costumes, which took us a reaaaally long time.

Then Sheryl Han finally came and saved the day. So yeah, got changed, had dry run and then waited for a really long time before we performed jibengong. Had to change into xj costume in 2 minutes, it was a mad rush I tell you. We did this twice. And we were supposed to do it 2 more times but the 3rd time we didn't need to dance xj, only jibengong, and for some reason there wasn't a 4th time... LOL. So yeah went home with Szeyun after that :)

Oh anyway, I get to meet my Bio teacher tomorrow and I have no clue who he/she is. There's Chemistry tomorrow as well but I already know how my teacher looks like so, yeah. I think he's nice, at least that's what I heard. Oh and there's LA, so I'll be seeing my FT... LOL. There's ACE as well, and I've heard of my teacher before but I don't know who she is. Oh well.

And finally... DANCE TOMORROW. Good luck to me. And to all the other dancers. We sure danced our butts off today, and tomorrow we're gonna be aching.

And.....

I'm hurting everywhere.

First day of school

2012-01-03T19:24:00.003+08:00

So it's the first day of school today - Page 3 of 366. Honestly, I didn't enjoy it. Not that I don't like my class, but I really didn't have fun. When I got up to class it was really awkward and all, I mean, with all the people I don't know, yeah...

After morning assembly and everything, went back to class to meet our FT and co-FT and we had ice breakers. It was alright, I guess. But my FT's really strict with our attire and all and... aiya. Oh and we kinda changed our seats already, sitting beside Kerwin...... Hmm. Anyway, recess after that, followed by 2 hours of academic orientation (which was boring as hell) and then lunch. Received our orientation tees after that and attempted to cheer... LOL. Had briefing for the next day's activities (sandcastle building), and then we were finally released (half an hour late).

Headed to Sogurt after that with Szeyun and Hannah (Jitmin didn't wna come along with us!!!) and had froyo hehehehe finally! And then we went to get KOI and they mixed my cup with Hannah's but oh well. And yeah, went home after that.

Not to be mean or to offend anyone or anything, but in my opinion I don't think 3L's gna be very bonded. I mean it's only been the first day and our class is like full of cliques, especially since there are so many people from 2K'11 and my class (2E'11) and well... just hope that as time passes I'll be proven wrong, because I really want the next 2 years of my life to be worth remembering.. :)

I don't have much to say actually, but I'm blogging 'cuz it's the first day of school with my new class and all. And I believe it's time for dinner so bye guys :) x

❀ Everytime I see your face.

2012-01-02T22:50:00.003+08:00

School starts in less than 12 hours and I'm not looking forward to it at all. ☹

Okay before I say anything, notice that I've changed my blog layout a little and of course I've a new header (yes, again). I was gna give it a really big makeover but as y'know, I'm lazy.

I had all the time in the world today though, but I didn't do anything. It was really boring and even though my dad said we'd go shopping, we didn't. But we did go out for dinner. Ate at Pu Tien and in our beancurd dish my mum found some sort of wire so we got a new dish, and they gave us free dessert too hahahaha awesome or not? ;)

Tried to shop for a new pencil case after that but couldn't find anything nice, so I'm back to using my 2-year-old one, siiiigh. It's almost 11pm right now and I should be getting ready to turn in but I still have quite a number of things to do (no, not homework, I finished it before 2012 hehehe) and besides, I doubt I'll be able to fall asleep anyway.

Yeah, certain things happened today, and I honestly don't get why this must always happen on days like these. I mean, everytime I'm feeling happy or positive (for once), or when it's the eve of a really big day, these things just happen and y'know, ruin my mood, my entire day, and perhaps... the entire week. And I'm feeling a mixture of so many emotions right now, I really don't know what to say.

Since school's tomorrow, I can only pray that things are gna get better so that I won't get distracted in school and... stuff like that.

Have a great first day at school everyone!

See ya later, alligators. X

HAPPY NEW YEAR ❤

2012-01-01T22:01:00.002+08:00

So... 2012 is finally here. And I'm now a Secondary Three student. Turning 15 in another 6 months and 26 days. I guess growing up can be scary.

Well anyway, had a wonderful start to the new year and I'm thankful for that. :)

So headed to church in the morn', finally saw that hippo who's back from Aussie, exchanged X'mas gifts with her and Jed and then went to have lunch with my dad and eldest brother. Dad fetched me to Lavendar after that and I met Shawn and we went to Pasir Ris to meet Elaine.

While waiting for Jinqi we went to BK at Whitesands to sit down and talk and when Jinqi finally arrived... it started raining, so we couldn't go cycling in the end, siiiiigh. :( So in the end took a train down to Tampines and caught Sherlock Holmes. Great movie but to be honest, I don't really understand it. And yes I believe all of us almost died from trying to finish the popcorn.

Called my dad after the movie and I thought he'd agree to me having dinner with them but he didn't, so I went back home. SORRY GUYS!!! (especially Elaine) Went to Megumi after that with my family for dinner. And after we reached home, we finally opened our X'mas presents!!! We didn't get to open 'em thru out the whole week because my mum's been really busy and coming home late everyday.

So anyway, my mum got me the Cluedo boardgame that I always begged her to buy 'cuz it's really fun but we don't have one at home. My eldest brother got me a 'mighty wallet', y'know the ones made of paper?? And my second brother got me a kissing bell LOLOLOL. It's basically just a bell that says "Ring for a kiss" hahaha it's really cute! And as for my dad, well, he was supposed to get me my school bag for the new year but I haven't found a nice one yet. Oh and he got me the dreamcatcher too (which is already hanging in my room)!

Ok and the presents from Udella and Jed were really cute too hahahaha I love 'em.

And yes... I gotta write my New Year resolutions on paper and stick 'em on my wall before I forget everything. And find a notebook as my QT journal. Oh, and I might change the layout of my blog, depending on my mood though.

Craving for froyo reaaaally badly!!!!!! :'(

On a side note, GOING SHOPPING WITH MY FAMILY TOMORROW! :)
Hope everything turns out great because after that, I know nothing will. And why is that? Because school's starting. Gotta make the best out of the rest of my holidays.

Oh yes, some of my regrets from 2011 are the things I wanted to do during the holidays but didn't manage to....
1) Dye my hair
2) Go to USS
3) Go overseas
4) Have a sleepover with my primary school friends

And much much more, I believe.

But that's alright, because I'm still starting 2012 positively! ☺

That's all guys, enjoy the rest of the New Year! ;)

New Year's Eve

2011-12-31T21:18:00.004+08:00

It's gng to be a new year in a few hours time, and honestly, I'm not prepared at all. I'm not in the least hyped up because I have absolutely no plans. I've been alone all day, and I'm gna be alone until next year. I was supposed to go for watchnight service, but my dad insisted that it was too boring so he didn't want us to go. Then I had countdown plans but it got cancelled in the end anyway. :( So yes, here I am, all alone LOL damn it. If Udella was going for watchnight service (yes she's finally back from aussie!!!!!) I would have made my way to church alone, but she's not, so never mind.

Yesterday was much better than today. Hannah's back and she came for practice!!! But it was the most tiring one out of the 4, maybe because my muscle aches are getting from bad to worse. :( So had lunch at KLP with Hannah and Jitmin after that. Wanted to go cycling at first but then we decided to bake. Went to my house, supposedly to take baking ingredients, but turns out Hannah has everything that I have, so we went for nothing (I took a quick shower though). By the time we reached Hannah's house we were all too lazy so we just sat in the room and talked... :)

Ok, usually by this time, I'd be thinking back on the entire year's happenings and all of that, but this year it seems different. I mean, it definitely has been better than 2010, and I'm really feeling much happier, but... I don't know. There are just certain things that I don't wanna think about, and that's what's making me confused. I don't know if I've already put everything behind me or I just simply don't wish to think about it.

Still, I did some thinking in the shower because, I mean, it's showering right? Thinking is inevitable. So yeah, even though I've always gone on and on about how I don't like Evaron and all that, but y'know, I really am gonna miss this class. Thinking about how I'm going to step in to 3L next year and have no idea how my classmates are going to be like, it's scary, really. There are so many people I'm going to miss.

Elaine definitely. Who's gonna make me laugh during flag raising everyday with all the nonsense singing and reciting the pledge? Who's gonna entertain me when I'm bored during assemblies and talks and everything? And we've done sooooo many projects together - RS1, RS2, SIP and other subjects. Daaaaamn.

And Cheryl. Who's gonna laugh with me over all the retarded things? And whose donkey laughter am I gonna laugh at? Who's gonna listen to me rant about life on bus rides home together? Who's gonna laugh with me about all those inside jokes and ridiculous things we come up with?

Looks like I'm not gonna be gng home with the 2 of them everyday anymore. :(

And I'll miss laughing my ass off with Olivia and Annabel. Those 2 are so retarded they can make me laugh until I cry, every single time I tell you.

I'll miss Olivia and her spastic face and the retarded things she does and says and how she's always there to remind me of the stupid things I do in school. LOL

And it's weird saying this but... I'll miss sitting beside Annabel. I mean, who's gonna quarrel with me over every little thing we can think of? Who's gonna do stupid things with me during boring lessons? Who's gonna resist laughing with me during all the quiet moments in class? And not to forget, I'll sure as hell miss her weird laughter and her running-to-the-window-and-laughing-like-there's-no-tomorrow moments.

Well, 'nuff said. I don't wanna end 2011 crying. So yes, here are some pictures taken throughout the year.

Chinese New Year

2E BBQ

SYF! Best photo I could find.

Qingchun

Hazel's birthday celebration

7th June

Birthday celebration

Birthday

Youth day

55th anniversary

After dazu

9th September

Laura's birthday

Random PE lesson

After EOYs

Last day of school

Beach

Carrine's birthday celebration

Wudao chalet
p/s: why am i posting this...

YZ Camp (Show and Tell)

14th December

Class chalet
(credits to Jaynell for this pic)

Trixie's birthday celebration

CCIS

It seems like 2011 isn't that bad after all. :) After looking at all the pictures, memories of the entire year keeps flooding back into my mind. Looks like I'll miss 2011 after all :') Before it ends I just wanna say thank you to each and everyone of you who has made this year amazing for me, from the bottom of my heart. And for those of you who made me feel bad about myself, thank you, too. Because in the end I've learnt to be strong. Of course there are times when I really feel that nothing matters, but y'know what? It actually does. There's just something about every single moment that's worth remembering. I might not know it now, but in the end, I know I will.

It's 10.14pm now and with less than 2 hours left, I only wish I could've treasured 2011 more. But I'm not going to say that, because all I can say is that I hope 2012's gonna be better.

So 2012, please be wonderful.

This is gna be the last post of the year, and to everyone who's reading this, I hope y'all have a better New Year's Eve than mine (LOL) and a great and memorable countdown spent with your loved ones!

xx

I liked it better when you were on my side.

2011-12-29T19:51:00.003+08:00

So yesterday and today was basically just dance - again. Both practices were torture for all of us because of the muscle aches from Tuesday's first practice of the month. Anyway, had lunch at Macs yesterday with Jitmin, Jiayi, Rachel and Sheryl after dance. Headed to Tampines after that with Jiayi and Sheryl to buy scrapbooking materials. Then started on the scrapbook for Zheng Laoshi as a farewell present. Spent a really long time on the cover page 'cuz all of us were so damn scared we'd screw it up. We started at 4pm and ended at 9pm - 5 hours and we were almost done, but we couldn't finish it up at Manpuku 'cuz we hadn't eaten and they close at 9.30pm. So we packed up at 9pm then ate dinner. Coincidentally met Elaine there before leaving.

Reached school earlier today, supposedly to finish up the scrapbook but yeah, spent the time warming up instead. Like I said, dance was painful... and I had blue blacks on my knees. Don't know why I was the only one though. So after dance had a mini farewell party for Zheng Laoshi. Gave her the scrapbook, sang 当我们同在一起, listened to Sheryl's speech, then Zheng Laoshi's speech, took group photos and ate cake. Went to KFC with Jitmin, Jiayi and Rachel after that for lunch but we were all so full so we shared.

So these few days I've been walking reaaaally slowly because my whole body's aching. And well, apart from that, I've been feeling really moodless for no apparent reason. Other than dancing, I've just been staring into space for the past 3 days. And then suddenly my mind becomes filled with thoughts. And I've been thinking about so many things recently and trying to link some of 'em up but there are just so many little details that I've left out because my small mind cannot comprehend anything and it annoys me, really. Actually, I've been so annoyed at everyone and I just shut myself off and refuse to have a conversation with anybody the minute I reach home. It's this feeling I can't describe that I can't help, but I do wish I wasn't like that because if this continues, I'll never get my homework done.

But anyway, all I've been doing is thinking and being really anti-social and yes, I do feel bad for ignoring all those people who've been talking to me, or for the one-word replies I've been giving, but I can't bring myself to strike a conversation with anyone at all, and I really don't know why I'm feeling this way or what's making me feel this way but I'm hoping it'll stop soon, especially when school's reopening.

This is a really pointless post and if any of you have read 'til here, I'm sorry I wasted your time on reading my rants because, I don't know, I'm just not feeling right. I don't feel positive or confident or happy or useful or loved or anything that might actually make me smile.

Well, I'm done - and I don't know half of the things I just said.

I'll hold on 'til the night

2011-12-27T20:50:00.008+08:00

I don't really have much to say, but I'm here because I just have the urge to blog. Well, yesterday was spent finishing up jianbao and then going to Marina Square to shop! Bought a knitted long sleeve top from Mango and... A DREAMCATCHER!!!!! ♥ Heck yes, and I even got a dreamcatcher necklace 'cuz it was on sale. Okay the top from Mango was really nice but I was thinking that I'd feel so guilty if I bought it because it's $49 but my dad says it's ok and he likes it too and insisted that I buy it so... yay :)

So... my dad helped me hang my dreamcatcher up in my room above my bed! :)

Anyway, after not dancing for over a month, practice resumed today. Needless to say, it was torture. And my knees are starting to hurt again. :( Damn, I really don't wanna go back to see the orthopaedic. Oh well, hope it gets better tomorrow! Went to KFC for lunch with Jitmin, Ke Xin, Tong Ying and Si Qi, but my mum packed bread for me so yeah.....

At least it's healthy.

Well the year's drawing to a close, which means... it's time for 2012 New Year resolutions! Not like I'll actually end up following them, 'cuz I didn't follow any of my previous resolutions, but this time I actually feel determined and it's worth giving a shot!

Not gna tell all of you all of the New Year resoltuions I have so far, but one of them's to sleep before 11.30pm every night as long as there's school the next day. I don't actually think I sleep reaaaally late, especially not during holidays, but since so many people insist that I sleep really late / don't get enough sleep, I'll just make sure I sleep before 11.30pm every night. Oh wait, days when I stay up until midnight to wish a really good friend happy birthday don't count, but I'll make it a point to sleep right after. :)

My other New Year resolution is to stop lying on my bed when I'm tired and end up falling asleep and then waking up just to shut down my laptop, pack my table and go back to sleep. That's the most annoying part 'cuz when I wake up in the morning I realise that all my work's undone. And that would also mean that I didn't do my QT, which I intend to do every single day without fail.

And anyway I just wna say that this year's been, well... better than the last, but not that great either. I suppose this year I've come to my senses and had the courage to face what I didn't dare to before. But it's been a really quick year, like everything just flew past me. I actually don't really remember what happened this year, especially the first half.

Well there was the class BBQ on 18th March, SYF on 19th April, Qingchun on 14th May, my birthday on 27th June LOLOL, Flash Mob on 1st July, 55th anniversary on 16th July, Cadence on 19th and 20th August, studying like crazy in September, EOYs in October and well, I was cooped up at home most of the time in November because I couldn't go for CCA. I only went for the last 3 practices and spent the rest of my time at home watching Gossip Girl. Which reminds me, I've yet to start on Season 4 because it won't play on Funshion. Damn. Went out with my friends and all that of course, but that's pretty much about it. And well, December was slightly better - camps and chalets and shopping and gatherings and WYY and Christmas. And not to forget, during the last 2 months, holiday homework was haunting me. I've yet to finish by the way.

So there ya go, that pretty much sums up my whole of 2011... it's not much. At least I don't think so. Well I definitely made some really awesome new friends, grew closer to some of my friends, found out who my true friends were and those who weren't and saw some people's true colours and yeah, that's one thing I'm really thankful for.

This post is getting really wordy, ain't it. It's pretty much just a rant 'cuz of my sudden urge to blog so I shld just end off here.

Dance again tomorrow... everyday in fact, all the way to 30th. Sure to get muscle aches when I wake up in the morning, just hoping that my hip bones / knees won't hurt. Wish me luck.

Oh.
Have yet to open X'mas presents. Hope we're opening 'em tonight!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! ❤ ;)

2011-12-25T23:27:00.007+08:00

Hi guys, it's 11.27pm right now, so before Christmas ends...

I just wna wish all of you...

Merry Christmas! ♥

Hope this X'mas has been yet another special one for everybody out there! ;) And never forget that every year on Christmas day, the greatest gift of all will always be that baby born some two thousand years ago in a manger, and that baby is none other than Jesus Christ our Lord ✝ So yeah, I hope everyone had a meaningful Christmas! Much love xx

So anyway, I had a really awesome start to the day, receiving Christmas greetings and what not at midnight from family, friends and all my loved ones. A big thank you to everyone who wished me because you sure did bring a smile to my face :)

But what didn't go so well was that with every hour my mood just got worse. Like, right now, I'm feeling very irritable.

So anyway, slept at 1am and woke up at 8am, had breakfast, took a shower and headed to church for 10am service. Cara gave me cookies for X'mas hehehe. Service was great, but we were in the MPH instead of the sanctuary 'cuz we were slightly late. Exchanged presents with Clairene after the service, went around wishing people and then had an early lunch with my family.

Bought curry puffs for my grandmother and went to her house, but she's vegetarian today. :( Anyway, cousins came but we left shortly after. Sent my 2nd brother to golf and then went back home. Used the laptop for 2 hours and tried to do my homework but I didn't even complete one opinion piece...

Anyway, prepared to head out again at around 5pm. We left around 6pm, and my mum was outside shouting and shouting at us to come out so yeah I just plugged out my laptop without waiting for it to shut down (I don't use the battery unless I need to) and now it's kinda weird. The best part? After I rushed out, I realised I wasn't the last one. And we waited for my brother quite a while.

Oh well. Headed to MBS, had dinner at Rasapura and then watched Wicked! Another thing that made me annoyed? Our seats were sooooo high up it was kinda hard to see, plus the guy in front of me kept blocking me with his head so I sat in a really uncomfortable position. And yet another thing - everyone was going in and out during the intermission and so many people stepped on my toes (I mean literally) and not one of them apologised. Ok can. But anyway, Wicked was great! :)

So yes I reached home slightly before 11pm and more things happened that got me really annoyed but I decided not to harp on it because I feel a whole lot better after letting everything out here.

It's 11.41pm right now and Christmas is ending in 19 minutes. Before it's too late...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS ♥

Can't wait for boxing day so I can open my presents! And I might be meeting up with my primary school friends for pizza. I don't know if it's still on... I hope it is ☺

Wishing every single one of you a Merry Christmas once again before I end this post! X

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE! ♡

2011-12-24T21:54:00.004+08:00

Hi guys! Ok I know I haven't updated for a week, it's because I've been too lazy. But right now I feel obliged to blog, 'cuz it's Christmas Eve! Merry X'mas Eve everyone!!! ;) So anyway, not gna blog about the 18th and 20th 'cuz nothing much happened. Oh, but 18th was camp afterglow and the video was awesome!

19TH DECEMBER 2011
Met up with Carrine, Hazel and Trixie to celebrate Trixie's (belated) birthday! Had Ajisen for lunch (as usual) and then took a bus to Trixie's house. Hazel and I just sat on her bed and talked while Carrine and Trixie recorded songs hehehe. Couldn't stay too late that day so Hazel's parents sent me home around 5pm. I haven't seen her family in sucha long time!!!!! I remember how we used to go swimming together every Saturday in Primary 1, 2 and 3 hahahaha. Those were the days...

21ST DECEMBER 2011
First day of WYY! Was in Group 6 (we called ourselves 蚊子, don't ask why) with Szeyun, Si Qi, Vanessa, Xinyao, Jaslynn, Tong Lin and Xue Chun. Had an Amazing Race around the CBD area. Went from school to War Memorial Park to Esplanade to Marina Square and then to City Link Mall. We're supposed to finish at 5pm but we ended early (around 3.30pm). Oh, and our group was leading for the first day! :)

Took a train down to Orchard with Hannah, Szeyun and Jitmin after we ended. Met Cara and Clairene for CCIS while the rest of them went who-knows-where. Got changed and went to give out booklets with Clairene and Li Qun. :) Managed to share with 3 people! Cara came after that and we shared with another 3 people hehehe. Then Hannah and Szeyun came to look for me (after they watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 3). Had dinner after that with Clairene, and then went to help out at the photo booth! We were ushers and hahahaha we had such a fun time :) Made quite a few friends too. Was really tired after everything ended (around 10pm) but it was a great day heh heh.

22ND DECEMBER 2011
Had an appointment at KKH with the orthopaedic in the morning. I don't have to go for anymore appointments hehe yay! But I still have to go for Physio... sigh. Went to school after that for WYY. Had Photo Hunt, then some cheng yu presentation and finally lunch. Szeyun, Jitmin, Xuanru, Tongying and Kexin taught me how to play animal concentration oh my goodness it kills. Anyway, they gave us time to practice for the next day's performance :) Was released at 4.30pm and then went to Macs with Szeyun for twister fries.

23RD DECEMBER 2011
Last day of WYY! They gave us an hour to rehearse for our performance... then we presented. So screwed up but nevermind hahaha. In the end, our group got the 最合作组 prize LOL. Took WYY group photos and level photos and core group photos and then had pizza for lunch! Haha yayyyy. But $4 for 1 slice? So not worth it.

Anyway, took a bus down to Cineleisure after that with Szeyun and Jitmin. Wanted to catch We Bought A Zoo but by the time we reached, the movie already started. So we caught Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol instead. It's so... exciting hahahaha a few times during the movie I caught myself squeezing my hand tightly.

Ok so... went shopping after that. Couldn't find any nice school bags at Cineleisure. :( Jitmin went home after that while Szeyun and I headed to 313. Saw 2 nice pullovers @ Forever 21 but one of 'em didn't have nice cutting and the other only had size L left. Sighhhhhh, why does this always happen to me when I'm shopping?! :( Walked around trying to find bags but couldn't. Had Subway for dinner and then headed home.

24TH DECEMBER 2011
Woke up slightly before 10am, had breakfast and then wrapped presents. Tried to do my homework but it reaaaaally didn't go well because I kept procrastinating, ugh! But anyway, went to I12 Katong with my dad and my brothers in the late afternoon to do some last minute Christmas shopping! And once again, I didn't get anything. Sigh. Saw Clairene there btw hahaha it's a really nice place but a little small. Oh well.

Finished walking the entire mall around 6.30pm so we had coffee at Gloria Jean's Coffee while waiting for my mum to come from work. She came at around 7.30pm and then we had dinner at Yomenya Goemon before going home. :)

Hehehehe it's gna be Christmas very very soon!!!!! I'm excited ;)

Going to church tomorrow for 10am service, and then gna watch Wicked with my family at night! Yay hehehe ok I've nothing more to say, so I'm gna end off the post with some photos from YZ Camp and Trixie's birthday celebration! :)

p/s: the 'M' dropped off. :(

Fact #46 to #50

2011-12-17T22:15:00.005+08:00

Hi guys, I'm here to blog about class chalet hehehe but I'm not gna go in details though 'cuz I'm really lazy to blog and I'm actually kinda tired. But before that....

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BBT TRIXIE POH!!!!!!!! ♥(16 Dec)

Really glad that you enjoyed yourself at YZ camp this year (and even 2 years back) and yessss hope you enjoyed your birthday!!! Your primary school friends have yet to make it even more awesome, just wait for Monday! Love you, Trexie. ;)

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY 2ND BRO! ♥

I have to admit you are reaaaal annoying sometimes but you are one crazy brother that makes my life memorable. But you're 21 so.... grow up would ya?!

Ok so, class chalet (15 to 16 December)
Coincidentally met Cheryl and Annabel on the train (we're supposed to meet at the MRT station though), then met Elaine, Jiayi and Charlotte at Pasir Ris. Took a bus to E!Hub, met the rest of the people, had chicken rice for lunch, ate yoguru, then went to NTUC with Xiying and Jaynell to get food and other stuff for the chalet. Checked in around 2pm, played games as a class for a while, then played games on our own.

Started the fire at 5pm plus, helped to fan it plus bbq the food. After awhile my face got really red (according to others) so went to play Daiti upstairs. Went back down, then went to NTUC with Xiying and Jaynell (again) to get more drinks and somemore food. Barbecued marshmallows after we got back and then... some really scary shit happened. Then after that a few of us stayed in the room mentioning creepy stuff and ya... we stopped la after a while.

Played Monopoly Deal with Olivia and Kester then played some really awesome games that make you high - Slapjack, and another game of which I don't know the name (makes you laugh like crazy too) - then we also played Murderer and Daiti. Watched them play Blackjack too (I can't gamble). Oh yes, Shawn came at 9 plus, Olivia left at 10 plus, Xin Ler came at 10 plus, Cheryl left at 11. Yea played until we lost track of time. I went to bathe around 2.30am and after that we all decided to go bowling. Didn't play 'cuz I had no money. LOL.

When we went back to the chalet it was 4am plus. Continued to play cards and just talk about stuff and before we knew it.... it was morning!!!! A night without sleep. It was a first for Elaine and she's very proud of it. LOL. So anyway, the rest left first and Elaine, Bryan, Kester, Shawn and I cleaned up some stuff and checked out before 10.30am. Went cycling after that!!!!!! :) Then had JustAcia for lunch hehehe it was awesome! Went to the arcarde for awhile, then sat at a random place to play Daiti. At 3pm plus we decided to go home.

And yes that pretty much sums up class chalet. Alright, it's not that short 'cuz I really don't like it when I talk about things really really vaguely. Ok but anyway, when I got home, I slept from 5pm to 7pm plus, and then from 9pm plus to 8am plus. I'm awesome.

And now it's time for facts.

Fact #46: I'm sorry to say, I don't watch Spongebob.
Fact #47: I love Udella Chan, really. She's the awesomest person in the world and I really really love her even though she abandons me on a lot of Sundays. That hippopotamus ♥
Fact #48: I really really can't stand it when I miss 12am to wish someone (esp. a really good friend or family member) happy birthday. :( (just happened to me x2!!!!!! I hate myself laaaa)
Fact #49: I hate borrowing money from people 'cuz I'll keep thinking about it and even after I return it the feeling that I haven't won't go away and I'll keep asking the person, "I still owe you money ah?"
Fact #50: I always have to rack my brains to come up w/ facts and I don't like going back on my word but, I think I'm only gna do 50 facts 'cuz 100 is way too much. So it ends here. Bye.

Yup. Ok supposed to go for 8.30am service for Lessons and Carols and then for camp afterglow at 11am tomorrow, but... even the East West Line is down, and there isn't any bus I can take, and since the train service will only resume at 10am, this means I'm missing service!!!!!!! :(

Oh well.

SMRT, Y R U DOING THIS TO ME?!?!?!?!!!

Fact #41 to #45

2011-12-14T21:39:00.005+08:00

Hi guys if you look at fact #43, you would know that right now I'm multi-tasking. Ok so, I'm here to blog about my day with Laura my darling! ♥

So yup, met her at Paya Lebar at 1.30pm, took the train to Bugis and had Ajisen for lunch. :) We were both soooo full, but the food was soooo good. No regrets! So anyway, headed to Bugis street after that. Walked around trying to find that thing for her friend + her bag and high waisted shorts. And ya we were going from the 1st floor to the 2nd floor to the 3rd floor and back to the 1st floor and then to the 2nd floor again and so on so forth.

And so in the end, we got that thing for her friend, her high waisted shorts and... I got myself a new wallet! Hehehehe yay it's so nice. Oh I forgot to mention we called to order KOI around 4pm and after getting my wallet we went to collect it. Then took a bus back to her condo and spent the rest of the day at the clubhouse. :)

Took pictures and laughed and erm... I rolled on the floor. Once. And there was this really cute small boy! ^^ And other cute small boys, but there was this irritating one who kept taking other kids' toys and all. He was like sitting on this car and he kept ramming into our empty cups on the floor, and he rammed over my shoes ok!!!! >:( And not forgetting the fact that he kept coming after me and he even ran over my toes. Thanks a lot ah.

Ok, time to let the pictures do the talking! Only gna upload a few photos here, y'all can check out the full album on Facebook alright! :)

(while waiting for the photos to be uploaded to photobucket, I'm gna tag the photos on fb)

This is me transfering things into my new wallet.

And this is me feeling annoyed.

KOI!

My new wallet!!!!!! ;)

This small boy is so freaking cute!!!!! *in love*

HAHAHAHA he's running away from Laura while she was trying to take a photo with him.

There were pearls in my mouth.

*shy*

My mouth HAHAHAHA. I've lost my face.

Laura's mouth HAHAHAHAHA.

Yay this is gna be my new profile picture on Facebook.

My sexy Darling. ♥

This is Chia Hui Ying Laura.

This is when I was laughing on the floor (and vibrating).

This is the annoying small boy.

My wallet matches my bag! *happy*

My favourite face! The art of stoning. ^^

Me and my shoes!

Laura and her slippers.

Me wearing Laura's huge ass slippers.

Laura trying to fit her feet into my shoes HAHAHA.

Close up shot of my wallet. :)

Laura's umbrella....

All in all, I love my darling very much and today has sucha happy day! *big smiles*

Fact #41: Sometimes when I smile, I have the "Yes, what can I do for you?" face.
Fact #42: I absolutely hate being accused.
Fact #43: I'm multi-tasking right now. Texting, tweeting, uploading pics on fb & blogging. \m/
Fact #44: I'm quite easily contented, I guess.
Fact #45: Family first. Always. But not forgetting friends.

Okay so, class chalet on the 15th and 16th! Hafta remember to charge my camera battery before leaving the house tomorrow. I'm actually not really looking forward to the chalet but I keep reminding myself that it's the last time I'm actually gonna be spending time with the entire 2E'11. It kinda helps, 'cuz I know that I'll definitely miss this is class, even if I might not miss it now.

Alright, that's all I have! It's 10.24pm, good night to those who are turning in already! xx

Fact #36 to #40

2011-12-13T22:40:00.002+08:00

Okay hello everybody. Today has been an absolutely boring day because I didn't go to USS and I had nothing to do. But I just wanna say that... I've been having post-camp symptoms!

Like I said, after every YZ camp, I'll just be thinking about the camp the entire day, wishing it wasn't over, wishing that life was just YZ camp everyday, wishing I was still with my group, with YZ-ers and... the camp song is still suck in my head!!! I swear it's really really awesome and Gaius is awesome for composing the entire song.

Anyway, still no pictures because they aren't uploaded on Facebook yet and since I only have a few in my phone I decided to just post them altogether so yes... you guys have to wait.

Oh and I just changed my Twitter username because I really couldn't stand the 'zxc' at the back. I mean that's like really sooooo primary school and yes, I am mature now okay?! But because everything I thought of was like taken and I was very very annoyed with the 'zxc' I just replaced it with 3 'e's, so now my username is @LauralLeeeee. Lame right? I know. But it's better than nothing.

Going out with Laura Darling tomorrow! ♥ And then gna have class chalet from 15th to 16th. :) Probably gna blog tomorrow and then on the 16th. Yup that's basically everything on my mind I wanted to say.

And now for fact #36 to #40.

Fact #36: Wherever and whenever, I prefer phone calls to texts. Always.
Fact #37: Primary school > Secondary school. Hands down.
Fact #38: I think I might miss 2E'11 even though I'm always going on about how I don't like it.
Fact #39: I hate chinese. Like, really.
Fact #40: I recently found out that my normal face (like when I'm not smiling/pouting or anything) looks like I'm about to murder someone. LOL

Damn I'm really running out of facts. And I'm not even halfway there!

If I ruled the world, I'd throw all the money in the air like confetti.

Fact #31 to #35 / YZ Camp 2011; Show and Tell

2011-12-12T20:42:00.012+08:00

I'm like really really tired right now and at the end of the post you'll probably find out why. So anyway, I just wanna get this post about YZ Camp over and done with so that I can get some sleep. It's gonna be real wordy btw, so if you can't stand posts without pictures (because they aren't uploaded yet) then you can stop reading here.

Ok so... FRIDAY.
Took the train to church with my brother and then waited for Trixie to come. We're in Group 3 with Samantha, Melvin, Audrea, Hannah Chiang, Amelia, Ken Wei, Koi, Edwin, Markham, Aaron and Nathan. And since the camp theme is evangelism, we were named after famous evangelists and missionaries and well... our group was Moody - named after evangelist Dwight Lyman Moody. Sigh, what a group name right. Anyway, had amazing race immediately after that. Went from church to Vivo to Botanic Gardens to Ang Mo Kio to Presbyterian High... and we were last. Well it's okay 'cuz we had fun! But the unlucky thing was every time we entered the train station the train we're supposed to board will always just arrive.. so we'll miss it.

Anyway, had lunch after that. Gathered at the Seminar Room, played this game (of which I don't know the name but we played it thru out the whole camp in between activities) then we started making Mascots and boxes to put encouragement notes for our group. Bathed after that, and apart from the fact that there was no hot water, I loooove the toilet 'cuz there are like 8 cubicles for us to shower. Had dinner > worship > message > discussion > supper. After supper we played daiti then it was lights out at 11.30pm. Talked and used our phones until 12 plus before falling asleep.

SATURDAY.
I guess Joel was right about waking up at 7am and rolling around for 30 minutes before going to brush our teeth.. 'cuz that's what we all did. So anyway, had devotion at 8am and then bread for breakfast. Gathered at seminar room and they gave us a briefing on what we're supposed to do - take 3 pictures that have something in relation to God's creation, Singapore and.. I forgot the last one. And then come up with a skit. Our group was last to leave so we kinda discussed the skit first then went out to take pictures. Didn't really go anywhere, just stayed around the vicinity and after 45 minutes we went back, made props for our skit and then presented. I was Jesus and I had a moustache HAHAHA cool or what! And we got third! Finally not last hehe.

Lunch after that and then we had games! The first game got us wet and even though we lost, it was really fun. Second game was just tedious la 'cuz we had to use spoons to like score goals with a super small ball (around the size of a ping pong ball) and so we had to bend like crazy and because the ball was sooo hard to hit we were all screaming. Oh, we won 5-2. :) Last game was frisbee and yes I skipped it. A frisbee flew straight at me and the first thing I did was cover my damn face LOL. We tied with Graham. Then it was mass games. Water games! Honestly I looove water games... until I get whacked in the face. I got hit in the mouth (and I choked on a small bit of plastic.. ew right, I know), above my head, at the side of my head and in the eye (again). Ok but the games were fun. :) Had dinner > bathed > worship > message > discussion > supper > lights out. (I don't really remember what happened, but I know I stayed up until midnight to wish my dad happy birthday!!)

SUNDAY.

Happy birthday daddy! ♥

Woke up at 7am, had devotion at 8, breakfast at 9, and this time we had worship, message and discussion in the morning. Had lunch and then..... out for street evangelism! They gave us our camp tee and we all had to wear it our for street e! Oh, the sleeve was supposed to say "Show and Tell 2011" but the "11" got cut off so it became "Show and Tell 20" HAHA. Ok anyway, our group and Taylor were assigned to Taka and I was grouped with Trixie and Melvin. So yep made our way to Orchard. It was kinda hard to get everything going la 'cuz we were all so scared. But it was really heartwarming to meet christians on the streets, and even better to see atheists listening to us spread the gospel. :) Took a little break somewhere in the middle... thanks for the ice cream Melvin! Ended everything at 5pm, met at Somerset MRT then we had a bus back to PHS.

Went up to the seminar room and shared about our experiences among our groups, then a few people went up to share to the whole YZ. Some testimonies were really encouraging. :) Anyway, had dinner after that and then... night games! The relay was quite fun la apart from the eraser dust part 'cuz it was sooooooo tedious and took us a really long time! And Moody was last again HAHA. Next game was kinda like Running Man I guess. Played something similar during this year's YZ Anniversary. :) So yeah, went with Trixie and Amelia at first but after that we split up and in the end only Trixie survived. Among our whole group Ken Wei, Melvin and Edwin survived too :) After that we were free to do whatever we wanted. So we went to the canteen to play Daiti and Stress with.. quite a lot of people la I guess... and I gave up trying to learn how to play Bridge la. Oh and we wrote encouragement notes :) Trixie, Audrea and I went to bathe around 2am (yes, that's right) and then we continued playing all the way to 6am I guess. Went to bed around 6.15am...

MONDAY.
... and woke up at 8.45am. 2 and a half hours of sleep, goodness. Brushed our teeth, went to put our encouragement notes into the boxes, had devotion and then finally, brunch at 11am. It was awesome hehehe. After that was debrief and prize giving. Moody was last (6th place) but it doesn't matter because our group is still awesome and we all had fun!! So yeaaaa, area cleaning after that and then... break camp! Walked to the MRT Station with Audrea and Melvin and we met Feranda and Felicia there so we took the train together. :) Audrea and I alighted at City Hall and changed to green line. She alighted at Aljunied and yea that's about it.

And right now, it's back to reality. Sigh, I always love YZ Camps and every single time after they end I'm just sitting in my room wishing I was still in camp and that everyday was YZ camp because honestly, life in this world revolving around so many different people is sooo difficult.. and I always always find out things that I wish I didn't know, especially after a really good time. Story of my life. :(

But anyway, I wanna say that camp was really a great and fun experience! Firstly, I got to talk to people whom I kinda knew or spoke 1 or 2 sentences to before, like Ken Wei, Samantha, Edwin, Melvin, Markham, Hannah Chiang, Valencia, Hannah Teo and a lot more people. Then I got to know new people like Audrea, Koi (who refused to treat me to KOI), Koilin, Amelia, Nathan, Clara and ok... I really can't remember. :( And of course not forgetting growing closer to the people whom I already know! :)

And Moody, even though our group name makes us all appear moody, you guys are really super awesome and I love every single one of you! ♥ And thank you for helping me finish my food hehehe and just being so friendly and caring la and trying to get to know me ('cuz I know that every single time y'all see me during YZ y'all think that I got the i-want-to-kill-someone / unfriendly / anti-social / scary face), so yes you guys are really reaaally great! :)

So right now I'm really very tired even though I kinda took an almost-2-hour nap after reaching home and I want to sleep though it's only 9.41pm! But... I have to accompany my mum to the supermarket nearby right now, so I'm gonna continue this post later.

I'm back! It's 10.12pm right now. And time for facts (honestly, I don't know what to say)

Fact #31: Honestly, I kinda don't like texting. 'Cuz I'm just waaaay too lazy to text.
Fact #32: Every time after YZ Camp I'll find myself thinking, "I wish everyday was YZ Camp."
Fact #33: I loooove card games (not bridge though)!!
Fact #34: I love that game that we played during camp. As for now it's called the Melvin game HAHA.
Fact #35: I just lost my Monopoly Deal cards during camp. And it was AFTER break camp.

Aiya ok I don't wanna blog already. Pictures another time.
And I'm not going USS anymore. :(

GOOD NIGHT GUYS.

Okay I don't actually think I'm sleeping now but whatever la haha bye.

Fact #26 to #30

2011-12-07T23:58:00.002+08:00

Hello! It's a minute to 8 December.

Ok anyway I'm gonna start with Wudao Chalet, so...

Monday.
Met Szeyun, Hannah and Jitmin at Whitesands and had Burger King for lunch. Met the rest of wudao people at Pasir Ris MRT at 2pm, then took a bus to Costa Sands Pasir Ris. Played some game that requires your sense of touch? LOL. Then played this game using balloons and it was soooo petrifying. Then Szeyun, Hannah and I taught Jitmin how to play Monopoly Deal. Halfway thru we had to play this game where we're supposed to blow flour out from the container to get the alphabet macaroni to form the name of a jibengong LOL.

Continued playing cards after that. Played Monopoly Deal, Daiti, Uno and Happy Family. Then the whole wudao played charades. Hannah left, then we played murderer. After that we headed to Downtown East for dinner... then Szeyun and Jitmin left. :( So yeah, went back, played card games, bathed, and told kinda like ghost stories? Hahaha ok not really. But ERIN SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME THAT DAY. LOL so anyway, continued playing all sorts of card games like Joker, Indian Poker, Slapjack, Stress and that annoying rambutan one. Ended up sleeping at 4am plus.

Tuesday.
Woke up at 7am plus, played Solitaire 'cuz we were soooo bored while waiting for everyone to wake up HAHAHA. Zi Han and I went for a walk around Costa Sands and when we came back, they already left. So we went to Macs to meet them for breakfast. Went back to the chalet, played more card games (basically the same ones) then in the afternoon we went to NTUC to get stuff for BBQ. Went back to the chalet, played games for a little while, prepared the food and started the barbecue. After we stopped eating (around 9), the few of us went upstairs to play Monopoly Deal.

Cleared the bbq around 10pm while waiting for other people to bathe and all. I was sooo tired by the time it was 1am and I was dozing off. Wanted to watch Shutter but it didn't work so we kinda watched a little bit of 那些年 (actually, I was kinda sleeping). Around 3am we went up to play Murderer hehehe so fun. Then Erin and Philina went to bed while the rest of us played that rambutan game. It was soooooo funny hahahaha I absolutely love that game. Anyway, went to bed slightly before 5am.

Wednesday.
Everyone woke up slightly before 10am. Washed up, cleared the place and checked out. Walked the wrong direction, missed the bus, walked all the way to the bus stop at E!Hub and then took the train home. Didn't have time to unpack or anything. Once I reached home I went to bathe and prepared to head out. So yea, met Szeyun at Bugis around 1pm. Had Subway for lunch.. and bought a keychain each from a deaf guy. Ok anyway headed to Bugis Street after that. In the end I got a crop top, a pair of shorts and some accessories.

Wanted to buy this pair of shorts 'cuz it was only $10 so I asked the owner for a Size S 'cuz M was like so big and she told me they didn't have. I wanted to ask for the other design but she kept telling me M was alright. It was soooooo annoying 'cuz it's a pair of high-waisted shorts and yet she was measuring from one of my hip bones to the other. Well, obviously that's "alright". I was really damn annoyed 'cuz she was so persistent and I was just standing there like, "Hello? Can't tell the difference between waist and hip?" So yea I said "nevermind" and walked away. Didn't think she heard me but who cares.

It was only 3.30pm by then so we walked around somemore. We wanted to get school bags but we couldn't find any nice/suitable ones!!! Had frolick, then continued walking around. Sat at iluma, talked and ate our Subway cookies. Parted ways at around 6pm! Great day spent. :)

And now..... facts about me. LOL.

Fact #26: I have never been on a cruise.
Fact #27: 27 is my favourite number because I was born on the 27th of June.
Fact #28: I have a very very sensitive nose.
Fact #29: I want dimples. Dimples are awesome.
Fact #30: I really really hate it when I tell someone something that isn't so comfortable saying, yet when that person and I are not on good terms, that person goes around telling those private stuff to other people. I mean, even if you don't like me, at least respect my privacy?

Okay so.... I have 265 photos and 3 videos from wudao chalet... but I'm not posting anything here. I'm sorry but I'm really not in a good mood right now. I'm rather annoyed, actually.

So yes, good night everyone, it's 12.29am. I just took 30 minutes to write this post.

p/s: My facebook notifications are spammed. Like reaaaaally spammed. I had around 90 notifications just now in less than 30 minutes since I last cleared my notifications. And now I have 134. I don't even wanna change to the facebook tab.

Fact #21 to #25

2011-12-04T21:37:00.006+08:00

HI EVERYONE I'M BACK FROM CAMP!! And I added in the facts for the previous post already. Before I start to blog about camp....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAPHNIE!!! :)

And happy belated birthday Annabel & Jaynell! (3rd Dec)

Okay so... camp. Friday.
Took a train to Simei MRT (looking and feeling weird 'cuz of the sleeping bag I was holding and my extremely fat backpack) and waited for Hannah. That's when I blogged the previous post with my phone... in like 5 minutes or something. So anyway, took a train to Pasir Ris then took a bus to her church. Met Hannah's friend Vanessa. :) When retreat started, we played a game called '12 days of christmas' then we did banner designing. Our group was like sooo fail HAHAHA. Anyway, had dinner after that, followed by fellowship, sermon and then we got to bathe. Briefing for the next day's activities, movie night and finally lights out at 1.30am.

Woke up at 7plus on Saturday and we were soooo tired. :( Had breakfast, then QT with Hannah. Departed the church at 9.30am for our Faithbook challenge. Went to places like Outram, Chinatown, Dhoby Ghaut, Clarke Quay etc. It was fun but tiring, and to make things worse I kept sneezing non-stop. I sneezed like 100 over times that day (not exaggerating, I'm serious!!) OH OH, I PUT MY HANDS IN A CONTAINER OF FROGS BTW. *shudders* At the end of the challenge all of the groups went to Punggol MRT and we played dog and bone with water bombs. After we were done we walked back to church, bathed and had dinner. Watched a bit of the movie then decided to watch everyone else play games. But at 12 plus we had to go to sleep 'cuz we were noisy. :(

Woke up at 6 plus today and couldn't sleep so waited until they turned on the lights at 7 plus. Washed up, packed our stuff, did prayer @ the rooftop then had breakfast. Quiet Time after that, then had service and prize presentation. Break camp at around 11.40am then I took a bus to Punggol MRT and took a train to Outram. Dad picked me up from there then we went home hehehe. Bathed, dad cooked me lunch then I ate. :)

Prepared to meet Udella, Cara, Clairene and Christel after that! Supposed to celebrate Daphnie's birthday but she didn't come to church today (according to them) so we just decided to hang out. Dad sent me to The Cathay and (very reluctantly) we watched Breaking Dawn 'cuz Clairene and Christel were dying to watch it. So yea.... I don't know a single thing btw so I kept disturbing Udella to ask her stuff hahaha gosh I must have been so annoying... whoops. Yeah took a train home after that. Reached home, had dinner and then I took a nap. Now here I am... still tired. And I'm really falling sick!!!! Been sneezing all day yesterday, having a block nose now and coming down with a sore throat. :(

But, I'm still nice enough to think of facts for all of you. ;)

Fact #21: I prefer KOI to Gongcha.
Fact #22: I looooooove froyo, especially Sogurt, Berrylite and Yigloo. :)
Fact #23: I'm a Cancerian ♋
Fact #24: I don't mind people calling me stupid or dumb but tell me I have no common sense.... that's it.
Fact #25: I prefer buses to trains. Very much. 'Cuz I love bus rides, espcially long ones.

Okay, off to wudao chalet tomorrow!!! Be back on the 7th. BYE :)

p/s: SUPER EXCITED FOR YZ CAMP HEHE OKAY BYE

Fact #16 to #20

2011-12-02T14:04:00.002+08:00

HI GUYS I'M SO SORRY I FORGOT TO BLOG JUST NOW! So I'm at Simei MRT waiting for Hannah and blogging with my phone. Just a quick update on my activities!

2 to 4: Hannah's church camp
5 to 7: Wudao chalet
9 to 12: YZ Camp
13: USS with Dylane, Huixuan, Simone, Yuwan
15 to 16: Class chalet

So yea I won't be able to blog often!!

Anyway, I thought of facts yesterday and I saved them in my laptop cuz I was afraid I'd forget. Which is true cuz now my mind is blank!! So yup I'll edit this post and add in the facts next time when I get to use my laptop alright. Sorry guys!!!

OK HANNAH'S HERE BYE!

(edit)

Fact #16: I kinda like appear heartless to most people. Unless I trust you. It's just something I do.
Fact #17: I haven't been to USS before. (but I'm going soon!!)
Fact #18: I don't like the sea/ocean 'cuz I think marine life is scary.
Fact #19: I don't get scared (by supernatural stuff easily) but once I get scared... OH, YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
Fact #20: Everytime I get mosquito bites, they swell up.

Fact #11 to #15

2011-12-01T20:42:00.016+08:00

December is here!!!! And so far, it's been great. ☺

Woke up slightly before 9am this morning, and around 10am I went to school with my dad to get my school books. Just looking at all those thick books makes me wanna faint. Oh, the stress. Anyway, dad bought lunch on the way back even though it was only 11.20am. Ate at around 12.30pm, then prepared to meet Hannah! Met her at 2pm at Kembangan then we headed to Plaza Sing.

Bought tickets for Puss in Boots @ 3pm then walked around 'cuz we were early. Bought gummies from Otaku House and waited for the Cinema 5 to appear under 'Seating'. I can't believe it only happened 4 minutes before the movie. Isn't it supposed to be like 10 minutes before the movie or something?! Anyway, the movie was not that awesome but it wasn't bad either! I didn't think it was really that funny 'cuz I didn't really laugh even though I heard quite a lot of laughter from the cinema. But... Puss in Boots is so cute!!!!

So anyway, went to Daiso after the movie just to kill time and look around. Spent quite a bit of time in there and then after we left we just decided to walk around and well.... we were just talking, and you know that machine that cleaners use to clean/polish the floors in malls or whatever, yea it was coming in our direction and I didn't see it at first and when I did, I screamed LOLOLOL

It wasn't loud and/or ear-piercing but still.... I did scream. So embarassing LOL wtf. Yea and then I started laughing and I couldn't stop so I was feeling a little tipsy when we went into Diva.... but it was a really good laugh. :) Then bought an accessory at Talisman's and it was 5.30pm by then so we headed home!

It was a great day spent! And I said I'd update y'all about my activities in December right? But I'm gonna do it in a separate post (maybe later, or tomorrow morning) to make up for all the days I'm not gonna be posting so that y'all can get more facts... HOORAY!! (damn, told you I was lame) Alright, here goes.

Fact #11: I know that a lot of people think I look really scary, and.. I actually kind of like it this way.
Fact #12 Nope, once you get to know me, you'll know I'm not scary..... unless you make me really angry.
Fact #13: I can never sleep in. The latest time I woke up was 10.17am. And that's only 'cuz I slept at 6am.
Fact #14: I'm afraid of dogs... and insects, and creepy crawlies, and quite a lot of animals. (not ALL though)
Fact #15: I have a really small appetite - even if I'm hungry, I can't finish a bowl of rice/noodles. (and NO, I am NOT dieting, I've just always had a small appetite, ok *death glare*)

p/s: Facts about me just pop into my head randomly, but everytime I'm about to post 'em, my mind goes blank. Damn.

Fact #06 to #10

2011-11-30T12:40:00.005+08:00

Hihi I'm blogging 'cuz I'm so bored right now. Not that there's anything to blog about 'cuz I've spent the past 2 days (and today) rotting at home but I'm really too bored and I have absolutely nothing to do. And nope, homework doesn't count. I haven't touched chinese homework at all and I haven't done a single opinion piece so I think I'm screwed 'cuz from 2nd Dec onwards I'm gna be as busy as hell.

Anywaaaaay..
gonna buy my school books tomorrow. Looking at the book list I really wonder how I'm going to survive Year 3 with Macbeth, Things Fall Apart, The Crucible and Journey's End. 4 freakin' books.

Ok just a few piccies from the time I went out with Dylane, Simone and Yuwan. :) (22nd October)
p/s: The tattoos are fake. And yes, we took neoprints. LOL

And these are photos taken on the last day of school.

Phoebe & I. :)

Elaine & I. :)

Annabel & I. :)

Elena & I. :)

Elena & Elaine. :)

Cheryl & Elaine. :)

Jaynell & I. :) (I look horrible here)

Damn all these photos are from last month and today's already the last day of December. I'm so slow, yes I know.

So....

I have a feeling December's gonna be great! Hope it'll be :) Like I said, activities almost everyday from 2nd December onwards. You'll know when I blog tomorrow. And if I don't blog....... >:)

Okay but my point is, there's gonna be so much fun in December, plus Christmas!!!!

I LOVE CHRISTMAS.

AND I LOVE NEW GIRL.

Okay... fact time.

Fact #06: I believe that school has sucked all the fun out of me. Look at me now, I'm so lame.... T_T
Fact #07: I really hate folding clothes, but I hate it even more when other people fold my clothes for me.
Fact #08: Twitter is definitely a part of my life. (p/s: follow me! @LauralLeezxc)
Fact #09: I really really loooooooove owls and moustaches and dreamcatchers ♥
Fact #10: I get annoyed very very very very easily. So there, don't annoy me.

Ok now that the facts are done...
IT'S LUNCH TIME, CIAO PEOPLE ;)

Fact #01 to #05

2011-11-27T21:51:00.011+08:00

Happy 14th birthday Carrine sista! ♥

Thank you for being there for me from the very first day that I've known you, and thank you for the most recent advice that you've given me. It may only be 3 words long, but it has a lot of meaning and it will keep me going. :') Hope you had fun with all of us on Friday and that you had a great birthday today as well. Good luck for your op tomorrow and mass webcam soon! Love you sista. ♥

I ♥ U!

Yesterday was a pretty boring day. I was really swollen all over and that got me into a really really horrible mood. And then I started over-thinking and well... yesterday just wasn't good.

But today was much better. :) Udella came to church today! We sat in a circle for worship and then we played games. But our batch lost so we had to serve parents after YZ.. but it was alright. Went to Macs for lunch after that while waiting for Cara and Michelle. Waited for them to have lunch then we headed to Cara's house! They played with her cat for quite a while and I just stood at the side to watch 'cuz I don't wanna go near it in case my eczema gets worse (since I'm already swollen). Besides, I'm not all that crazy over cats.

Had bible study after that. It was like a really short one but it was funny 'cuz Clairene was like telling us her life story in this dreamy voice and all. Daphnie left, then we started talking about the weird things that we dream of. Clairene said she dreamt that we were all vampires LOLOL. Anyway, played with Cara's cat a while more then Clairene and Christel left and Udella, Michelle and I watched Babe while waiting for the rain to stop. The pig is so cute!!! After the movie ended, Cara and Hannah sent us to Holland Village MRT Station and we went home. :)

And now I'm having like a half-headache. Not as serious as a migraine but it still hurts real bad. :( Gonna turn in early tonight!

Okay, 5 facts about myself and then I'm off.

Fact #01: I'm a christian and I'm proud of it, even though sometimes I may be afraid to share the gospel.
Fact #02: I really don't know what I'd do and how different my life would be without dancing.
Fact #03: My favourite colour is pink. Apart from that, and white, I'm mostly attracted to dull colours.
Fact #04: I think I'm anti-social, and it's because of one incident that really turneed my life around.
Fact #05: Sometimes, I really wish I'd have someone to call my best friend, but nevertheless, I love all my friends around me and they're really, truly amazing. :)

Alright, bye guys.

Carrine's 14th birthday celebration ❤

2011-11-25T22:31:00.005+08:00

Hi guys this is my 100th post!! And that's the reason why I haven't been blogging - 'cuz I wna save my 100th post for today :) Met up with Carrine, Earth, Hazel, Laura and Trixie today to celebrate Carrine's 14th! Happy birthday in advance sista!!!! ♥

So anyway, we were supposed to meet at 12.30pm and I was early while everyone else was late LOLOLOL so around 1pm we settled down at a pavilion and kinda had a picnic hehehehe. Had a rly great time talking about random stuff, playing Go Fish and taking pictures! I really really love my primary school friends. :)

Trixie left around 4pm and after she left we started packing up and we headed back to Parkway. Bid goodbye to Earth and Hazel while the three of us (hehehe Sj7 LOL) went to Sogurt for froyo. Played Monopoly Deal (my luck was reaaaaaally bad ok) until 6.30pm or something then went to Popular to get some stuff heheh & then we went home!

Not much to talk about actually, so I'll let the pictures do the talking. :) Ok I'm not gonna upload much 'cuz I'm far too lazy, but you can check out the full album on Facebook!!

Laura has issues (like she would say). Oh, darling.

Hazel and I!! :)

Laura and I!! :)

All of us!!!!!
... Minus Hazel.

Trixie and I!! :)

Laura, Trixie and I!! :)

Carrine, Laura and I!! :) Sj7 hehehehe

Carrine and I!! :)

My new Facebook profile picture. I really like this picture hehehe love you wifey!!

HOW CUTE IS MY DARLING

Hazel & Earth!! I LIKE THIS PICTURE. :)

I love moustaches.

'Cuz they're cool.

Double moustache!!!!!! Earth is awesome.

HAHAHA spot me!

And to end off...

HAZEL I LOVE YOU
That's why you're my wifey... ;)
I REALLY LOVE YOU OKAY!!!

Okay, so..

I've saved like 1 or 2 photos for the post I'm gonna do on the 27th so it's not uploaded here.

Anyway, starting from my next post (101st post), I'll be posting 5 facts about myself in every post until it reaches 100 facts, so that hopefully when I grow up I'll be able to know what kind of a person I was like when I was a teenager... :)

Yea that's probably not gonna happen but I'm doing it anyway!

p/s: I got 14 mosquito bites from today, 1 from yesterday, and tomorrow when I wake up all of 'em will swell ('cuz of my sensitive skin) and I will look like a ugly fat pig. I am soooooooo awesome.

All I want is someone who's always gonna be there.

2011-11-18T22:20:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you've had such a great day outside spending time with the people you really love and you're just thinking, "This is such a perfect day." and you're just genuinely happy for once in such a long long time. But then you get home and then you find out something you wish you never knew, something that just stabs you in your heart, something that just entirely ruins your mood and your 'perfect' day. And in the end all that you're thinking is that this is probably one of the worst days of your life and all you wanna do is just bury yourself under your sheets without anyone to disturb you. But then again deep down inside, all you really want is someone to be there for you, and you're just hoping and praying and hoping that someone'll come up to you and ask you if you're okay and just stick by you no matter what your reply is.

Story of my life.

I love you, but in a different way.

2011-11-16T17:10:00.005+08:00

HI EVERYONE!!!!!!! I'M AT HANNAH'S HOUSE NOW ;) AND THEREFORE EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE IN CAPS 'CUZ IT'S SO HANNAH-ISH. HAHAHAHA OKAY ANYWAY, SHE STAYED OVER AT MY HOUSE FROM MONDAY TO TUESDAY HAHAHA. "HI." - HANNAH PRIHANTO.

OKAY HAHAHAHA IMMA EDIT THIS POST WHEN I GET HOME.

BYE PEOPLE!!!!!
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Hi guys I'm back!! At 10.44pm.

So anyway, the weekend was really boring. Followed my mum to the supermarket on Saturday, and Sunday was spent going to church and packing & cleaning my room - that's all.

Then I went for dance on Monday! (Happy birthday Rachel, btw!!) Felt so great being able to dance considering I stopped for around 3 months, so yeah, it was good :) I was pretty unsure about quite a number of stuff (kinda expected) but I had fun hehehe. After dance ended went to Macs for lunch with Szeyun, Hannah, Jitmin, Jiayi, Tongying & Kexin :) Ate and talked and left around 3.45pm.

Went home and after dinner Hannah came over! Talked and used the laptop and before we knew it, it was past midnight. Told her something that she wanted to know since forever hahaha and yeah so we continued talking and went to bed around 3am plus! Woke up at 7am at first, then went back to sleep and woke up at 8.30am. I wanted to wake Hannah up but then I was hesitant so in the end she woke up by herself at 10.30am hahahaha.

Talked, used the laptop and blah blah, prepared and headed to Bugis! Had Yoshinoya for lunch, walked around, got tickets to see 23:59, walked around more then caught 23:59!! Come to think about it, it really isn't that scary, but during the movie we kept covering our eyes!!!!! It seemed scary at that time ok! Anyway, got Maggie Moo's ice cream after the movie, walked around Bugis street, bought a pair of earrings each and then went home :)

Went for dance again today!! :) But it was hell for me 'cuz I had muscle aches and I think I was the only one since everyone else has been practising regularly :( Oh well, but it was fun. After dance went to Macs with Hannah, Jiayi, Rachel, Sheryl and Sylvia for lunch. Left around 2 plus then I went to Hannah's house!! (thus explaining the above chunk of words hehehe)

Well that's about it. I wna go out tomorrow. Bye.

“Only one thing about change remains constant… it is always painful.”

2011-11-11T20:39:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, today is 11/11/11, and it's my cousin's 11th birthday, so...

Happy birthday Lydia Lee!! ☺

Is this cool or what?!?!!! She is sooooo lucky to turn 11 on 11/11/11.

I caught 11:11:11 this morning, and for this one time, I actually made a wish. But y'know, even if 11:11 doesn't work, I'm still positive that my wish will come true hehehe.

So anyway, on Wednesday I met Szeyun, Hannah, Jitmin, Kexin and Tongying at KFC, then Jitmin and Tongying went home and the rest of us went to NEX to get Rachel's present. I hope she likes it!! Oh and I swear I had the shock of my life when Chantal, Rachel, Sheryl and Sylvia suddenly popped up behind us while we were looking at the street directory. Sogurt after that, then headed home with Hannah.

Went to the beach with Szeyun, Hannah and Jitmin yesterday! It was kind of a last minute plan but well, it was a great day :) So met them at Parkway at around 1 and then had pepperlunch. I got pissed off with this guy who insisted that my tray was his and then he kinda snatched my tray from me and spilled my soup. Thanks a whole lot. Anyway, we headed to ECP after lunch!

So yeah, we talked, played with sand, and took pictures.

Jitmin & Szeyun :)

Me, Jitmin & Hannah :) p/s: the wind was crazy.

Jitmin & Hannah :)

Szeyun tying Hannah's hair, and...

... tada!

Oh and this guy kept staring at us and smiling the entire time we were at the beach. And when we moved from one place to another he kinda followed us. Urgh.

Anyway, we were all thirsty so we decided to walk back to Marine Parade to buy drinks and we settled at Macs :)

Sorry there aren't many photos of us at the beach. Well it's because
1) The wind makes our hair look screwed
2) The lighting isn't nice

But all photos are on facebook!

And these are the photos taken at Macs :) They have good lighting!

Jitmin & Szeyun :)

Me & Hannah :)

Hannah & Jitmin :)

Me & Szeyun :)

Group photo!! ♥

And on the other hand, today was sucha boring day. Personally, I don't think 11/11/11 is really a big deal, but I think it sucks not to have a memorable day. Anyway, tried packing my room again today but in the end all I did was take out all the stuff from the drawer which I wanted to throw. And I didn't even throw it.

Went to NEX in the afternoon. Supposed to meet wudao people and also to pass Hannah her form but since they were at kbox and had 40 minutes to go, I just passed the form to Hannah and went back home. HAHAHA. Then I waited 11 minutes for a train. And my mum shouted at me the minute she came home. I mean... what did I do?

Oh well. Today isn't a good day. But happy 11th birthday to my cousin once again. Ok bye :)

“Always be kind, for everyone is fighting a hard battle.”

2011-11-08T18:13:00.003+08:00

Changed the layout of my blog a lil' bit. Changed the picture for the header and enlarged the quote below it. And now the background's not so dull (it's rather colourful, actually) and I added a tinge of pink to the words. So yeah, everything's turned more colourful :)

But... life is still as dull as ever. The holidays are so boring and yet I haven't touched holiday homework.

Went out on Thursday with Hannah though :) Had Long John Silver's for dinner and caught In Time after that, great movie!

Church on Sunday and lunch with Udella and Daphnie after that at Clementi Mall. Waited for Cara and had a short bible study.

And yesterday was spent with family :) Breakfast at Killiney, saw Julia and well, ex-neighbours from Bedok Court!! Didn't say hi though 'cuz when we were still in contact they were like 4 years old (or younger) so they probably wouldn't recognise us, their mother wasn't there yesterday and their father's always out so he doesn't know us. Headed out again around 4 and caught The Adventures of Tin Tin: The Secret of the Unicorn... not that great. Dinner at Crystal Jade and then we went home and well, I fell asleep at 9.30pm.

Which explains why I woke up at 6.50am today. And at 9.30am when I finally decided to get out of my room, my dad told me to lock myself inside until he called me 'cuz there were contractors at our house and he insisted that they looked like criminals so yeah. I felt like I was grounded. Until around 3pm at least.

And well, rest of the time not spent outside was spent watching Gossip Girl. Finished Seasons 1 and 2, and 7 episodes of season 3 :)

So besides going out and watching Gossip Girl, MY HOLIDAYS ARE SO FREAKIN' BORING.

Anyway, I keep having second thoughts about keeping this blog. I mean, I don't really blog about how I exactly feel, like the things on my mind, or problems that I have to let out. Not 100% at least. And I keep telling myself to keep this blog for memory's sake or I'll regret it in the future but c'mon, everyone knows how boring my life is. So yeah, I really don't know.

Oh and I decided that I'm gna stay positive. Which is hard because I'm very very much of a pessimist (you'd know if you even bothered reading my profile). But I'm doing it, and I'll try, 'cuz I believe in the long run it's gonna benefit me, hopefully I'll lead a happier life. And it's also for the people who wanna see me happy.. and who believe in me. I know it sounds impossible, but I really will try.

Well........ yeah.

p/s: I have absolutely no plans for the week. Loner right, I know. Either that or I'm just too anti-social to bother talking to people. I mean sometimes, I just get so irritated with everyone. Not to offend anyone, 'cuz it's really just me. Okay, ta-ta.

When your heart says, "Go for it." but your mind tells you, "No, don't be stupid."

2011-11-02T19:16:00.003+08:00

I always thought that was stupid, like if you already know in your mind that you're gonna get hurt following your heart then don't do it. But when you actually feel it, well, it's different. I'm in such a dilemma right now.

Anyway, the year end holidays have just started and since I don't have to go for dance practices, I'm just rotting at home with absolutely nothing to do. It's only been 2 days staying at home (considering that I went out on Monday) and honestly, I can't take it anymore. How am I going to survive 2 months?!?!

With that much time to spare I should probably do homework but I'm just too lazy and not in the mood to get started on 'holiday assignments'. So I've been killing time these 2 days by watching Gossip Girl. Yes, from the very beginning because I never actually got the chance to watch it. Yeah well.

On a side note, November's here.

At least October's gone, 'cuz it's been a month full of a hell lot of drama. Pretty much the same as what happened last year, only worse I suppose. Not forgetting end of year exams and getting back papers and filling in the streaming form. But it's all over now!

Nevertheless, November didn't begin as well as I'd hoped.

There.

I'm actually not that looking forward to the rest of the holidays. December maybe, since I already have plans. But when December comes it means 2012 is getting nearer and I'm so not freakin' ready for Year 3.

In the mean time, I'll just rot at home and watch Gossip Girl. Or try to get myself to start on some holiday homework. Or I could work on a new layout for this almost dead blog that nobody reads. We'll see. Gosh I'm just too lazy for everything. Someone has to save me. Bring me out? Please?? Nah I'm kidding. But a day out would be nice, or I'd feel like I'm being trapped in my own home.

Y'know what? If anyone ever reads my blog, and even bothers to read until this point, you'd have realise that this is an extremely pointless post and I might not even have been talking any sense. Well, things happen okay and I've been thinking so much lately that I'm going insane. Maybe I'll start laughing like a mad freak for no reason again... some time soon.

And as for now, random pictures, because I feel like it.

Found this photo on my laptop. My mum, my aunt, my cousin and I. Korea, 2008. I look horrible.

HAHAHAHAHA I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING AT MYSELF.

YZ Camp '09, group picture!!

YZ Camp '10!! Most of the girls in my group :)

Okay that's enough because I'm way too lazy and hungry to continue this post. It's 7.44pm, and I want my dinner.

Looking forward to YZ Camp this year :)

Okay bye everyone. Or not... because there's no one.

Not good enough.

2011-10-19T19:55:00.002+08:00

Past few days have been really fun, thrilling, exciting, memorable.

Met up with Laura on Saturday then went to my cousin's wedding dinner.

Church on Sunday and after that had macs for lunch, played Monopoly deal + watched Shrek 1 & 2 over at Cara's house.

Went to support the guys for interclass on Monday. Had pizza for class lunch. Played netball. Played monopoly deal. Hell lotta fun.

Yesterday was filled with talks and half of movie screening. Sogurt and Parkway with Hannah after school.

Second half of the movie screening today followed by more talks. Tampines with Hannah after that. Watched Real Steel.

I'm really not in the mood to talk about anything or to even bother uploading the photos to my laptop. Things have been really bad recently even though the days were fun. It's getting from bad to worse. So far, today's the worst. Damn it ok bye.

But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell.

2011-10-16T22:48:00.005+08:00

HELL YEAH EOYS ARE FREAKIN' OVER I AM FREEEEEEEEEEEE

Okay I admit I'm a liiiil' slow since EOYs ended on Thursday... but I was busy enjoying myself ever since Thursday afternoon! This is the life man. On a side note, I really should get started with giving my blog a new look. Kinda sick of the current layout but then again I'm so lazy to get a new one done! Oh well, I'm gonna take a long time but I'm doing it anyway.

Till then!
(if anyone ever comes here)

To all the lonely people that the world forgot.

2011-09-23T20:59:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone (^_^)/ Hahaha okay I've been wanting to blog but I either had no time or no mood. But anyway, before anything upsets me any further I'll talk a bit about 17th September!

Hehe yes, it was my dearest Laura's 14th birthday! Met up with her, Carrine, Gennie, Hazel & Trixie! :) It was a great day spent! Miss all of my primary school friends so much. Anyway, hope you enjoyed yourself Darling! ♥ So yeah, we had lunch at Ajisen, then went to Sogurt for froyo and to camwhore and talk about life and stuff. Then Gennie & Trixie left. :( So the 4 of us headed to Macs and chatted :) Okay I'm really lazy to upload the photos but anyway they're all on Facebook.

Too many things've been happening recently. EOYs are in less than 2 weeks and it's not that I don't want to study, but I'm just too distracted by everything else. Screw it. I really really want to focus but I can't. Just hoping to get a good GPA. :(

I really was gonna try this time, but once again you've shown me why I shouldn't.

2011-09-16T20:28:00.003+08:00

Hi, I just felt like blogging today.

So anyway the day didn't start off too well, I had this feeling that I'd forgotten something or that something extremely bad would happen, and it was killing me.

First period was PE. Sat on the steps and watched the class. Line catching and volleyball seemed fun.... oh well. Recess after that. Then during Geography lesson I felt super restless. And during Math too, but it wasn't so bad since Mr Tan didn't do any teaching, he just made us do supplementary worksheets while he walked around.

Science lessons at the lab after that... seemed to pass pretty quickly. Then it was Chinese. Gosh I think I'm gonna fail my Chinese test. It was hard, ok. I really really think I'm gonna fail. Ok whatever.

At this point of time you can probably tell that I sound.... moodless in this post. Actually, I am.

Well anyway, had lunch with Hannah then headed to Sogurt... Michelle wasn't there. But I saw Gennie! Then Hannah saw her friends. And we saw Clara walk past. And then Shanel, Hoong Yan, Jiajun and Charlotte came. LOL. Then I saw Peiying and Rachel! Yeah ok, so walked around Parkway with Hannah after that, it was fun la hehe. Went back to Sogurt to see Shanel then we went back home.

I don't know why I'm running back to the past

2011-09-15T19:05:00.005+08:00

when I know it's something I shouldn't have done.

Anyway, hi guys! \(^_^)/ I finally got myself to blog... after 8 days. And since it's been 8 days, I really can't be bothered to blog about every single day anymore.

9TH SEPTEMBER
Went out with my dearest Laura! ♥ Met her at the Macs at Marine Parade for lunch - the cheese shaker fries are good! Went to Cotton On after that and Laura was practically going crazy over the floral shoes. But anyway we left (Laura being very sad) and headed to Bugis :) Went to street to get Laura her bag as her birthday present from me but she was had second thoughts.

Anyway, we walked around Bugis street awhile then headed to the Cotton On at Bugis since Laura decided she wanted her shoes as a birthday present instead... but it wasn't there (Laura = sad x2). But anyway, we went back to Parkway since we had time to spare! And so I got Laura her shoes and she was jumping around HAHAHA. Went to Sogurt after that and saw Michelle, had the greatest shock of my life and found out she was working part-time there omg. Got KOI after that and went to Laura's house to camwhore, duh. Great day spent, love you darling. :)

And ending off with....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA GUESS WHAT'S THIS!

10TH SEPTEMBER
Nothing much but I loved this day, family all in a great mood, laughing like crazy people until I teared up, and having fun. :)

11TH SEPTEMBER
Went to Labrador Park for YZ today! Had worship under the tentage, sitting in a circle, holding hands :') Prayer together, then enjoyed the breeze and all, played Uglydoll, I loved the feeling. :) Went to Cineleisure with Udella, Cara, Michelle, Clairene and Christel after that, had lunch at BK. Clairene left then we went to watch Contagion. We were a lil' late but still, it was awesome!! Y'all should go watch it :)

SCHOOL...
School's pretty fine I guess! Changed seats today and I'm back with Annabel that siao ding dong, hehehe.

Oh and yesterday (14/09) was a really great day because:
1) Laughed like mad women with Olivia and Annabel, stomach was super pain.
2) Wenxue was good because we watched an extremely nice movie. (Didn't finish it tho!)

Yeah, I guess that's all.

Now for pictures from 7th September :)

Anyway... it's been tough these few days. But life doesn't stop for anybody. Oh well, I'm still grateful anyway :) Okay. Bye people, not gonna be updating for a while I guess!

I think I'm a pathetic person about to be wheelchair-bound. LOL.

2011-09-07T18:41:00.005+08:00

Hi everyone, check out my title. I ain't kidding. And, I also got hit in the eye by a water bomb today. LOL sux2bme. Okay anyway let's start with yesterday.

Woke up early in the morning and headed to KK Hospital for Physio... omg those exercises are like torture. And really? Wear sports shoes everywhere? I think I'm gonna die. Physio ended around 9.35am and I had to wait until 10.25am for doctor's appointment. And well.... life is so unpredictable. Sigh.

So anyway, went to Tanjong Katong Complex to see curtains after that 'cuz my curtains are really spoiled until..... they've been removed. And yes, 7am and it's freaking bright in my room I can't even sleep. But yeah I'm excited 'cuz I'm gonna repaint my room half pink and half white (well, almost white) and I'll have black translucent curtains with pretty designs and I'll get new shelves! :) But... I'll lose one table and my precious sofa bed. Oh well. Went to Parkway for lunch after that, shopped awhile then headed home.

I used to watch those television shows about dancing and well, there's sure to be someone who gets injured and either won't be able to dance for a super long period (especially when it's nearing a competition or whatever) or someone who won't be able to dance forever. I guess I'd feel sad for them but at the same time tell myself "It's ok, that won't ever happen to me." ..... Who knew.

Da zu today! My group was so awesome 'cuz we had 5 girls all from wudao and this random guy from xiju. LOL okay and the games were fun!! Apart from the fact that I got a cram while playing zero point... and now my knees and hips are hurting badly but whatever. Water games after that, quite fun la just that it was a rather quick game and yeah that's when I got hit in the eye with a water bomb HAHAHA. And that my shoes and socks were totally wet (for the whole day). But still, had fun overall. :)

Walked to KLP after that and had Subway for lunch with Szeyun, Hannah and Jitmin! ^^ Then Szeyun, Hannah and I took MRT to Mountbatten while Jitmin went home. Took 196 to Parkway after that and yeah we were supposed to go to ECP from there but we were too lazy! Nevermind, we'll have anothet perfect day at the beach :) Went to Sogurt instead hehehe it was awesome!! Took pictures & polaroids hehehe yay. ♥ Oh and I'll never ever forget the epic polaroid film thing!!!!!!! K. Then went to Cotton On & Diva, and headed home.

Today was a great day spent :)

Pictures another day 'cuz I haven't uploaded them!

#nowplaying What Makes You Beautiful ♥

2011-09-05T21:26:00.005+08:00

This picture is absolutely gorgeous.

Anyway, let's start from Saturday! Met Szeyun at Plaza Sing to buy tickets for Smurfs, then met Hannah and went for lunch. Walked around a little and went into the theatre at around 2.30pm. Smurfs is like so damn cute!!!!! ^^ Y'all should really go watch it. :) Great movie! So after the movie we headed to Bugis. Went to street so shop and I got myself 2 tops hehehe. Then we went to get badges and had Frolick. :) Headed home after that.

Church on Sunday, YZ as usual, and for lunch we went to IKEA! Okay I really really love the meatballs at IKEA. :) Had a great time talking to Udella before bible study started! And yeah, bible study was great too. :) Something I've learnt, something I hope I can apply everyday. Anyway, went to Anchorpoint to shop at Cotton On for awhile with Udella and Cara before heading home. Went to Big Fish for dinner at night, saw Edith & family. :) Oh, and I removed my curtains 'cuz they're too spoiled already LOL.

Woke up at 7.05am 'cuz it was too bright. Oh well it's okay, I didn't want to risk having the curtains drop on me in the middle of night anyway. So yeah, dad fetched me to school at 9.30am. Met Cheryl, Elena and Melvin, waited for Frank, then started on our Chinese role play. 10 minutes didn't even pass before Melvin started talking about food...... So anyway, Emily came at around 11, and we stopped discussing at 12 tho it was supposed to end at 1 since everyone was thinking about food LOL. Went to macs for lunch with Cheryl, Melvin, Kester and Frank then went home with Cheryl & Frank.. yeah.

I'm excited for Wednesday and Friday! ♥
Dazu on Wednesday and after that Szeyun, Hannah and I are going to the beach hehehe. :)
And I'm meeting Laura darling on Friday! ^^ I miss her!!!!!

And..... my mum's scolding me for something I swear I didn't do.

K bye.

Take it to the top, now drop it down low.

2011-09-02T10:31:00.003+08:00

Guess what? I'm not allowed to eat anything until 12.30. And I was hungry from the very moment I woke up, which was like what... 8am? Goodness. For now I'm surviving on water. And water only. :(

I feel so lazy right now and I can't do any work because I am hungry.

Can I live here? Pretty please. :(

How about here... :(

Or here.... :(

I gotta go somewhere peaceful. I'm sick of you, sick of all this shit, sick of everything.
I need to run somewhere quiet, just for a little while.

I don't mind living here either.

You have no idea.

On a side note, I think dream catchers are really pretty. :) Can I have one? LOL.

Agree with me!

OH MY GOODNESS. FOOD.

I want to eat like, now.

Make that 'I NEED to eat.'

Okay, I'll just sit here. Sit here and be jealous. Bye. :(

Hello September, ♡

2011-09-01T18:12:00.007+08:00

Hello people! Reached home less than half an hour ago and for some reason I'm so excited to blog! Hehehe I think it's because I don't want to forget this awesome day. I'm feeling kinda giggly right now though and I don't know why! Okay today wasn't exactly a perfectly happy day but I still feel happy so I guess it's good.

Anyway, let's begin with...

Today I brought my DSLR only to reach school and find out there wasn't any battery inside. So I couldn't take any pictures, AND I added weight to my bag for nothing.

But anyway the Teachers' Day celebration was great! ^^ Flash mob @ Zheng Xin Yuan was damn cool, and all the performances at the concert were awesome :) Oh and the skit that the teachers put up for us was freakin' funny. So yeah rushed to KHS after that and met my dearest Huixuan, Simone and Yuwan! ♥ Miss them so much :'( Okay met Rachel, Luke and Youquan too. Sat down in the canteen for a while... saw uh, someone... k. Went to look for Mrs Fandy after that! ^^ Chatted with her a lil' and went to look for Bai laoshi. He actually chose food over us. He took his food, said hi and just walked away... to eat. LOL thanks ah.

So we went back to talk to Mrs Fandy instead hehehehe, together with Jinqi, Jiajun and Yeokmin. Took a group photo! :) Then headed to Tampines with Huixuan, Simone and Yuwan. Bought tickets to Crazy Stupid Love then bought lunch to bring up to the playground at the open area to eat. Then bought drinks and watched Crazy Stupid Love! ^^ Haha ok the movie's really awesome!!!! Simone and I were feeling so giggly after the movie hehehehe. Anyway went home after that since Simone had to go. Took train w/ her to Kembangan, had a nice talk :)

Okay I don't really know how to blog about today to make it seem like it was a really awesome day... but it was. To me at least.

It would be awesome if I had a secondary school-like life with primary school friends. Then I'd love life and be a thousand times happier.

But it is kinda regretful that I we didn't take any pictures today. :(

On a side note, I really hope September will be a good month.

Happy Teachers' Day to all my teachers! :)

'Til all my sleeves are stained red.

2011-08-30T10:55:00.002+08:00

Hello people :))) Short post before I go bathe and leave for grandma's house! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA :)

Anyway, Sunday was great. Bible quiz turned out quite okay. Funny, but gross. Lunch with dg after that, then Cheryl and Karen came over for SMP :) Fun fun fun.

Yesterday was spent doing LA Proposal Writing and SMP Report. And watching videos and slacking my life away. LOL.

Just finished up SMP Report. There's still a couple of things I gotta do but I'm only gonna do them when I come home later. Which is gonna be late at night. LOL.

Oh yeah. Last night I had a really horrible dream. I was crying in my dream. And guess what? I woke up crying. :( I'm still a little traumatised and yeah the dream's kinda haunting me but since today's supposed to be a happy day I'll try not to think about it!

I know I was gonna say something. But I forgot. So nevermind. Oh stupid me. Okay, have a nice day readers :) Bye!

Think of me when you're out, when you're out there.

2011-08-27T20:16:00.006+08:00

Found this picture on Tumblr! Anyway, I wore this necklace out today :)

It was a great day spent :) Woke up feeling good 'cuz I had 8 hours of sleep! After breakfast I used my laptop all the way until noon, then had lunch and prepared to go out.

Met Michelle and Udella at church. Plus Udella's sister's dg. Planned for tomorrow's bible quiz! Cara came after that. Finished at about 3.40pm and Udella, Cara and I went to IKEA! Cara bought me and Udella a chicken wing each hehehe :) Bought a slice of cake too! Goodness I feel so fat but hey eating makes me happy. Especially when it's IKEA food! Took 195 to Queenstown MRT with Cara after that and trained home.

Dad was supposed to fetch me from Kembangan MRT Station but he didn't pick up so I walked home in the rain. :( And when the lift door opened at my house floor, I met my dad, my 2nd brother and his gf so I followed them to Siglap to get Starbucks! <3 Hehehe. Headed home and had sushi for dinner! Yes imma happy girl now. Excited for Thursday also, meeting up with my primary school friends! And I'm texting Huixuan now :) Miss that girl so much.

Okay anyway here's some WAY OVERDUED pictures, just because I feel like posting them :) They're from my birthday, btw! I know I look terribly unglam in all the photos but oh, just look at my hair. I miss my long hair :(

BIBLE QUIZ TOMORROW! Looking forward to it, hope everything goes well :)

I'm sick of all the insinceres.

2011-08-26T21:05:00.002+08:00

Everyday without fail I'm sure to get into this mood. The same mood as when I posted yesterday. Especially when I'm not in school. But well I guess I got distracted from all these thoughts today for a while :) It was memorable but I'm really not in the mood right now so I'll just summarise.

Cheryl and Karen came over to my house to do SMP today. Went to Old Airport Rd for lunch, went to NTUC (and couldn't find any black vinegar) then headed to my house. At first everything was turning out fine like normal and we were chatting and laughing like some mad women but then suddenly... the eggs. Ok, it's actually pretty funny. Had to get some white vinegar after that. Opening the bottle was, well... amusing. Then Karen accidentally splashed some on me and Cheryl and I start roflmao-ing on my vinegar-smelling kitchen floor. I'M SERIOUS.

Okay nevermind, forget it. I ain't in the mood right now. Enjoy the rest of your day, tgif!

I've never heard silence quite this loud.

2011-08-25T19:01:00.003+08:00

Overwhelmed with emotions today.

Got hurt some way or another. Did some things that made me regret. Found out some things I wish I never knew.

Thought-provoking day.

Well I won't deny it hasn't been hundred percent smooth-sailing since that day and sometimes I wish I didn't do it but... I did it anyway. But you didn't have to rub it in did you? I'm fully aware of what's going on, you don't have to tell it to me in my face that I'm pretty much very miserable right now.

I never ever thought this day would come because I had intended to keep it to myself all my life. Things are gonna get so awkward after this but what can I do? What's done cannot be undone. And the rest of the journey... I'll just leave it to fate.

I don't even know if you meant it in the first place. Or was it only temporary? I can tell you for sure I did nothing. I stayed the same and the only thing that changed was how nice you were. Once again I thought someone understood, and once again I've proven myself wrong. Those enjoyable moments weren't for long but nevertheless, thank you. And just so you know, everyone has feelings, alright?

So that pretty much sums up what I've been thinking about all day. Oh well. So many things left undone but I'm not in the mood to get started at all, so I'm screwed. Wish me luck.

Damn it I hate this feeling.

If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here?

2011-08-21T22:20:00.002+08:00

Hehehehe hi everyone, short post today 'cuz I have so many things to do! It's been a really busy weekend. The good thing's that it really kept my mind off things, but the bad thing's that I don't have time for work! And that when I keep my mind off things, after that when I get home everything starts crashing down and that's pretty bad. But anyway, let's start with Friday.

Science > PE > Recess > ACC > GAP. Everything went fine I guess :) Dance after that! Warmed-up, did things for Teachers' Day, practised Xinjiang dance, changed into constumes and headed to NAFA for rehearsal. I don't know why I was so nervous and scared that each time I'm sure I made a little mistake. (including the practices at school!) Oh yeah, we got another teacher-in-charge and she's so nice hehehehe. Ok so after rehearsal ended headed to dinner with Szeyun, Hannah, Rachel, Sylvia and Sheryl :) Sylvia left after dinner then we had KOI after that!

Saturday was a really busy day! Woke up, packed all my dance stuff, got ready and met Hannah at Kembangan. Headed to Bugis Junction and met Rachel, Sylvia and Chantal then we walked over to NAFA, gathered then went up to our holding room (which was actually a meeting room lol zzz). Did a bit of make up and had to go down for curtain call rehearsal. Lunch after that, then continued doing our make up and changed into costumes. Listened to xj music a few times. Then smth happened and I swear it was damn unfair!!! :'(

Anyway, went down for our first performance and stuff. After that sat down and slacked a while then went down for curtain call blah blah blah first concert ended and we waited for dinner it was almost an hour late and then we ate and touched up our make up and slacked and waited for our next performance then we came up and slacked and waited for curtain call. Last time dancing xinjiang, mixed emotions about this. :/ Then headed home, reached at about 11.30pm urgh damn late and I was so tired!

Still had CIP today.... woke up with my eyes hurting I don't know why. Met Hannah at Kembangan at 9.10, headed to Orchard to meet Szeyun then started our street sales at 9.55. Went with Hannah and some other guy ok I forgot his name LOL. It was ok lah some people very nice some people not so nice like that lor hahahaha oh and we witnessed a flash mob damn cool! K damn lazy to elaborate already. Halfway we went together with Xuanru and Zihan and pretty much slacked all the way thru LOL then went with Szeyun and Hannah to get a drink then Hannah left.

Had lunch with Szeyun at Food Opera @ ION then met Rachel ok the scene was quite funny HAHAHA then went shopping at F21 yada yada didn't get anything then went to Orchard MRT met Chantal, trained to Somserset MRT then we walked around, got Yami Yogurt hehehehe :) Then went to Cotton On didn't get anything either. Rachel and Chantal left for their shift then me and Szeyun shopped at F21 hehehe 4 levels so shuang but didn't really see many things that caught our eye even though we walked twice. Bought all our stuff from 1st level ok and hahaha Szeyun you are damn blur!! Got 3 necklaces and 1 top and Szeyun got 2 necklaces and her PULLOVER. Each-a-cup after that then went home haha damn tired now gonna wake up earlier tmrw byebye.

I got myself a new motto...

2011-08-18T19:16:00.006+08:00

"If you don't have anything constructive to say, shut up."

I know it isn't a very good motto to live by, so I'm re-considering it. But I decided it was my motto yesterday night when my self-esteem hit all time low okay. I shall explain why...

Okay firstly, I'm so glad that Common Tests are over!!!!! And because I had no choice but to study for common tests, I had to force myself to push back all my thoughts and those negative emotions. Each day I told myself, "Don't think about it. Just hold on a few more days. And after common tests, you can think all you want." And from the day I started studying until the end of common tests, I guess everything was too much. I really couldn't take it last night. Thinking about.... everything. Because everything in my life right now's bad. The fact that everytime there's a glimpse of hope in my life I always end up falling right back to the bottom. And I don't know why.

Anyway, I kinda did something wise. I know it's a good thing to do. It's something that should be done. But y'know, I'm not those kind of very noble person. I have to admit, after doing it, I've a lot of regrets. When I think back, sometimes I ask myself why I even chose to do it in the first place, but after that I try to convince myself that it's the right thing to do. Oh well. What's done cannot be undone. I'll just live with this fact from now onwards.

And we watched a video today during Geography lesson. It's so gross and inhuman, it makes me ponder about whether I should turn vegetarian. :( I don't want to describe it again 'cuz I'm already too traumatised. So if you're from Dunman High, good for you 'cuz you'd probably have watched that... gruesome video.

Basically this post is really random 'cuz each paragraph I'm talking about different things. It's also because I kind of need to rant... Okay nevermind I don't wanna talk about life anymore.

Except for the fact that dance resumes tomorrow and we'll be having a rehearsal until 7pm (which will probably drag) and then because our performance is on Saturday I'm gonna spend my 10.45am to 10.30pm on the concert. Then we have CIP on Sunday.... it's kind of pointless for me 'cuz I finished my NYAA ages ago. And I wanna go for the MOV roleplay meetup! Damn cool ok please.

Ya whatever, this post is pointless and makes no sense, it's 7.24pm and I'm waiting for my dinner and I'm praying real hard that my dad doesn't buy me any kind of meat. Bye.

There's always, always something to be thankful for

2011-08-12T23:01:00.014+08:00

BEFORE I START ANYTHING...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMONE! ♥ HAVE A GREAT 14TH, LOVE YOU DEAR :)

Made some changes to my blog :) Well ok that's pretty obvious because the header's completely changed. If you don't see any changes, go get an eye doctor... or whatever you call it, I don't really care.

So anyway, it's Friday! It felt like an extremely long Friday though... But still, let's start with Thursday, since the day before the last time I updated, which was Wednesday, was spent mugging.

Lang Arts paper on Thursday. I wrote until I felt like my hand was going to drop off any minute. It was okay I guess. Anyway it was a really long day after that! During LA lesson, Ms Low let us watch a movie... I forgot what's the title but I watched it before. Huixuan (Hi I know you're reading this!) asked me to watch it in P6 I think hahaha betcha can't remember! Stayed back after school for extra History lesson then went home with Elaine.

History paper today... 4 freakin' SBQ answers to write. Surprisingly my hand didn't ache as much as yesterday but y'know what, I think I'm screwed for this paper. Oh well it's over already, so never mind. The day felt extremely long after that even though school ends at 1.45pm. After the paper was recess, followed by Geography, Maths, Science and HCL. Mrs Lim spent the entire Geography lesson explaining the slides on pollution and I didn't bother listening at all. Whoops. Maths (had Q&A) and Science (went thru answers) was ok and Chinese was just.. boring.

After school had lunch with Cheryl. Ate Tom Yam hehehe :) Took 158 to Aljunied then took train, alighted at Kembangan. Reached home at 3 plus and I was so tired that I slept from 4 to around 5 plus. I am so sleep-deprived. Anyway I was supposed to mug today! But y'know what, I haven't done a single thing. Urgh. I tried but I couldn't concentrate. And it's 11.08pm right now. Oh well.... good luck to me. 2 papers down and 4 to go.

Rehearsal tomorrow in the morning at Goodman Arts Centre or something like that. Don't feel like going. :( PLAMAX PREVIEW IS TMRW IS AND I WNA GO BUT I CAN'T!!!! OKAY I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO SAY. ENDING OFF WITH PICTURES FROM 55TH ANNIVERSARY. Taken from fb.

Ok sorry most of them are in my phone, I'm too lazy to upload as usual! Hehe whoops. BYEBYE :)

National Day Eve ▲

2011-08-08T19:49:00.005+08:00

Today was awesome!! ;) Didn't expect it to turn out this well, but it did, so I'm really happy :)

Came to school and started being patriotic for Elaine's sake LOL took the flags and walked around waving them. Flag raising was slightly different today and because of that Elaine kept laughing throughout the National Anthem and she went like "shit" and she made me giggle also lor! HAHAHAHA. Okay concert after that, and omg, Styles from Beyond is awesome!!!! ♥ Swear. And the concert was nice too. :)

Towards the end during the sing along session or whatever, Elaine and I got damn high, we took the whatever-its-called and started hitting each other and Hong Kai and Churn Hian and Shanel and Jin Qi LOL okay I have no idea how to describe it but yeah it was fun and I was highhhhhhh ~~on drugs~~. After that we chionged to toilet to put the Singapore flag tattoo on our left cheek hehehe. We're awesome! But the saddest part? WE FORGOT TO TAKE A PICTURE TOGETHER. All because our phones were in the classroom.

Had a 2km mass run after that. More like mass walk because I think only 5% of the school actually bothered to run or something. So yeah walked one round around the track, out of school, walked one really big round and back to the track again. Then we sat there waiting for who knows what, found out something really shocking yet interesting.... then we were dismissed hahah.

Met Szeyun boyfriend after that! HAHAHA. Because we're going on a date ;) LOL just kidding, it was kinda supposed to be a study date which actually turned out to be 70% successful! LOL. Walked to Mountbatten MRT and took train to Bugis. Subway for lunch! ^^ Hehehe. After we finished we sat there and did Math. It was horrible.. and difficult (for me at least). Then mugged some parts of MOV and we decided to go get some froyo! :) (we spent more than 3 hours on work ok!!!!)

Went to Frolick but there wasn't any space so we headed to Berrylite instead, OH YEAH BABY frozen yoghurt! ^^ After that walked around iluma, went to Bugis street to walk around for a little while (I bought an owl ring!) then went home.

TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY SPENT :)

I'd post a picture of me and my tattoo on my left cheek but... I'm too lazy. Hehe sorry guys! So yup, enjoy the rest of your day :) while i sit here waiting for my dinner. come on, it's already 8pm.

...

Okay hi, so I'm back. It's 8.29pm and I just had my dinner. Happy mood = use webcam take a picture of my tattoo to post on blog even though my webcam sucks.

There you go. Yes, I am aware that it's pretty horrible. But whatever. Bye :)

It's a bitter world and I'd rather dream.

2011-08-02T18:57:00.006+08:00

HI EVERYONE :)

It's August!

I'm really glad July's over because it's been a really rough month, and I'm quite surprised I made it through feeling alright, because all throughout I felt like I was gonna snap any moment. Well, thank you Lord for guiding me through. :)

So anyway, it's the 2nd day of August and so far everything's been fine... I guess. Well if you'd ask me to look on the bright side, or compare with July, then I'd say the past 2 days have been great. But since I was in school most of the time, and I don't like school, then it's just... alright. Okay y'know what. I figured I'm making no sense. Just came here to rant a lil'. For example, like how Jianbao is due tomorrow and yet after flipping through the newspaper 3 times I can't seem to find a suitable article!! WHY.

And how we were just informed today that we have a passage-based mock test tomorrow and I've yet to start revising for MOV. And... how much notes I have to do for Geography because I suck at it. Also, the first Chinese CT is on Thursday and I'm probably screwed. And that we're gonna start on Physics soon yet I can't grasp Chemistry very well yet. Lastly, CCA was supposed to stop because of Common Tests but hey look, my CCA resumes right in the middle of our tests.

Then again, I don't like it when life revolves around academics and studies and such. When my aim is to get good results, and I spend most of my time studying and mugging. I hate this kind of life. :( Grades isn't all that matters right? RIGHT.

Oh nevermind what all of you think. That's what I feel and this mindset WILL NOT CHANGE. But then again, bye I'm off to get all my work done... probably gonna mug after that because CTs are coming. Ah, the irony. I'm contradicting myself. Bye.

So many things that I wish you knew

2011-07-24T18:53:00.002+08:00

Hohoho. I'm back!!!!!!

How long as it been since I last blogged? Well I guess I either didn't remember, was too lazy or too busy to even login to blogger. But it's okay I'm back. :) For now.. at least. Okay I can't really remember what I did 2 weeks back or something so I'll just write down everything I can remember.

15th July;

55th anniversary rehearsal! Left class early. Supposed to have a dry run then change into costume + make up + have dinner then have a full dress rehearsal but it rained. And yes, the stage is outdoor + carpeted. In the end had practice until 5pm plus, then had dinner, tied our hair, put on our hair accessory then went downstairs. It was drizzling but we had no choice. Luckily we didn't have to wear our costume though!

So, in the drizzle, we stepped on wet muddy grass, had to lie down on the carpeted stage full of mud, grass and dead or half alive insects... in our ballet shoes. You can't imagine how gross it is. It's like the minute we lay down on the stage we could feel the water spread thru our dance pants.. urgh. All this for three times y'know!! And my poor ballet shoes only 2 mths old. :( Felt so disgusting after that urgh.

16th July;

Met Rachel and Sheryl at Parkway. Went to Chameleon to get Rachel's fake eyelashes then went to Mosburger for lunch. Met Jiayi. Went to get some KOI then took 196 to school. The bus came so late that we had to run back 'cuz teacher said we can't be late. So yeah tied my hair, ironed my costume, changed, did make up halfway then had to go down to rehearse for wet weather programme. Fyi, my right eye had both pink and blue eyeshadow already but my left eye only had pink. Lol so frustrating!

Came back up, finished my make up, had mass warm up then went down to the Auditorium to wait at 4.30pm. Camwhored and stuff, put on lipstick, warmed up again and went to wait to perform at 7pm. Ok so at the end, 'cuz some of us had to get off stage and dance on the grass.. I was like kneeling in front of Goh Chok Tong and dancing LOL omg. Hahaha ok had dinner after that. Then went to the hall, played this game, idk what it's called, but it was so fun!!!!!!! AND I WENT CRAZY. WAS SO HIGH OK. At 10pm went down to sing 朋友. Waited for very long and stuff and at 11.15pm finally went home what a long day.

18th July;

Had dance. Serene jiejie came back woah. K after practice went to Macs with Szeyun and Jiayi. We were talking about our dreams and apparently both Jiayi and I dreamt of Sylvia LOL.

22nd July;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL. ♥ Kkkk skip to after school. Had lunch w/ Hannah, Rachel, Chantal, Sheryl and Ouyuan. Practice was quite fun 'cuz Xxls let us try a lot of new things hohoho. ;) Other than that everyth was quite normal. And we only went thru Xinjiang like once or twice before they did qian hong and we sat down doing almost nth. :/

Ok the bad thing is that we have to do push-ups now. Not normal push-ups. And nope, not girl push-ups. I think it's even harder than the guy push-ups. But whatever. After dance started doing handstands and omg I was so happy that I could stay in the air w/o the wall for like a few seconds. :)

After wudao stayed back in the canteen until 7 plus being crazy and everything. Whipping our ponytails in circles HAHAHAHAHA. Szeyun & Rachel ;) Then went to Macs w/ Szeyun Rachel and Jiayi. SO FUN LAH.

Nothing much today. Just the usuals, went to church for YZ (they celebrated the June and July babies birthdays tho! Hehehe) then had BS after that.

OH! AND I CUT MY HAIR. Yes it's really short right now. There isn't much difference when I let it down, but somehow when I tie it up, it seems like I cut half the length or smth. I miss my hair but I'm quite happy that my head feels so light now. :) And fyi if it weren't for dance I might have considered cutting short hair. Hohoho ok bye.

You can’t change someone. You can either accept who they are, or start living without them.

2011-07-07T21:01:00.004+08:00

Hi people, I'm blogging 'cause right now I don't have anything to do. Or rather, I can't be bothered to do anything. Today's lessons were okay I guess, even though it was until 4.15pm. I think Math presentation was so screwed, oh well.

Anyway, after school went to Esplanade to watch Sha Sha, it was quite nice actually. Motivating, I guess. But not inspiring enough for me. And 'cuz we were going to Esplanade I kind of left almost all my stuff in school, so even if I have homework.. there's nothing I can do.

Okay I've been rather (or more like very) moody recently and y'know I get so pissed off easily these few days. Not like I don't get pissed off easily, but now it kind of happens more easily. And I'm totally like, not talking to most people. So yeah I'm sorry if I did that to you because... I don't wanna talk.

If life makes you feel miserable, then why should you look at it as something better than it actually is?

Life sucks. You hate it. You feel miserable. People tell you to cheer up. But you tell them, "Life makes me feel stupid. Why should I tell myself that life isn't that bad? If it brings you down, obviously it sucks, then why are you trying to treat it well?" I know it's quite confusing. I don't know how to put it in words. But as for now, this is what's on my mind most of the time, behind all those things that bother me 24/7.

Whatever, it's 9.06pm. There's dance tomorrow, urgh. Y'know, I really really wish there was no school tomorrow. On a side note, I really hope I'll do QT tonight.
Anyway, I have nothing else to say so.. bye.

Love you like a love song

2011-07-01T21:28:00.002+08:00

HI PEOPLE, short update!

I know I haven't been updating for a few days and yeah well this is how it's gonna be for the next few weeks 'cuz school's really driving me nuts. There's so many things left to be done and so little time to complete everything. Anyway, on a brighter note, it was Youth Day celebration today so school ended at 10.15am!! ^^ Headed to Eastpoint and ate at Eighteen Chefs with Szeyun, Rachel, Sheryl and Vanessa. Then we walked around Eastpoint, slacked and everything, went home at 3pm plus.

Rehearsal for 55th anniversary at PAC tomorrow 9am to 11am. Family gathering bbq at night! :)

Okay I think I sound quite happy in this post hahahah but actually today was a very disappointing day. Hope rest of July turns out well. Ok I'm kinda in a rush, bye.

Pink flamingos in the pool

2011-06-27T22:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO ME! ;)

Hahahaha ok I feel so thick-skinned right now, sorry don't mind me. Anyway as you know it's the first day of school, zzz and yeah I'm not used to school life yet after a month of holidays. Furthermore, I'm gonna be real busy from now onwards so it's kind of hard for me to update regularly and stuff. And yeah I'm panicking right now 'cuz I know school's started and I'm like, "Omg, do I have to do anything?!?!?!" Yeah and it's 10.49pm now, I really need to sleep earlier. So, just a short update.

Firstly, I wna thank all those who remembered my birthday. ♥ Thanks for all the birthday wishes on Facebook, Twitter, via text or face to face. And for all the cards and presents! I really want to list out everyone personally, but unfortunately I don't have enough time and I'm sorry. :( But I tried my best to thank each and everyone of you personally! Reason being, I honestly really appreciate what all of you have done to make this a memorable birthday, thanks guys. ♥

So anyway PC was the first period. We finally got our timetables and we..... changed seats. I have nothing else to say. So anyway it was recess, followed by Science, GAP, lunch, Geography, LA and then Assembly. Had a new Science teacher to teach us Chem & Physics and a different GAP teacher from last year 'cuz Mr Teo already left our school. Anyway we didn't do much during Geography except copying answers from the whiteboard 'cuz the visualiser kept switching on and off during Mrs Lim's lessons and oh my goodness she's so cute! ^^

Assembly was okay I guess, kinda meaningful? :) Hahaha I like the guy! So anyway went to the PAC at 3.15pm when lessons ended for Youth Day rehearsals. After changing we basically sat in the PAC and did pretty much nothing until around 6pm when it was our turn. After we ended, went to Macs with Szeyun, Jiayi and Rachel for 'dinner'. At 9pm I watched the last episode of C.L.I.F. btw!!! I kinda really like that show, but I honestly don't know what's up with the ending.

Hahahaha ok once again a big thank you to all those who wished me happy birthday. ♥

I know there'll always be things that upset me everyday, but I decided not to harp on it as for now. After all, you only turn 14 once in your life. :) Good night everyone!

This one's for you and me, living out our dreams

2011-06-26T22:39:00.002+08:00

Hey babes and dudes! ^^ Hehehe birthday's in 1 hour and 21 minutes... it's 10.39pm right now. Kinda excited even though I'm not prepared! But the other half of me's like... "Kill me now, school's reopening on my birthday."

Anyway, the whole of YZ brought the elderly from Sarah's Home to Hort Park today! ^^ Most of them speak cantonese though, so I'm just sitting there like hoping they understand my chinese. I admit I can't socialise, especially not with people from other generations. I'll just be like, "Goodness, when will this end!" But it was alright in the end :)

When we were back at church we decided to go to Anchorpoint to have bible study! So yep walked there, went to Koufu, had a drink while waiting for Clairene and Daphnie to have their lunch. Today's bible study was really meaningful :) Had kind of a great impact on me. I need to spend more time with God. I really need to make the effort to do QT more often. I'll try, I really will.

So anyway, walked back to church with Cara after bible study ended, then took the train home. Did NYAA reflections, touched up on all the other holiday homework which I previously left a few blanks, bathed and went out to Parkway for my birthday dinner.. as my parents said. Ok I was really grumpy at first 'cuz it was kind of a last minute decision, and I already planned the rest of my day, especially 'cuz I had so many things to do.

Furthermore it was kind of a rush, and I went out with dripping wet hair. But then my mood got better after that :) Went to Jack's Place for dinner! ^^ It was good hehehe. Then went to Bengawan Solo to get my birthday cake LOL. Saw Ms Diana Lin from KHS (now Mrs Tan) and my neighbour. Hahaha.

Went back home and decided to cut the cake in advance 'cuz my dad's going to Malaysia tomorrow afternoon, and we all came to a conclusion that my 2nd brother was too tired after his golf today to even stay up until midnight. So yup! Took a few pictures, my face was horrible in all 'cuz my brother ain't a good photographer. :/ Too lazy to upload, I don't think I will anyway.

Hahaha 10.47pm right now. 1 hour and 13 minutes to go. I'm kinda nervous as well. And school's starting very very soon. :( There's dance tomorrow. I'm sort of scared that I'll forget to bring or do something. Wish me luck on the first day of school, really hope it'll turn out well. :) 'Cuz if it doesn't, the only thing that'll be stuck on my mind for the rest of the day will be "Worst Birthday Ever".

Okay, turn in early everyone! ^^ Y'all need rest for Term 3! While I'm just sitting here, waiting for midnight to come, 'cuz I'm so pathetic that I need to wish myself Happy Birthday. LOL jk! But I'm really staying up until midnight. Good night everyone, sweet dreams. Hehehe.

Friends give you a special kind of love.

2011-06-25T23:00:00.003+08:00

Hello readers! ;) It's 11pm now, I'm turning 14 in 25 hours! I don't think I'm ready enough to be 14 but I can't help it anyway. So yeah, haven't blogged for 6 days! I was either lazy or I couldn't find the time/mood to blog. So yep here's what I did for the week...

MONDAY 20/06/11

Had 55th anniversary practice. Went to macs for lunch after that with Jiayi and seniors. Then back to school for flash mob practice. Ok I don't remember much.

TUESDAY 21/06/11

Extremely busy day! Skipped 55th anniversary practice to go for an appointment at KK hospital with the, what do you call that, orthopaedic? Haha whatever. So ya basically there was a lot of waiting. And I had x-ray... again. Rushed to school after that for Hai Yan practice at 1pm. Ji ben gong was torture hahaha especially 'cuz my joints were hurting that day.

Anyway made some amendments to the dance at went down to the auditorium for Youth Day audition at around 3.30pm. It was so tiring ok I almost died... Just kidding. But it was really tiring. So anyway at around 4.15pm I left school and my dad sent me to Marina Square to meet Dylane, Hui Xuan, Simone and Yu Wan. They were in a movie so I waited for them until about 5.30pm. Walked around and all then went for dinner. THANKS FOR THE BIRTHDAY PRESENT BTW. ♥

Walked to Esplanade after that to watch AHS's choir concert at 7.30pm. To be honest I cannot appreciate a choir concert, like just choir alone. At around 9.30pm we left the concert to sit outside Esplanade. :/ Except Simone. She came to look for us after the concert. At 10 plus we decided to go. Hui Xuan, Yu Wan and I were trying to find the MRT when we bumped into Simone. And we walked all the way to City Hall MRT at an extremely fast pace. I almost died. But it was fun anyway ;)

2 group photos outside Esplanade concert hall :) Too lazy to upload the rest whoops.

WEDNESDAY 22/06/11

55th anniversary practice with the CO people. Stepping into the zheng xin yuan wearing ballet shoes = (n). So anyway, Math project with Annabel, Chian Hao and Elaine after practice ended. And then went home with Annabel and Elaine.

THURSDAY 23/06/11

Stayed at home. Tried to be productive and not procrastinate. But what turned out was the exact opposite. Played a game of table tennis with my mum. I admit, my hand-eye coordination sucks ok, it's probably the worst anyone has ever seen in their entire life and nope I ain't kidding.

FRIDAY 24/06/11

Out shopping with my mum! :) We went to 313@Somerset, had umisushi for lunch first. Hehehehe cha soba! Saw Rachel Chia but she didn't see me hehe. So anyway, went to New Look first! ^^ Bought 2 tops and a clutch there. Spent over an hour there y'know LOL. Was looking at shoes for my cousins' weddings too but yea couldn't find a suitable one. Saw other apparels that I liked but yeah it's kinda expensive and not worth the money. If not then... there was no size.

Went to Forever 21 after that! 4 levels haha, I shop until shuang! ;) Bought 2 tops, 1 pair of shorts, 1 dress and 1 romper there. Saw other tops too but 'cuz their S is a little big for me so it has to depend on the cutting, and XS is reaaaally hard to find. Yep ok I spent close to 2 hours there.. hehe *shy. Could've bought more stuff I think but haha no la, I need to think it over and over one. My mum wanted to rest after that so we went to get Yami Yogurt ^^ Then we went to diva to look see look see. Saw some nice accessories but ya not worth the money.

K then some guy intro-ed us to some salt with minerals from the dead sea, so after the guy (and later another lady) talked for ages, my mum bought it LOL. K went to Mango after that, it was soooo crowded!! And went to Uniqlo to look for leggings but there wasn't anything nice. So yup went to queue for Marche after that while waiting for 2nd brother and Victoria. DINNER WAS SO GOOD!!!! :) Pork knuckles, crepe, rosti, waffle with ice cream. Happy happy. Went back to F21, bought a pair of owl earrings and a ribbon necklace woohoo. Reached home at 10.45pm, was so tired! But I went to bed only at 2.45am LOL.

SATURDAY 25/06/11

Met Carrine, Laura and Trixie and Parkway first! :) Then we went to Ajisen to have lunch. Hazel came to meet us after that, then Gennie! Went to the toilet, walked around Cotton On, ended up in Sogurt. Our plans were quite screwed 'cuz it rained and we didn't go cycling. So we just sat there to eat frozen yogurt (♥) and talk and camwhore and everything. THEN JIANING CAME! And we played 'I have never' and 'Murderer'.

Ok everything was quite messed up lah, neither of us could decide what we wanted to do so we just kept sitting there and all, sorry girls! :( In the end we almost went to ECP but... nah. Went to Macs to sit down after that. Gennie, Jianing and Laura had ice cream and I had apple pie hehehe but a certain someone dropped it on the table *ahem. Hahaha ok i'm kidding i don't mean it!!! Went to Ajisen after that (again hahaha) 'cuz Gennie didn't have lunch and she was hungry and craving ramen! So we just sat there and talked and talked more.

After that went to Helen and then to KOI. So basically we really didn't do much but talking, but it was rly meaningful. Any time spent with my primary school friends is just purely awesome. ♥ I LOVE Y'ALL SO MUCH THANKS FOR THE PRESENTS AND CARDS AND BIRTHDAY WISHES! ^^

Carrine sista and I. ♥

Gennie twinz and I. ♥

Trixie bubbletea and I. ♥

With Trixie and Jianing. ♥

Group photos. ♥♥♥

Laura darling and I. ♥

Other photos on facebook though it's not much! 11.46pm, goodnight xx :)

When life knocks you down, you can choose whether to get back up or not

2011-06-19T23:01:00.004+08:00

Hi people! :) I'm watching Karate Kid on HBO right now, so I think I'm gonna take a long time to finish up this post. It's 11.01pm right now btw. And... I didn't do any work today, sigh. OMG JADEN SMITH JUST FELL OFF THE STAGE!! :( Ok sorry LOL.

Anyway was late for church for about 15 minutes, by the time I reached YZ, worship was already ending. Anyway sermon ended early today! So we decided to go to IKEA for lunch hehehe yay :) DAMN IT HE JUST HIT JADEN SMITH IN THE LEG WHEN HE'S ALREADY INJURED! Okok I sidetracked again. Oh wait, he's getting back up!!!!! :') LOL ANYWAY. Shared 15 piece meatballs (with the bread, soup and drink) with Udella. ^^ Bible study after that, ended at 2.45pm.

Went back home, watched a bit of television then left the house at 4.30pm to go to Suntec. Yeah we went there again 'cuz my brother had to do customisation for his golf clubs. Wanted to go New Look but my mum forgot to bring her membership card!!!!! Can you believe it. :(

So anyway went to Carrefour first... spent a lot of time there 'cuz we were buying the standing up iron hahaha I don't know what it's called. Then walked around looking for shoes. Went to DMK, D&C, Everbest and all but couldn't find nice shoes. :( Went to Hypnosis too but yeah it's kinda big for me. My mum almost bought a dress! But it's black and she doesn't look good in black. Went to Cotton On again 'cuz I couldn't believe I can't find anything there. This time I saw nice things that I wanted but then they didn't have size urgh really sux2bme! And I didn't manage to get a clutch either.

Father's day dinner after that, Japanese food! Ate at MOF :) The menu was like sooooo thick that all of us had trouble deciding what we wanted. But anyway it was a good dinner lah, then had Yami Yogurt after that hehehe froyo! Headed home, bathed and watched Karate Kid. Ended about 5 minutes ago. :)

Ok so maybe I didn't take that long to finish the post after all. It's 11.14pm now! And argh, there's dance tomorrow. :( 55th anniversary practice from 9am to 12pm, and flash mob practice from 1.45pm to 4.30pm. Hope everything goes well.

Well, good night. :)

When you say nothing at all

2011-06-18T23:26:00.004+08:00

Hi people! :) Came back from Suntec City about half an hour ago. Anyway, woke up at 9.30am this morning. Very surprising, and believe it or not, it's the only day in the whole of June holidays so far that I got more than 8 hours of sleep. Usually, I'll just wake up after 7 hours. But last night I actually slept for 9 hours. So anyway, had pau and milk for breakfast.

I wanted to start work at 10.45am but I couldn't access LMS so I thought I couldn't do Geography. So I slacked until about 11.30am, then I decided to try to read San Guo Yan Yi and do my book report but apparently... I failed. Even the first chapter killed me. Then at about 12 noon, Xin Yi & Elaine told me that Mr Lee sent us the Geography assignment. So there I was feeling stupid and with the -_- expression.

Yeah so I did almost all those Data Response Questions which didn't require research first 'cuz my connection was kind of PMSing. At 2pm, Dad came back with lunch. :) Continued DRQ at about 2.30pm and then I wanted to do Geography Essay so I went to read Chapter 7 of the Textbook but halfway thru I had this really splitting headache and I went to take a nap instead.

It was 4pm when I woke up. Continued reading the rest of the chapter then went to bathe. Which means I didn't do my essay. At 5pm we (my parents, 2nd brother and victoria) left for suntec. Had dinner at Crystal Jade first. :) Then went to Golfhouse 'cuz my mum wanted to buy gloves and my 2nd brother wanted to buy golf clubs. After a while my mum brought me to New Look! ^^

Saw quite a few tops that I liked but it's either they didn't have the size or the cutting wasn't right. :( But it was kinda expected anyway 'cuz well, I'm small they hardly ever have UK6. It was so disappointing!!!!! But anyway, I bought a dress since my cousin's wedding is coming up! :) Though I have to find another one 'cuz my other cousin's wedding is coming up too LOL.

Saw this pair of heels that I liked and it matched the dress really well, but it didn't have my size as usual urgh. :( There was a similar one but it wasn't as nice, and my dad said no anyway.. so yeah. Got a free bag 'cuz my mum signed up for the membership card too. :)

Headed to Cotton On after that but I was sooo disappointed, 'cuz surprisingly I couldn't find anything that I liked! Either that or... yep you guessed it, no size. So went to Carrefour to find my dad and my 2nd brother and helped with the grocery shopping! At around 10.10pm we wanted to get Yami Yogurt but it was closed. :( So we went to Macs and got vanilla cone instead hahaha.

Reached home at about 11pm, helped pack the groceries into the kitchen, read Twitter timeline and here I am :) Church tomorrow! Gonna turn in early, in about 24 minutes I suppose, since it's 11.36pm now. I don't want to risk waking up at 9.30am again tomorrow morning, and I reaaaaally hate having to wake up to an alarm when there's no need to. So yeah, good night ♥

I just realised my birthday is in 9 days. And I kind of don't want it to come.

I have no story to be told

2011-06-17T22:59:00.002+08:00

Hi people, I'm really not in the mood now so I'm only going to do a short update on what I did today.

Met Szeyun at 12 noon at Bugis MRT. Went to iluma to get tickets for Kungfu Panda 2 then went back to Bugis MRT to wait for Jiayi. After she came, we went to iluma to have lunch at Subway, then watched Kungfu Panda 2. Quite a nice show, I suppose. It was freezing cold in the cinema by the way. After the movie ended we walked around Bugis street. Saw Joey! In the end we didn't buy anything except pants for Flash Mob.

Went over to Bugis Junction after that. Took neoprints then went to Cotton On. Wanted to get KOI so we went back to iluma and the queue was kinda short, so yeah it was good. Took Bus 7 with Jiayi after that. Alighted at Kembangan and walked home.

So yeah, I know I sound extremely boring and monotonous and moodless and restless and whatsoever in this post but really.... I can't help it. Too much thoughts flowing in my mind. My heart's so heavy it feels like it's going to sink. And my brain feels like it's about to explode. Oh well, I guess I need some QT then. And after that go to bed. Good night everyone.

Let's get it started

2011-06-16T22:50:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone I'm currently in pain. My knees are hurting like, I don't know, crazy?! I don't even know why. I just reached home and it was suddenly like this and yeah I planned to blog today but I just can't stand the pain! I don't even know what I'm supposed to do now. If I sleep, I won't feel the pain. But I'll have trouble falling asleep in the first place 'cuz of the pain! Argh sux2bme. :(

Okay so anyway since I have totally lost the mood to blog, I'll just summarize everything up.

I OVERSLEPT BY AN HOUR.
If you have twitter, you can read my tweets for more details 'cuz I was ranting about it all the way. Then had 55th anniversary practice. Supposed to end at 12pm but ended at around 12.20pm. Went to KFC for lunch with Jiayi, ZiHan, JiaYu, Rachel, Chantal, Sylvia and OuYuan. Went back to school for Flash Mob practice after that, reached at 1.54pm LOL.

Szeyun's finally back!! :) Okay so yeah kind of screwed 'cuz I can't remember most of the steps taught today.... Well that was after I came home, realising that I forgot most of it. Anyway practice ended at 4pm then Jiayi, Szeyun and I went to Macs to chat :) And now I'm at home (duh). Urgh and yeah it hurts so bad!!!!! :( Really hope it doesn't hurt tomorrow, 'cuz...

I'm going out with Jiayi and Szeyun to watch Kungfu Panda 2 and to shop!!!!!!! ♥ I'M VERY EXCITED HEHEHEHE OK BYE.

Ouch.

I didn't know yet, that I was looking at a face I'll never forget

2011-06-15T22:02:00.004+08:00

Hi people!!!! ;)

Okay so it's 10.04pm right now, C.L.I.F just ended, and as all of you know, I really really like that show, so yeah I'm kind of in high spirits right now! Except for the fact that I'm really irritated 'cuz my bluetooth mouse ran out of battery and I have to use the stupid laptop mouse which I hate. Anyway, shall blog about what I did today :)

Woke up at around 8am and after washing up and everything I went to the kitchen to look for breakfast but there wasn't anything so I had cereal then bathed. After that checked my phone and realised my 1st brother bought me breakfast but then I was like, "Huh I ate alr and I'm going out in 10 minutes." so yeah. Coincidentally met both my brothers downstairs after that and awwww almost-my breakfast was Macs! :( In the end gave it back to my 2nd brother (it was originally his but he didn't want it so it became mine) then 1st brother sent me to MRT.

Took to Tanah Merah and waited for the train to Changi Airport. It was damn funny 'cuz me and Elaine entered from different sides (and 1 door apart) and we walked towards each other unknowingly hahahaha fate!!! :) Ok so reached T2 and started talking while waiting for Olivia. Then made our way to Macs and did our RS while Olivia was eating her breakfast LOL wth. Digressed like quite a lot but managed to finish most of it! ^^

Well 'cuz Elaine kept asking if we could go and eat! LOL. So we went to the Staff Canteen at Level 3M (hahahaha it took us really long to get to the place) and had noodles for lunch. Then we went to buy a drink ok this is damn funny. My watermelon juice costs $1.50, Olivia's orange juice costs $1.80 and Elaine's mango juice costs $2.50. And you know what?? Her cup is WAY smaller than ours. Plus the taste is kinda bland lah and the orange juice was quite sour (when Elaine tried it her expression was priceless) so in the end mine is still the cheapest and nicest ^^ HAHAHAHA I kept laughing at Elaine and making fun of her and her cup LOL SORRY.

Okay then we took Bus 24 to Olivia's house after that. Yes, yet another retarded moment omg retarded things always happen when I'm with them!!!!! NO KIDDING. Ran for the bus to find that there was no driver. Boarded the second bus 24 and then we went back to the first one ok LOL and then when we reached the bus stop and crossing the road, we saw the bus driver of the second bus 24 and we waved and he recognised us! ;) Okay sorry hahaha.

Back at Olivia's house we were laughing like, I dno... retarded clapping seals?! Hahaha I can't exactly remember what we were laughing about but I know it definitely has something to do with us being retarded and ok I know one of it was Elaine and her stupid racing car. And another was when I said "Hell's Kitchen" as "Hell's Chicken" bu accident and yeah we did digress A LOT A LOT but it was still fun anyway hahaha all the laughing, and we still managed to finish quite a lot! :) (though it was already 5pm)

So ya Elaine went back while I stayed and helped Olivia create Twitter! ^^ Spent a reaaaaally long time helping her decide her username 'cuz apparently everything seems to be taken up LOL in the end it was like OLIVIAONG_ but when I got home she changed it to olliesays_ so yeah go follow her everyone! :)

GOSH I THINK I'M GETTING QUITE HIGH TYPING THIS POST HAHAHAHA. Great day spent, no kidding! ^^ Okay on a not-so-good note, there's dance tomorrow. :( And I still have a fetish with moustaches!!!!!!! Yes, I'm done, bye :)

I don't know where to go from here

2011-06-14T22:40:00.009+08:00

Edit:
Hi everyone I'm back 'cuz I remembered one of the things I wanted to say! And that's...

I HAVE A FETISH WITH MOUSTACHES.

Yeah, I dno what's up with me either. But I just like it! And like, I really really really want that moustache connector ring y'know! :(

Yep okay I'm done LOL bye.

Hello people! Yeah ok I know yesterday my post was kinda... moodless, but today I've figured that it's not worth getting into such a bad mood over certain things! Shall blog about today then. :)

"Remember, hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies. – Stephen King.

So it was yet another stay-home-all-day kind of day, and ok it was pretty boring. I actually woke up at 7am can you believe it, but anyway I went back to sleep and woke up at 8am instead. Had breakfast and then I started on part b of the History SEQ assignment. So after a long, long, long time, I finished it! ^^

Okay fine. So it was kinda crappy, but hey, considering the fact that I don't exactly understand anything, it's a pretty big achievement ok! After that I sorted out all my files in my laptop, had lunch (teriyaki chicken with rice), watched television, tumblred, tweeted and... it was already 2.45pm.

So I did a bit of Geography DRQ, I don't exactly understand what we're supposed to do, so I did only the first one and gave up. After that made Science notes on the last chapter, of which I am totally clueless. No kidding. Anyway at 4pm I went to watch iCarly (again) hahaha and then Big Time Rush at 5pm, and at 5.30pm I watched Channel 8 for about 10 minutes before continuing with Science notes.

Tried to complete my Science revision paper ('cuz I left quite a lot of blanks) but didn't manage to fill in everything. After that I bathed and looked through photo albums! I was so cute when I was younger (about 4 or 5 years old?) and I realised that my eyes used to be so big! I wonder what happened...

Anyway, at 8.20pm I had dinner, and after that continued looking at photo albums, then went to watch C.L.I.F at 9pm. I have to admit, I reaaaaaaaaally like watching that show! ^^ And I have no idea why too. So yup it's 10.48pm now and that's basically what I've did for the entire day and well, it was too unproductive for my own good. :( Oh well, it's over anyway.

"Knowledge cannot replace friendship. I'd rather be an idiot than lose you." – Patrick to Spongebob.

So, meeting up with Olivia and Elaine tomorrow for both our RS and SIP projects! :) It's only gna be the 3 of us for all of 'em 'cuz Jessie can't come for RS and Annabel can't come for SIP. Hahaha it's gonna be an entire day at the airport (unless we get chased out, then we to go Olivia's house) so I'm kinda looking forward to it since I like the atmosphere at the airport! :)

.... This is so frustrating. Everytime I'm planning of what I'm going to blog about, I have so many things to say. But when it comes to actually typing the post out, I forget most of it. It's pretty sad y'know. Anyway, meeting up with Dylane, Hui Xuan, Simone and Yu Wan on the 21st! ;) Looking forward to it 'cuz I miss them so much and haven't seen all of them for ages!

But, it's gonna be a real busy day for me on the 21st. I'm already skipping 55th anniversary practice to go for some appointment for my joints. Then I have to go back to school in the afternoon for Youth Day audition for HY... and I think all the chinese dancers are skipping practice for Youth Day's Flash Mob as well? Okay, then I go and meet them.

For the first time I actually don't feel like ending this post! But I'm pretty sure no one would read this far, hmmmmm. Okay fine la, bye! ^^

"Pain is temporary. Quitting lasts forever." – Lance Armstrong

You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul

2011-06-13T22:51:00.004+08:00

Hi guys, so I haven't been updating for a few days 'cuz there's really nothing much going on in my life right now.... I think I'm almost lifeless. But anyway here's a brief update on what I did for for the past 2 days, and today, which would most probably be more detailed?

Basically I spent the whole of Saturday home alone and trying to do work but I was so unproductive I could kill myself. I attempted the Math Assignment, I really did ok, but too bad my Math is too lousy I couldn't understand anything. So yeah, I went on to read Merchant of Venice. I kinda forgot what I did, but all I know is that I went to buy dinner with my mum at night and we spent quite a lot of time in NTUC.

Okay Sunday was kinda boring too. Combined service at 10am and my mum and I took a train there. After service went home by myself 'cuz my mum had to go to work. Did a bit of ji ben gong, it was just a sudden motivation. But not much though, apart from splits and flips. Continued reading Merchant of Venice and yeah, nothing.

Let's see... Stayed at home today and I hate it, because all I ever do when I'm at home for the entire day is... eat. Woke up at around 8am today. Had some kind of bun for breakfast, chocolate cream cheese if I'm not wrong. Just look at those three words... spells nothing but fat. Okay then after breakfast I continued reading Merchant of Venice and I actually finished it! Well, without exactly understanding what everything means. Then I ate some gummies, urgh.

Anyway, I decided to get started on my History Essay and after a very very long time I finally finished the first question, hehehehe. Then I had lunch after that, microwaved the pre-baked lasagne then watched tv all the way until 2. Then I wanted to get on with the second question but I was too lazy and all I did was just highlight the information in the readings. And I ate dried apricots.

At 4pm I went to watch iCarly special. Yes I'm turning 14 in 2 weeks, I'm growing up but that doesn't mean I can't watch it ok!!!! Okay whatever. At around 5 I ate a kiwi fruit. Okay that's healthy but still... I keep eating! Show ended at 5.30, I don't really remember what I did but all I know is that when my brother told me he bought dinner back, it was already 7pm plus LOL. So yeah had fried rice for dinner.

After dinner I... forgot what I did (again) and I went to bathe at 8.30pm and while bathing I planned out everything I wanted to blog (much longer and more interesting than this one) then after that at 9 I went to watch C.L.I.F and this show's getting nicer each time!!! So anyway after the show I found out some things, totally lost my mood to blog, which is why you have read such a long, wordy and boring post. And yes I do have lots more I want to post but, nah I changed my mind. Good bye.

Hot and dangerous

2011-06-10T23:27:00.002+08:00

Woke up at around 9 plus, had breakfast, did a little bit of Math then I bathed and left the house about 12 for dance practice. I was kinda strolling to the 30 bus stop 'cuz it's really far and I didn't want to get a stitch. Anyway, reached school around 1pm and learnt some steps for flash mob.

Ok so..... I figured that the only dance I can do is chinese dance. And I was kinda sian during practice anyway because I was hungry plus my fingers were totally numb x123456789. So yeah after practice strolled (even more slowly) to Macs with Sylvia and Zi Han and bought an apple pie while Sylvia bought McFlurry while waiting for Jia Yu and Si Qi.

Walked to Mountbatten MRT and took the circle line together with them. Alighted at Paya Lebar with Zi Han and headed in different directions. And I strolled home, yes more strolling. I don't know what's wrong with me these days, I just have the super sian feeling and all I ever feel like doing is stroll and look at the things around me (and think).

Anyway, cooked spaghetti with my mum for dinner! Okay I was kinda blur but I guess it was fun after all :) Just that I think I cut sausages way too ugly hehe whoops. Okay wait, I thought I had a lot of things to blog about but I guess I forgot everything after thinking.

Gna stay at home tomorrow the whole day, hopefully I'll be productive and get my work done. It's 11:33pm right now, I'm completely wide awake but I have nothing to do. Should I go to bed??

We dance on

2011-06-09T23:27:00.002+08:00

Haha okay short post today 'cuz I don't really feel like updating.

Anyway stayed at home yesterday, finished almost all the 10 pages of Math holiday homework. I was totally in the "-_-" mood because like yeah I really dislike doing Math and all. Oh and I had pre-baked lasagne for lunch. It's like frozen, then I just took it out of the freezer and microwaved it and you know, it's nice :)

So yeah dance practice today, left the house at 7.50am, but after closing the door I realised I didn't close the windows so I had to go back in and everything. Which caused me to miss the 8.05am train, like yeah when I reached the platform the doors were closing. Then... the next train was totally full it's like no one could even board it. And so was the one after that. Then the one after that one was like 6 minutes, and by that time the platform was so full of people 'cause no one could get in.

And it was like... 8.20am, plus even if I took the next train I'd have missed 158 and I'd be late. So I couldn't take it I walked to 30 bus stop (reason why I didn't go there in the first place is 'cause it's a really long walk from my house), paid 36 cents for nothing btw. Surprisingly I wasn't late! I reached the dance studio at like... 8.55am or something.

55th anniversary practice was quite slack today. I finally managed to do that backroll!! ;) And it's actually much easier than I thought it was. Oh and then we kept having breaks... from 9am to 12noon and I think we had 4 breaks, or was it 5. Anyway around 12.30pm, Jiayi, Rachel and I went to KLP for lunch. Had koufu and then chatted, stayed there until like 2 plus, then we went to Yoguru for froyo :)

Continued chatting and stuff, at around 3.45pm we went to Cold Storage (LOL) to look at things. One of the things I always wanted to do is to go to the supermarket with my friends.... don't ask me why. So anyway at 4 plus we went back and on the train there were 2 super cute toddlers!!!!!!! They were like communicating in baby language (they don't know each other) and all hehehehehehe damn cute ;) So yeah went home after that and like yeah, bye.

Oh darling, I was enchanted to meet you

2011-06-07T22:36:00.003+08:00

Out with Laura Darling today! ♥

Met her at Paya Lebar MRT at 12 noon (she was late ok hmpf) then we went to Far East Plaza. Had difficulties finding our way from Orchard MRT :( So anyway, had KFC for lunch and this crazy girl picked up and ice cube and claimed it looked like teeth so she insisted that I take a picture (since I brought my DSLR) so here it is...

So yeah we walked around Far East Plaza and couldn't really find anything :( Either that or things were too expensive/not worth the money. So yeah walked into this shop that kinda interested me but in the end, haha nah. And so here's a picture of me in the shop LOL Laura took it.

That was a picture of a dustbin that caught my attention. Hahaha that's besides the point. Bought my owl necklace before heading downstairs where we saw really cute iPhone/iTouch covers and yeah I saw the bunny case that I wanted!!!!!! And I saw a pink one. The right shade of pink. But then, it was for iTouch 4 :( But Laura bought it anyway! There was a purple one for iPhone 4, but it was kinda translucent so I didn't buy it. And the white one... well it'd get dirty easily. So we left for Bugis, yeah.

Walked around and everything, couldn't find Laura's rose bag anymore :( Anyway I bought a sheer top, a tanktop and, finally a buttoned high-waisted shorts (can't stand the elastic ones)! So yeah was reaaaaally happy :) Okay then we headed to Bugis Junction to get Laura's and Carrine's takopachi. Took 7, went to meet Carrine then walked to Laura's condo's clubhouse, started camwhoring of course. LOL. Here's some of the pictures, jumpshots included!

LAURA'S FREAKIN' CHIO BUNNY CASE. SEE I TOLD YOU.

Look at that crazy girl, jumping with her iTouch. And then posing with it as shown below.

Okay anyway we continued taking photos again :) Here's some of 'em.

There's a photo of me and my owl ring.

And Laura with her bunny case, once again.

Jumpshots again, then tumblr style (though quite fail, sorry 'bout that) photos!

And some random pictures now hehehe.

Then pictures with the owl!

Can you spot my owl ring on my finger in one of the photos? Hehehe :) Ok and here's a random photo which I really like a lot and have no idea why I do.

Started taking photos of my buys after that! :) Ok but it was rly troublesome changing in and out of clothes and stuff.

Super cute watermelon tanktop :)

With the high-waisted shorts instead.

Sheer top with the high-waisted shorts (though it doesn't look like it 'cause i tucked out a lot), and the owl necklace!

And yeah, the sheer top like this. I like it this way hehehe.

And here's some other photos.

Hi.

Best friends forever. Bunny 1 and bunny 2 HAHAHAHA okok jk.

This Laura ah.

My phone and the bunny tail. For some reason I just like this.

Pretty lights. Hehehe.

Yep ok I'm done! Didn't upload all the photos though. Full album's on Facebook, 188 photos :) Yeah I'm really satisfied with my buys, and more importantly the time spent with my darling Laura, so yes I'm a happy girl today!

Anyway, supposed to do Math project tomorrow but since Chian Hao's not back... we're doing it some other day. Which means I'm going to stay home tomorrow, and hopefully I'll be productive! Hehehehe okay byebye :)

Street sales

2011-06-06T22:51:00.003+08:00

Supposed to meet Jiayi at 9.15am today at Kembangan MRT but when I texted her she just woke up! So made my way down to NEX first and waited for Jiayi until around 10.20am although it was supposed to start at 10am hahaha whoops. So anyway made our way to Dhoby Ghaut and started selling the bears and asking for donations! It was fun, and kinda hilarious as well hahahaha :) So anyway we started at around 10.45am and at 12noon we already ran out of all the bears.

So yeah we wanted to go back to NEX to take some but then suddenly a guy came to ask us for directions and all and we spent around 10 minutes trying to help him figure it out but we weren't of much help. He was nice though, he donated! So anyway made our way down to Serangoon and after taking about 10 bears each we went to have lunch at foodjunction first - had pepperlunch!!!!! ;)

Okay so anyway went back to Dhoby Ghaut again (since all the others were doing their street sales at NEX) and continued selling bears and asking for donations. We met this really nice girl from NUS :) She was like doing surveys and all and she kept smiling at us hahaha! At 2.20pm we went to get Gongcha. There wasn't any Passionfruit Green Tea so yeah we tried Milk Green Tea and honestly, it was horrible :( Felt uncomfortable after that!

But yeah anyway we continued our street sales and all and we talked to the girl too hehehe. Then yeah at around 3pm they called us saying we could go back to NEX already and so before we left we asked the girl for her Facebook and uh I forgot her name but Jiayi has it :/ Okay so when we reached NEX we went to the Skygarden and called them but they didn't answer. Waited for quite awhile then we met them and...

Junxiang and Nicholas started dancing while we blasted Baby (by JB) to attract attention and get donations and uh yeah it kinda worked. But Jiayi and I were like super sian down there (whoops, sorry people) because of that stupid Gongcha that made us feel kinda unwell. So yeah sat down there while watching them dance (sorta) and took 2 group pictures and all and left the Skygarden at around 4.15pm? So yeah left NEX and went home with Jiayi.

Hehehe I like doing Street sales! Although there's like nothing fun that I can specify but yeah it's just fun doing it :) Anyway CAF outing tomorrow (and on Wednesday) but I'm not going for both :( On the bright side, meeting Laura tomorrow!!!!!! :) AND WE'RE GOING SHOPPING YESSSSS.

Okay I know I had quite a lot of things to say (I thought about it in the shower!) but now I don't remember anything so yeah... bye.

I love you this big

2011-06-05T19:24:00.004+08:00

Hi people I just took a shower after a haircut (which didn't exactly seem like one). Okay so I told the hairdresser to cut 2 inches but I don't see much of a difference. Ok maybe there is a difference.... like 1cm or something? Okay and I told her to thin the long part of my fringe (because it's really so thick it curls in the opposite direction) but she thinned everything and I look kinda 'toot' right now. Anyway didn't update yesterday because I fell asleep reading... again.

So yeah because of that, I woke up freakin' early, like I auto woke up at 5am okay?! Tried going back to bed and after tossing and turning around I managed to... but only to find myself awake again at 7am. And it was raining!! ^^ So I sat in bed and continued reading from last night.

At 10.30am my parents and I headed to church but yeah there was this biiiig jam because of some plant pruning lah so we took another route and we were 15 minutes late, whoops. Okay yeah sermon today was quite meaningful, though I can't really relate to it. Lunch after that with Udella, Cara and Michelle at Koufu, then we went to KFC for snackers because Udella kept saying she was so deprived of fast-food ever since she went to Sabah!!!! But I'm happy, I didn't eat/drink anything from there :)

Then we started bible study... It was, well, meaningful and thought-provoking, and I think I understand a whole lot more now and yeah I set a few goals for myself and I'm really hoping I can stick to it :) And Cara showed us some pictures too, and they're really beautiful awwwwww. Okay so then I almost got killed by my parents since bible study dragged for about 20 minutes hahaha ok joking I don't mean it literally.

So anyway Cara involved me and Udella in Shortserve and guess what? I'm only left with two completely free days in my entire June holiday schedule. Apart from weekends though, but I'm not that free on Saturdays and Sundays either anyway. So hahahaha I guess I won't be meeting up or going shopping with my friends that much :( I'll be so busy I don't even think I can celebrate my birthday. It's on the first day of school, sux2bme :(

Hehehehe and there's Street Sales again tomorrow!!!!! Going with Jiayi, excited :) Ok haha it's 7.35pm, I'm waiting for dinner to come... bye.

The same stuff over and over

2011-06-03T18:49:00.006+08:00

As usual, 55th anniversary practice today. Steps changed a little and honestly I'm kinda confused right now. Oh and we have to do that back roll which I obviously can't do and I'm just so frustrated about it... URGH. So anyway today's practice felt like ages before it ended, though it was only 3 hours. Went for lunch at Macs with Jiayi, Rachel, Chantal and Sylvia after that. I upsized my meal for that Coca-cola cup so my mum better be good to me today.

I was so freakin' full after finishing my lunch because I couldn't bear to not finish it.... urgh. All the more my mum should be good to me because I upsized that meal and felt like my stomach was going to explode for that cup. Anyway walked to Mountbatten MRT after that. Jiayi and Rachel, making a fool of themselves in school-based tee shirts, running up the descending escalator... tsk. In the train we started talking about scary dreams, hmmmmmm. It wasn't much but yeah I liked it :)

Okay and so I decided my blog needs a bit of colour. It's so grey. I like it that way, but still...

So yeah shall upload random photos from, I duno, recently, long ago?

First day of Chinese New Year, celebrating my eldest brother's birthday.

First day of Chinese New Year at my grandmother's house - cousins and I.

Third day of Chinese New Year @ Bernice's house - Simone, Yu Wan and I :)

Class outing on 18th March, group picture! :)

Class outing - Cheryl, Jaynell, Phoebe and I :) (flour on my damn face)

Class outing - Cheryl and I :) (flour's still there)

Hahaha okay I wanted to upload more but I'm too lazy already.

Anyway, I've been thinking a lot recently hmm and I realised quite a few things... hah. OKAY BYE :)

Dusk to dawn

2011-06-02T22:03:00.004+08:00

I'm so tired right now, been dancing almost the entire day urgh. Woke up at 7am today, then left the house at around 7.50am and took MRT/Bus to school. 55th anniversary practice from 9am to 12noon. Was so happy 'cause we finished learning all the steps to the dance!!!! ;) But then everything's like so crammed up I don't think I'll be able to remember all of the steps. And there are some steps which I can't do properly, hafta train everyday if I can find the determination.

After practice walked to 7-Eleven with Jiayi and Rachel, bought cup noodles for lunch and shared a slurpee hehehe. Sat down near the playground and ate, then after that we went back to 7-Eleven to get a few snacks for the performance later, and by the time we left it was like 12.55pm so Rachel went home and Jiayi and I rushed back because practice starts at 1pm. When we reached the studio Mo Lao Shi told us we were a minute late, but it didn't really make a different anyway because Wang Lao Shi wasn't even there yet.

Did a lot of torturous Ji Ben Gong and practised Hai Yan until around 3.30pm then we started tying our hair, putting on make up and changing into our costumes. At 4.30pm we continued to practise, and we ate a little. Then we went down to the PAC, warmed up, revised steps and everything, I was so nervous for my Hou Fans and Qian Fans argh.

Finally it was our turn to perform, had to rush on stage because we had very little time, but then there were technical difficulties and we had to pose there for more than a minute, and my hand was seriously aching like hell. In the end they closed the curtains and apologised for the technical difficulties. We were supposed to go after the next item, but before they introduced it the music started playing out of nowhere (LOL) so we performed first. So glad I managed to flip and not get any cramps or make any mistakes throughout the entire dance :) But it was really tiring.

After that changed out of costumes, removed make up then called my dad to pick me up and I was so tired because by the time I was at the foyer it was like 6.45pm :( Dancing since 9am, just imagine. Anyway, I brought my camera today but I didn't get a chance to use it so... no pictures! It's only 10.13pm but I'm kinda dozing off, so gonna turn in early tonight. Moreover, there's 55th anniversary practice tomorrow at 9am. Okay before I end off this post...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIXUAN! :) MEETUP SOON K, MISS YOU LOVE YOU. ♥

First of June

2011-06-01T22:48:00.005+08:00

Doesn't time fly? Look, it's June already. And yet I feel like I've yet to get used to Year 2 life. On the bright side, it's the month of my birthday! Okay so anyway, I didn't blog yesterday because I fell asleep while reading last night. Happened for the past 2 nights, wonder if there's something wrong with me hahaha. Shall blog about yesterday first then.

Dad sent me to school, walked to the Auditorium and saw Zi Han and others, then we found out that practice is at the Staff Training Room again. So yeah we headed there, and that morning I felt like dying, no kidding. Headache, migrain (fell asleep with my hair wet), nauseous, muscle aches, and not forgetting the pain at the back of my neck, at my spine and basically everywhere.

Everytime we had to dance from the beginning, it was torture because everything was just so painful. But overall practice was better than the previous day's, maybe because I was in a better mood and all. So yeah, happy that we completed more than half of the dance already! Steps are still okay though there's a part that I don't quite get. Anyway, practice from 10am to 1pm felt like forever, but it was kinda enjoyable.

After practice ended, Jiayi, Rachel, Chantal, Sheryl and Chantal's friend (I don't remember her name, whoops) and I went to KFC for lunch. Thanks Jiayi for lending me money :) Since my wallet didn't even have a single cent. So yeah it was freezing in KFC but we refused to leave. Sheryl and Jiayi were playing some flight control game that they totally went crazy over - and it was funny watching them freak out HAHAHA. The rest of us were just using our phones, going on facebook stalking people and all.

At 3 plus we finally decided to leave, so yeah walked to Mountbatten MRT. On the way we saw a freakin' rat and I almost screamed. Anyway train ride to Kembangan with them was kinda fun and all :) Walked home and it was raining so yeah I ended up strolling home with a million thoughts flooding my mind. Spent the rest of my day reading and when I checked my phone there was a text and missed call from Jiayi. Called her back and found out something that totally made my day!

Today was basically just stay-at-home day. Woke up, had cereal (hehehe yay) and copied out Cheng Yu 201 to 250, then completed Formal Letter Writing assignment! Hehehe I'm so glad I finished it even though I procrastinated a lot, because by the time I was done it was time for lunch. So yeah microwaved my lunch then sat in front of the television and ate.

At 2pm I copied out the STIs slides that Miss Heng sent on to my Biology notebook. I was procrastinating so much because my hand hurt that I finished at 3 plus. Then yeah I continued reading and at 5.30pm (was it?) I finally forced myself to get started on my LA comprehension. After I finished (except the summary, which I plan to do tomorrow, or maybe Friday) I continued reading. And then I revived my tumblr for the 4th time! Hahahaha but I'm positive it won't last. Not gonna tell y'all the url. I wanted to use partycrasherz but it's taken. It's something similar though, so good luck guessing. :)

After that I went back to read, until dinner, and then I read again..... and at 9pm I went to watch C.L.I.F! It's quite a nice show actually :) Bathed after that, yes I know it's late because I actually forgot that I haven't bathed, and here I am (to say that I am now positive that a certain someone reads my blog and thanks to that I don't feel like blogging anymore.... but I shall).

Anyway, there's dance tomorrow and I'm still aching all over! 55th anniversary practice from 9am to 12noon, hai yan practice at 1pm, then the performance at 5.40pm. I really can't afford to screw this up, hope everything will go well. :( Hope I won't get cramps while doing hou fan, hope I won't go slanted while doing qian fan, hope my eye won't start twitching from smiling too much, and most importantly hope I won't ache and my bruises won't hurt by the time I wake up tomorrow!

Going to bed after my hair dries, which will most probably be at midnight or something. Gotta wake up at 7am tomorrow, have to go to school on my own. Hope that's enough sleep to last me the entire day? So worried for tomorrow. Well, wish me luck then. :(

Dance

2011-05-30T19:04:00.003+08:00

Was on the way to school for 55th anniversary dance practice today (9am to 12nn) when Jiayi messaged me saying that practice starts at 10am instead. She told me to meet her at Macs at first but after that she just told me to go to the Staff Training Room. Well, what an unusual place to have dance practices. Apparently only CS dance people were the only ones who didn't know the change in timing, so we just fooled around and warmed up until the teacher came.

Steps were still okay, but I just feel I can't get it right and all! So many steps to remember and I obviously can't do it. For some reason, I don't know what, today's practice just felt meaningless and honestly I had no mood at all to dance. Was so glad when it was 12nn because people in Hai Yan had to go for ASEAN Summit Closing Ceremony rehearsal and we didn't have to stay for practice until 1pm! Rehearsal was okay I guess. After that Jiayi and I went to the General Office, then we met Chantal, Sheryl, Sylvia, Zi Han, Ga Jing and Rachel at the back gate and walked to the bus stop.

Took 196 to Parkway, wanted to eat Swensens but the 1-for-1 offer was over, so we ate Mosburger instead. The queue was slower than any queue I have ever been in, honestly. So yeah ate lunch there and had a really good laugh at EZ Link Cards hehehe ;) After that took bus 15 with Sylvia, Sheryl, Chantal and Rachel and walked (for what seemed like ages) home.

Anyway here are some of the pictures from yesterday's CIP! Rest of them's on facebook :)

Nice face Jiayi.

Hehe Jiayi and I with our tin cans!

Jitmin and I!

Mr Chin donating money :)

♥

Jitmin, me, Jiayi :)

Yuping, Jitmin, me, Jiayi :)

Stitch! I like this picture a lot :) HEHEHE.

Meet my raopo.

Yeah so that's about it. There's dance practice again tomorrow at 10am. I got a bruise at the back of my neck / above my spine (whichever it is) from today's practice btw. Don't wanna go but I've no choice, oh well. Oh btw, my dad keeps asking me what I want for my birthday but I don't know!!!!! Suggestions please?

Back on blogger!

2011-05-29T18:07:00.009+08:00

So after closing my blog for a few months, I'm finally back blogging because it's the June holidays! Well no doubt I'm gonna be very busy, but I figured I should really start blogging again before I forget every single thing that has happened in my life. Anyway, it was my dearest wifey's birthday yesterday (28th May), happy 14th Hazel!

Went to school in the morning for openhouse at about 8.30am, went up to the hall to get the boards then Jiayi and I headed to the foyer holding them up and getting people to join CS! After a while we got chased out of the foyer by some teachers (LOL) so we went back to the hall. Carried the boards, flyers, photos of our dances during QC, free marshmallows (awesome right) and going around telling people more about our CCA! It was kinda fun actually, though people weren't really interested since it's Chinese Society.

We got kinda bored after a while actually so we decided to attract some attention! We did splits in the middle of nowhere and held up our boards, okay fine it was super AA but well... it was fun :) Then Jiayi and I went down to get some free milo hehehe and we stayed downstairs for a while and slacked. Went back up to the hall and just walked around and told parents about CS and when it was nearing 12, Jiayi and I left for Bugis.

Met Carrine, Hazel, Gennie, Laura and Trixie outside Rockery then we went to Ajisen for lunch! Soooo happy to see them, I haven't seen them in like forever and I miss them so much ♥ So after lunch (we spent a long time settling the bill) we just stood at a random place and started camwhoring! Here are some of the photos: (Credits to Carrine, Gennie and Laura)

Group photo at Ajisen!

Gennie and I!

Trixie and I!

Hazel and I!

Carrine and I!

Laura and I!

Carrine, Trixie and I!

Laura, Gennie and I!

Just randomly picked out some photos, there are many others on facebook. So anyway, we headed to Berrylite @ iluma after that. Bought wildberry flavour with fruity pebbles, and so yeah basically we just sat there and camwhored / talked. We didn't do much but it was a reaaaaally meaningful time. :') After a while Jianing came!!!!! Haven't seen her in a long time as well, miss her so much ok. Oh and she came with a cake for Hazel.

There it is. Borrowed a lighter and lit the candles, and after singing the birthday song we dirtied Hazel's face with cake hehehe. ;)

Okay so anyway after cutting the cake we realised we didn't have spoons or forks or plates or anything. So Trixie and I went to the berrylite counter and asked, "Can I have some spoons?" But the person gave only one. So we were like nevermind and we used that one pathetic spoon for a little while, then Carrine went over and asked, "Can I have more spoons?" and she passed only one, again. Then Carrine was like, "More?" and she passed only one. I mean like hello, you kidding me or not?

So anyway we ate around half the cake then we all didn't want to eat anymore so we played Zhong Ji Mi Ma to finish up the cake. Halfway through Carrine didn't want to eat anymore then she and Trixie started making each others' faces with cake and so it all started... Anyway after cleaning up and everything Trixie had to go :( So after she left the 6 of us (Carrine, Gennie, Hazel, Jianing, Laura and I) went to the Sky Garden and took some pictures.

Group photo! (without Trixie)

Another group photo!

Birthday girl and I!

Jianing and I! This freaking giant.

Hehehe my new profile picture on Facebook!

Yep so after that Carrine, Hazel, Laura and I took Bus 197 because I was supposed to go to Parkway but well... my plans changed and I changed to Bus 7 when Carrine and Hazel alighted and headed home instead. But anyway, the talk with Hazel on the bus was really very meaningful, thank you my dearest wifey, I hope you had a great birthday ♥

A little about today - Jiayi, Jitmin and I did Street Sales at Dhoby Ghaut MRT. Met Jiayi at Kembangan and made our way to Sengkang MRT. When we started the 3 of us took MRT to Hougang because it was near, then we realised it wasn't a good choice so we went all the way to Dhoby Ghaut. We were thinking of changing our location again because there were just so many other people doing street sales there, but anyway we didn't. Had a really meaningful time selling the merchandise, and asking for donations after that! :) Saw Mr Chin and Shen Lao Shi there and made them donate hehehe.

Anyway, I was really touched by all those who donated, especially the first person who donated, an old lady. We were in the MRT Station waiting for our train when she approached me and put her money inside my tin can. Being this age she most probably doesn't have an income and she has to support herself, yet she was still willing to donate money to help the poor children. This is a true act of kindness, and it was just a small gesture but it's definitely going to leave me a deep impression. :')

Okay so after we finished our CIP at 2pm, we went to Kopitiam to have our lunch then we walked around Compass Point before heading home. Memorable day spent :) Might upload the pictures we took in the next post if Jiayi uploads them on fb / sends them to me.

It's time for you to seize the day

2011-01-10T21:16:00.000+08:00

TODAY.. WAS AN EXTREMELY BAD DAY. DIDN'T GO WELL.
BUT.. YESTERDAY WAS PRETTY AWESOME.

Back on the dance floor

2011-01-07T22:16:00.003+08:00

LOL siao, my blog's dead like don't know what already lo. But nehmind, decided to update today 'coz dance was actually kinda fun (and painful). Anw, few things first.

You know who you are. I just hope you know this. And keep it in mind. :)

Yup okay so.. Thursday. Flag raising at 9, but reached school at 7.30 so talked to random people until Ms Wong came into class. After that had LSP, 1 hour only :( Back to class for history, didn't officially start lessons yet. Released for recess, I forgot what I ate, then we sorta like chionged to music. But anw when we reached Mdm Zhang also haven't come yet lor -.- And.. music was super boring I almost fell asleep.

Yea so Mdm Zhang released us earlier then we went back to class for math. Had lunch then wen to computer lab for LA. Did some stuff on World War 1 and our topic is like.. freakin' hard. K then walked to the bus stop w Cheryl and Elaine. When 30 came saw Phoebe Karen Rhonda running. So took bus home tgt, and yea reached home around 5?

Today flag raising in class 'coz of the temperature taking exercise. Went down for PE after that, took height & weight and Mrs Chew was talking about all sorts of stuff, almost crapping just to pass the time but yea.. she overshot. :/ K then while walking to the canteen Ms Lee suddenly came and talked to us LOL. Recess over alrd then went to change, and back to class for LA presentation. Screwed it up badly LOL. K then was Math. Somehow time passed like quite quickly ley, don't know why.

Chinese after that. Huangls didn't come so Wulaoshi took us instead. At first she was like asking us about our life in DHS and everything. Then split into groups of 6 and had to draw smth about 2010, and smth about what you want to achieve in 2011. And she said no english so when she came Jinqi just kept saying, "Orh." LOL funny. And yea for the 2011 part we just drew rainbows and clouds and spammed w, "Happy." and "Happy Dunmanian!" HAHAHA. LOL IT'S HILARIOUS LOR.

And then.. Science. Practical was thumb-wrestling LOL. Elaine won Claire. Karen won me. Played w Claire for fun and she won. But I keep winning Elaine, don't know why. So anw. Finals was like Emily against Phoebe > Chian Hao against Shawn > Emily against Jiajun > Jiajun against Shawn. Free entertainment (Y) Ok anw. After science then yea waited for Hannah. Met Tong Ying then went down to the canteen, bought waffle and went up to dance studio.

Put our bags down & stuff then went to change + tie bun. Back to dance studio to warm up and stuff. Then the dai zu people went to practise while rest of us did jibengong. And it's like 100% torture, i swear. Everyth like damn tiring 'coz we double this & that. Plus 50 sit-ups followed by that feiji thing oh my gosh i practically died la. Then didnt do da tiao, dao ti, ping zhuan & bian shen tiao 'coz of my knee. K then xxls came and they danced daizu.

So yea sat at the side to watch. The dance is like.. freakin' nice I'm serious. :) After that danced xuelianhua. First time was rly damn screwed. But after that got better? :/ I hope. Xxls was like saying it was terrible. K anw danced xinjiang once after that. Then she said she's gna teach us a new dance, w fan also!!! ;) So yea, she taught us the basics. IT'S LIKE RLY DAMN FUN LO, I LIKE I LIKE HEHEHE. And the new xuelianhua fan is like quite nice, except that it's smaller. :/ Dropped the fan once, heart pain ah heart pain.

Hmm 6 plus ended dance. Went to the toilet and then Rachel Leang got damn high LOL. So yea the Y3s left then left me Szeyun Hannah. Went down to the canteen to buy drinks then Hannah left. Me, Szeyun, Rachel Leang were like talking then Rachel Leang zi-high again LOL. K anw at about 645 like that my dad came so yea went home. With a headache and obviously, knee pain. :(

Made a wrong turn, once or twice

2011-01-05T21:55:00.002+08:00

Second day of school. I'm still sitting with Annabel. Just that now she's on the right and I'm on the left. And.. we moved one row up. -.- Not surprising. Well anyway, started off with Geography. New teacher LOL Ms Wallace. She's gna be teaching us w.. tweety oh gosh LOL. Recess then LA. Ms Low came in and we did self-intro and stuff. Then HCL, Ms Heng came in also & we used the lesson for PC. Changed seats & selected class comm all these.

RS after that. Went to PAC and sat there for an hour listening to them talk lol as usual. And then science Ms Heng again LOL. Wth my life is freakin' boring. For the next few sundays in church when people ask me how I am, I think it's gna go back to, "lifeless." Ah well. Anw after school ate lunch w Elaine, then went home w her and Rhonda. Think we talk damn loud in the bus LOL. :/ Walk home, knee pain again sigh.

K. I'm not looking forward to school tomorrow. And right now I just feel damn pekcek, don't ask me why. But I do. Okay bye.

A distant galaxy across the evening sky.

2011-01-04T22:17:00.002+08:00

Hmm okay hello. First day of school today. Will elaborate later. After I talk about 2nd & 3rd. Went out with Udella, Cara, Vera, LiQun, Hannah Chiang, Jessica and Yi Ling on the 2nd. Watched Narnia. Didn't watch the previous ones but it's actually quite nice ley. :) Okay anw. Walked around after that and all. After the movie me & Udella got high, as always! Laughed like two crazy people, no doubt. K anw, on the 3rd I basically just stoned at home LOL.

Today. First day of school. Not a good one, trust me. Firstly, Mdm Rozana's not our co-form or bio teacher anymore. :( She's on maternity leave. And well yea, I don't wna say it all out but in any case, it just wasn't good. Started off with flag raising, principal talk, ACC, math then recess. LA after that, teacher didn't come 'coz she was involved w Y1 orientation so our new co-form came in instead. Ms Joanna Heng.

After that was CME, teacher was freakin' funny 'coz when she walked in the first thing she said was, "OH MY GOD!!!" HAHAHA. K back to Sci after that. Ms Joanna Heng again. Then we were dismissed, had lunch and then went back home. Anw, Ms Sng misses 1E'10 and 2E'10!!!! :') Aww Ms Sng we miss you too. ♥ A LOT. :'( Come back & teach us pleaseeeee. K forget it. I'm dreaming.

Anw, headache pain like crap. Knee pain until cannot walk properly. I feel like dying from all these pain. Shall sleep soon then. So I can't feel the pain. So yea.. bye. :) Not looking forward to tomorrow btw.

A brand new story.

2011-01-01T01:30:00.009+08:00

Just like that, 2010 flew past. Honestly, it mostly hasn't been good but still.. there are wonderful times. And thank you all who have contributed to making me smile the past year. :') So now it's 2011 and..

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

New year, new start. All the bad things that happened, I'm gonna leave them in 2010. Yep anyway, today was pretty much spent with Sj7. In the morning msn with Carrine, then Laura signed in and yea we chatted until afternoon. In the evening, dad sent me to Laura's place and I watched them use their laptops and stuff haha. After that we went to the playground, didn't really camwhore, but we took a lot of pictures of Alex OH MY HE'S DAMN CUTE!!!!!!! ;)

HAHAHA Okay anyway, we went to take some food after that and LOL i saw Nicholas & Marcus hahaha! If i knew they were going i'd have asked them to fetch me there also lo, wait for my dad until like waiting for the sky to fall like that. Okay sorry, back to topic. Yea we went to the playground to eat and stuff, then tried to camwhore, but my DSLR was acting weirdly so yea.. we gave up.

Went back to Laura's house and.. photobooth! It was freakin' funny!!!! We were like, "3.. 2.. 1.. (shouts random thing related to Sj7)!!!!!!" HAHAHAHA. The looks on our faces were epic, really man. Then camwhored while watching Breakout LOL. After that went to the barbecue pit awhile, then Carrine had to go 'coz her dad wanted her home :( So we sent her down then back to the barbecue pit.

It. was. totally. awkward. :( Well then Carrine shone that super strong light from her balcony and it almost blinded us lo really. K we were on the phone with her. After hanging up Laura and I went back to the table, watched them play games & heard them talk and all. Then it was like 11.58.. 11.59.. 12am! SPARKLERS! :) Yea hug here & there, take pictures and that was pretty much how I started off 2011. JUMPSHOTS AFTER THAT HAHAHAHA IT WAS FUNNY LOR. Then I had to go home... :( K ANYWAY. Pictures soon, promise.

Memories that will last a lifetime

2010-12-31T10:52:00.012+08:00

Hi everyone. :) Yesterday was pretty much just staying at home and doing what all of you would most probably be doing. So anyway, it's the last day of 2010 already, and it felt just like few days ago I just got into 1E, starting to know my classmates and all that. Well, it doesn't matter 'coz no matter how hard you try, time won't rewind. 2010's been, well.. a not too great year for me.

Problems aplenty, I'm sure. So many ups and downs. The fun, laughter, joy, sorrows, hurt, guilt, basically just everything. And I really want to thank my friends for being there for me, through it all. My primary school friends especially! But of course my secondary school friends too. And not to forget my awesome church friends. Plus my family as well.

As 2010 comes to an end, I just personally want to thank God for this year. If I were to look on the brighter side of things, it really isn't as bad as it seems. :) But I do hope 2011 will be an even better year though. I've almost got my New Year resolutions done, but I'm not going to post them online hehehe. Anyway, going to Laura's place for countdown later with Carrine, excited to meet my dearest Sj7. ♥

For now, pictures from... whenever. LOL. Not gonna post all of 'em up 'coz it's really A LOT. Rest of them's on facebook!!! Well anyway, enjoy. :)

Okay the pictures are actually kinda screwed. I uploaded a lot more than that but then somehow only these few appeared. Oh well, you can look at them on fb if you're interested anyway. That is, if you can see it. BYE & HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE! :)

Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find

2010-12-29T23:00:00.003+08:00

Hello people I know I haven't been updating for a few days but yea.. I didn't really have the mood to. So yea, will give a short update on what I did from 26th to 29th? :) Pictures will come in the next post (probably) when I'm not rushing. 'Coz I've to wake up at 6.45am tomorrow for CCA and I wna sleep earlier!!! (11.30pm?)

26th.
Church in the morning, Youth Zone went out for this like.. task or smth. Our group had to go to Jurong East and tell 3 strangers "Jesus loves you and He died for you." then take a photo w/ them HAHA. So anyway, after church had lunch with family and then wanted to go to grandmother's house but she wasn't around so we headed back home.

27th.
Went to Creative Arts Festival rehearsal in the morning. Honestly, I feel like quitting CAF.. but nevermind. During the rehearsal we were forcing Chantal to go to Macs w/ us but she was damn cute with her, "KFC!!!!!" Haha but in the end only Szeyun, Jiayi and I went. :) After we finished I sent them to the mrt, down the escalator, up again then they left while I walked back. Halfway, dad saw me so he picked me up from there instead.

28th.
Trixie's house with Carrine, Gennie, Joanna and Laura. I love them. ♥ Photos all on facebook. Okay maybe not all, just those on my DSLR. Time flies when you're having fun and when you're with the people you love wholeheartedly.. :) Basically, went to Trixie's house, camwhored a lil' with her and Gennie. Carrine and Laura came, camwhored a lil' more then went to eat + watch Breakout. Joanna came, camwhored & talked, sent Laura to MRT, went to eastpoint to buy stuff and went back to camwhore + talk again.. LOLOL. Hehe I like the photos!! (Y)

K then I lost track of time and I rushed to meet blogshop owner, was 10 minutes late but in the end she forgot to bring my bag LOL so I waited for her at Tampines bus intercharge for almost an hour? Saw Rochelle, Gwyneth, Jolene and some other SCs there. At 7 plus bused back to Trixie's house. Then Gennie had to go so we (me Trixie Carrine) sent her to MRT. Walked back, Carrine and I took our stuffs then we left already.

29th.
Out with Laura today. Supposed to go with Carrine but yea.. she was sleeping. Met Laura at Paya Lebar MRT at 1.30pm, then took 76 to Parkway. Bought KOI, walked around for a bit then took 197 to Bugis. Bugis street first. Bought a pair of shorts & 2 cropped tees (same design), one for Laura as her X'mas present. I know you love me Laura. Then went back to Bugis Junction, saw Leora but don't think she recognises me, haha nvm. Went into Diva for awhile but it was super crowded 'coz there was a sale so we went out after about.. a minute or so? :X

Went to the escalator there to sit down. And obviously, camwhore. Pictures on facebook haha I like 'em!! (Y) After sitting down for.. quite a long while (didn't keep track of time), we went to the toilet which had a super long queue, and then went to get Laura's happiness LOL. After that we walked around looking at shops, then decided to head to her house! Used the laptop, cawhored using photobooth. Photos on fb also, and I like again!! Hehe. After that went to the clubhouse, camwhored a lil' more then I went home. I rly love today's photos! Go check 'em out, if you can see them. :)

We were the reason that He gave His life

2010-12-25T23:40:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!!!!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS! On this very day some 2000 years ago, Jesus Christ was born~

Only 19 minutes before the first day of Christmas will be over. On the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me, a patridge in a pear treeeeeee~ So well anyway, let's start with yesterday. :)

Yesterday was pretty much kind of boring, like doing a lil' of TKAM (yes, I'm still not done yet), staying at home tweeting, msning, texting, facebooking and stuff. Talked to Gennie twinz on MSN about dance & stuffs and how much we miss KHS danceclub!!! :'( & thanks for your concern btw, I'm really very touched. :') I'll take care, and you too alright!! ♥ Yea so anyway, my parents wanted to bring me shopping but they didn't in the end.

So yea, just kept doing the same thing all the way until midnight, wished people Merry X'mas and everything, then started syncing my pictures and songs into my iPhone (like finally!) It took like really super long, and I became very tired at around 2am so when it finally finished syncing I immediately shut down my laptop and went to bed without tweeting and stuffs. Okie woke up in the morning at about 8am, less than 6 hours of sleep, OH NO. :(

Okay woke up and prepared for church and all, then entire family went for breakfast at Macdonalds near church. Saw Teacher Susan and family there!!!! Everytime we go there we're like sure to see them LOL. Okay reached church and then had Christmas service, and then we quickly left 'coz my dad wanted to have lunch at Vivo's Sushi Tei and he said it'd get crowded if we delayed any further.

So yea, we headed to Vivo! Had Sushi Tei and yes I know Japanese food is like awesome only. :) Ate halfway and then saw Vera & family!! (without Ernest I think) And then like, HAHAHAHAHA it became very funny! My 2nd brother is such a joker, like really~ Okie after lunch we went back home 'coz my 2nd brother had to take his wallet. I changed into shorts and we headed to Parkway.

Met Carrine sista at KOI!!! ♥ While waiting for our (2nd brother, his gf and me) turn, Gennie twinz came!!! ♥ Hehehe ok so we sat down to drink KOI, then went to Parkway > toilet (camwhore!) > Cotton On~ Bought a pair of flats and a top with Carrine. Mine's white and hers is black. After that we went to Berrylite to sit down and chat etc. Went to kpool to find Carrine's and Gennie's friends after that. Stayed there for quite awhile then went to back to Parkway.

Walked around then they bought sushi. After that sat down at this random bench and started eating plus camwhoring. Was already 6 plus by then. My mum called & then i had to go :( Hugged them (never do proper one!!!!!!) and then went down to the Food Court to look for my family. Had dinner, shopped for some last minute Christmas presents then went back home~

Waiting for Carrine and Gennie to upload the pix, then I might post them. :) Too lazy to upload the pics in my phone (for now at least). Alright goodnight people it's 11.52pm.

Sweet dream, beautiful nightmare

2010-12-23T23:51:00.005+08:00

Hello. :) Alright, I know I haven't been blogging for like, many days. But this week's been really busy and I don't know.. I just feel tired everytime I reach home. So yep, will blog about the past few days, gonna make it short 'coz yea i'm tired.

19th.
Church in the morning, no YZ so went for main service, was a christmas carol session. K quite funny la I guess. Bible study after that, lunch with Christel and Clairene. They didn't bring their worksheets so instead Cara, Michelle, Christel, Clairene, Daphnie and I practised for CCIS. Cannot stop laughing sia idk why!! HAHA. Then took MRT with Michelle and Constance, stopped at Paya Lebar to meet Laura and Carrine then went to Laura's house. We were bored so we played Monopoly, I like I like! :)

20th.
Woke up and prepared for wudao. Didn't wear leotard or tie bun 'coz I had MC, but when I reached zhengls said I had to, oh well. It sucks not being able to dance lo, just sit at the side and watch :'( After wudao went downstairs to have like, refreshments? I think, idk. Everyone took 2 bottles of water then boarded the bus to Botanic Gardens. Reached and then walked to this place, then we split into our groups for Amazing Race.

After the first five minutes I already had 5 mosquito bites -_- Okay anyway had trouble finding the first station. After that went to the Shaw Foundation stage thing, spent quite a lot of time there. Then went to this place where we had to find a 100 plus bottle. And then to the Swan Lake. Had to use pocky to pass a paper in the shape of a polo sweet HAHA. Last station we had to pick up a bottle of water (no cap) from a center of a circle without stepping into it. Managed to do it with a string!! By the way, I had a total of 14 mosquito bites.

When we were back at school, dad fetched me to Orchard for CCIS. Met Christel, Clairene and Cara outside of Wisma Atria, then registered > changed > ate > started shift. Was really really tiring, but awesomely fun & meaningful. (even though my knees hurt like crap) I don't know how to describe this year's CCIS (Christmas is LOVE), but all I know is that it's definitely one of the most memorable things I've done. :)

21st.
Basically, it was just mostly wudao. After that then went to macs for lunch with Jiayi, Szeyun, Tong Ying, Hannah, Sheryl, Chantal, Rachel Leang and Ou Yuan. :) As usual, did the Y1'10 Wudao tradition.. hehe. Let our seniors try too ;) Kekeke. Okay went to buy ice cream after that, and Rachel Leang was like damn funny only. She wanted to pour coke into her ice cream so she stuck her ice cream into her drink with the straw, then her ice cream dropped out and she tilted it back. After eating for quite awhile she asked, "What will happen if I overturn it?" So she did, and her entired vanilla ice cream dropped into her coke. (Y)

HAHAHAHA RACHEL LEANG YOU ARE SO EPIC. Okay anyway, MRT back home after that. :) Rachel was talking about her Rakhun. Or more like Racoon lor please. The police will definitely catch her for keeping illegal wild animals. K i know we're damn lame but we were too bo liao already.

22nd.
Last day of WYY, was actually quite fun! Lazy to elaborate, you just need to know it's fun. :) AND I LAUGHED LIKE CRAP BECAUSE CHANTAL AND VERENE BELIEVED ME WHEN I GAVE THEM MY NUMBER BACKWARDS. Okay anyway, I got my iPhone 4 that day!!!! Thankyou daddy. :) K after wen yi ying, went to KFC with Szeyun, Jiayi, Hannah and Jitmin. Then took MRT to Paya Lebar and I went to Carrine's house. They were baking cookies and I saved their cookie dough!!!!! :) (Laura's and Carrine's) But their icing was good okay.

We made a super big Sj7 cookie btw. ♥ Okay, anyway go visit Carrine's blog @ itsmecarrine for detailed information. :) At night we played Monopoly deal & then the Monopoly board game. I was rich coz I got the purple side. (Y) Anw went up to watch Breakout at 9pm, then went home.

23rd.
Woke up fiddling with my iPhone etc. I was like saving contacts from 10pm the previous day until 1am or something. K anyway, did CCIS again today with Hannah. It's the last day :( Anyway, did with Cara first and this really really nice jiejie, and I'm sorry that I don't know her name LOL. We had to dress up coz we were roaming villagers!!! People kept staring.. :'( I DID NOTHING WRONG.

It was kinda hard at first 'coz I sorta lost the 'feel' from Monday. But then I sorta got it back. Went for our break at 3.30, changed out of our costume then went to foodjunction. Practised telling the Christmas story using the thing at the back of the booklet, and then got back to work. Went back to the villagers' place, and then 3 of the volunteers (jiejies) asked us to sit down and then we started carolling!! HAHAHA SO FUNNY.

Okay then it was time for serious business and we got back to work! But after awhile my knees started to hurt so I rested. :( Then I went back to work again hehe. Oh and Hannah and I saw Qinni!!! SO EMBARASSING IN THOSE COSTUMES. At 6, Cara had to go back to do make-up and the jiejie (sorry i really don't remember her name) had to go back to school. So Hannah and I followed this other jiejie (k I'm sorry I'm bad at remembering names, really!) until about 8 plus, then both of us and Cara left. Ate at ION (food opera) then met Victoria, and Cara went to the MRT station while we went to the taxi stand to meet my dad and my 2nd brother.

Overall I think CCIS is really a memorable and meaningful thing, and lots of fun too! I think it's really good experience 'coz you'll know how those people who give out flyers feel when you reject them (it's really discouraging alright, mind you!). And even if you really don't want them, you can tell them "it's okay" instead of just walking away or something. No need to be so dao right!! And yea, it builds up your courage!!!!! :) WILL DEFINITELY GO AND HELP NEXT YEAR IF I CAN MAKE IT.

Alright shall end here, bye. :)

So afraid of taking chances

2010-12-18T22:18:00.003+08:00

Went to Hannah's house in the afternoon to bake cookies.

First up was chocolate chip cookies, and the cookie dough was sticky. Somehow it kept sticking to my fingers but not Hannah's. Well.. our first batch (4 cookies) were like chaota, so we threw them away.. :( Then we baked the next few batches and started adding icing. Sorry there's no pictures coz I can't find my usb.

Then we started making our white chocolate cookies. It was really fun chopping the white chocolate HAHAHA. (yes that's what we had to do) Okay anyway, the cookie dough didn't stick and it was nice and soft hehehe. :) This time our second batch was a lil' chaota, but still quite okay? And so after baking all our cookies, we added more icing and then ate seaweed while waiting for it to dry.

We googled how long it'd take for the icing to harden, but turns out we bought the wrong type so it never will. But we decided to leave it alone for awhile coz it was like 7pm plus. So we walked to Eastpoint and then had Subway for dinner. After dinner went back to Hannah's house to pack the cookies. We couldn't stack them coz it'll ruin the icing, so yea we used a lot of containers.

Then we destroyed our own cookies by breaking it and then using the remaining (and useless) icing to squeeze it all over by drawing stuff and swirly lines HAHAHA. At 8.45pm dad came to pick me up and so i'm home. :)

I really wanted to do homework but I'm tired from all the baking the entire afternoon, plus there's church tomorrow so I can't wake up late. Really running out of time already but I'll just figure smth out. :/

Through the ups and the downs

2010-12-16T21:48:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRIXIE BUBBLETEA. ♥
& happy birthday Lynn (Ng)!! :)

Yea okay. Today was a very.. crazy day. It's like too much things happened. Firstly, the meeting for wyy was a major screw up. My group's called bugs bunny. Nice one. Had lunch at macs with Tong Ying after that, we were talking about stuff and were laughing like two crazy people. It was fun, I guess. Then I took 196 to Parkway to meet Hannah. We were walking around and stuff, then suddenly.. I SAW HAZEL WIFEY & JIANING!!!!! OHMY OHMY SIM & LIM ♥ I MISSED YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!

Okay anyway, Hannah and I walked around then we decided to go get KOI. Halfway, we saw them again, with their friend LiJun. :) KOI was interesting.. coz they accidentally made 2 cups of Hannah's order (long story), so they told her to take both. Gave 1 cup to Hazel and I think she brought it home to give her sis haha. Went to Hannah's house after that. We were looking thru her baking book to decide what kind of cookies to bake on Saturday.

Then we went to the kitchen to see what ingredients she already had. Decided to go to Eastpoint to see if they sell icing. While walking I just kept slipping & slipping zzz. Okay then we reached and went to this shop that sold all sorts of stuff for baking. Then there was this small boy about 5 or 6 years old, whom I think is mentally unsound, and yea he did.. something. Hannah knows and that was totally the my-life-sucks kinda thing. Yup okay then went to Eastpoint to walk around for awhile, and when walking back to Hannah's house I continued to slip & slip & slip walao.

My knees & hip hurt a lot la and I had no idea why, but whatever. So we got bored and used my iTouch for awhile. Called my mum to pick me up and while waiting for her we ran out of things to do so we started playing Stress HAHAHA. It's just like primary school, aww I miss those days :'( Okay anyway, mum picked me up and she bought Oreo Cheesecake. :) K dinner, then my mum had to go with my 2nd brother to the doctor so I followed to check my knees & stuff.

At the carpark, saw Carrine sista. ♥ Alright then went to the doctor and.. the cartilage at my knees & i think hips are like wearing off. And guess what? My dad has this problem too. I have some shitass old people problem. Furthermore, the doctor said I should take glucosamine and the doctor only had the dosage for adults. Which proves that this shouldn't happen to people my age!! Plus, i'm excused from dance for the rest of the year. Good job Laural, good job.

Okay so many good things and bad things happened today. I think it was kind of like a crazy day. But it doesn't matter right now 'coz my mood is just ruined. And I have to take awful medicine. Like real awful. It's been 20 mins since I took that tablet and I already drank a cup of water but that stupid taste is still in my mouth. So basically for right now, MY LIFE SUCKS.

Most probably going to be MIA for the next.. few days. But will definitely post about baking. Okay fine, maybe not definitely. But 90% I will. YEA OKAY SUX2BME GOODNIGHT EVERYONE.

Just hafta let go,

2010-12-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

Phoebe's house today. (Y) Awesome.

But then my day got real bad. And then worse.

As you shoot across the sky,

2010-12-12T22:19:00.003+08:00

Hmm okay so I didn't update for the past 2 days. But whatever.

10th December, Friday

happy birthday my cute little cuzzie damian. ♥ and to luke and michelle chan.
Okay did some homework in the afternoon and then in the evening prepared and went to Esplanade. Walked around, had a quick dinner (japanese food) then went to the theatre to watch Cinderel-LAH! and it was like, nice. (Y)

11th December, Saturday

happy birthday daddy. ♥ and happy anni trixie bbt. ♥
As usual used laptop, did some homework then in the evening prepared and went to Marina Bay Sands. Walked around and went to the food court for dinner (carbonara). It was like super crowded. But anw, after dinner we continued walking around then headed to Sands Theatre for Riverdance. Quite nice la i think. And tap dancing is like so cool kekeke.

After the concert we went outside to look at the scenery. 2nd brother was acting like some crazy guy la so i just pretend idk him lo. HAHAHA. Walked around somemore then reached home at about 11.30. Changed then cake-cutting ceremony. Took some pictures but i'm too lazy to upload. After that me and my 1st brother played around with my camera. At about 1am plus went to bed.

12th December, Sunday

happy birthday cheryler! :)
Macs for breakfast and then changed and prepared for church, wore camp tee. When i reached i thought i was late but they haven't even went into the MPH yet. So anw talked awhile and then went in already. Worship > camp afterglow. Aww i miss YZ camp :'( HAHA camp afterglow was damn funny coz we played hu-ke-chuan-zhang again. ;) After that went thru what we learnt in camp.

Then YZ ended and me & Udella went to buy lunch for ourselves & Michelle & Cara. Cara gave us $50 note coz she got no small change & then Vera took it LOL. Chased her around then went to buy. Came back and when i started eating my teeth hurt so i gave the rest of my lunch to my brother. Came back and my bag dropped, my water bottle opened and my bag, my stuff, the floor and the table got wet. LOL. Ok then we changed table :X Bible study after that. When we ended i was about to call my mum when i dropped my phone and it just flew. Oh well today damn unlucky LOL.

Okie then waited for my parents downstairs with Udella. We were both like damn sian, laugh that time also sian lo. K then went home, used laptop and then bathed and went to Sushi Tei for dinner. Back home and texted Udella. Still texting her and I'm like rly laughing at my phone screen. :X SHE'S DOING IT TOO. (Y) Ok Phoebe's house with Xiying tomorrow to do homework. HOPE I GET MOST OF IT DONE.

You hold my world in the palm of Your hand,

2010-12-09T21:46:00.003+08:00

Woke up today to notice my even-heavier-eyebags. I look so much like a panda right now. So anyway, had the leftover sandwiches which Simone and I made yesterday for breakfast. Watched a lil' tv, used a lil' laptop and then at 10.45am, walked to the MRT station to meet YuWan. Walked back to my house and went to HDC to accompany her to rebond her hair. And I didn't sit from the time I left my house to the time I got back, which was after YuWan finished rebonding. Sat at my house for a while, then sent her to MRT.

Walked back home and reached at about 2.30pm. Cooked cup noodles for lunch hehe. And then at 3pm plus, Hannah texted me saying that she was downstairs my condo. So I brought her up to my house. Played with my camera but didn't camwhore because she's camera shy. Used laptop, watched iCarly & Victorious and went to the swing downstairs my house while listening to songs. Went inside the baby pool for awhile, then went to the vending machine to buy Roller Coaster. Sat down and started talking and she left at 6.45pm.

Okay I'm contemplating on whether I should upload the pictures I have in my phone up here. I think maybe not. Alright bye. :)

I put You first that's all I need,

2010-12-08T23:16:00.005+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE, TODAY WAS AWESOME. ♥ First, met Simone at the bus stop near my house and we went to the provision shop to get bread and nutella. Then we went to my house to make egg sandwiches & nutella sandwiches. By the time we were about to finish we realised that it was already 10.50am LOL. So yea I quickly changed while she finished making the bread. Cleaned up, took table cloth to use as mat then left the house. Met Huixuan at Kembangan at 11am plus, took to Paya Lebar and then met YuWan at Esplanade MRT. Spent quite a lot of time trying to find Carrefour after that. Then we finally found it, but it was the 2nd floor one. Went down the escalator and saw Dylane.

Then went into Carrefour to look for food for our picnic hehe. Bought cheese & pizza balls, potato chips, 2 bottles of coke, marshmallow, cadbury, seaweed and I think that's all. Paid then went to Promenade MRT, trained to Dhoby Ghaut MRT > Marina Bay MRT > Bus 400 to Marina Barrage. Reached and then set out our stuffs all those. The first thing that happened was that random people gave us post its saying 'You are sexy', 'You are nice', 'You are awesome', 'You are cool', 'You are like the clouds' or something like that. 'Cos I think it was an activity LOL.

Okay then we started eating and stuff. 2 rounds of Truth or Dare then we got like really bored. The chocolate was like gross 'cos it melted super fast in the hot sun. But, we dipped marshmallows in melted chocolate! And we forgot to bring cups or buy ice, so coke wasn't that nice. Okay Simone was like friggin' funny 'cos she poked the marshmallow up the straws that we 'stole' earlier on from a drink stall then poked the straw in the grass trying to roast them but it was super fail LOL. Okay so anw we just ate and talked, and then went to camwhore but only a few pix 'cos after that some guy's kite got stuck between our food LOL.

Tried offering food to the little kids who had a field trip there (which was partially why we decided to leave 'cos they were running all over the place) but then only 1 of them took from us LOL. Okay yea talked somemore, cleared up then left already. Cabbed all the way to Bugis 'cos we were too lazy to take bus, take train and then change train. First thing we did was take neoprints hehehe yay. Then we went to bugis street, walked around and ya did smth LOL. Walked awhile alrd then Simone and Huixuan went to Comics Connection while me and Dylane went with Yuwan back to the shop. After we were done we went to Comics Connection to look for them. Then went to collect KOI. Saw Mavis hehe.

KOI was quite a long wait so Simone and Huixuan left first. 3 of us talked about stuff that got me kinda like, really excited to do it LOL. Ahh :/ So anw after collecting KOI, we walked back to Bugis Junction then took MRT. In the train, there was this woman who suddenly dashed out of the train and she accidentally banged into me then she hit my right ass and now it hurts. :'( No kidding, I'm serious.

Anyway, YuWan's coming over tomorrow to do her hair. Okay good night everyone, I think I took forever to post this because it's already 11.49pm. By the way, YuWan's gna upload the photos on facebook.. soon. :)

My Comforter, my All in All,

2010-12-06T22:45:00.007+08:00

Okay, here to blog about YZ camp!!

3rd December, Friday

Dad sent me to church in the morning. Sat down at the cozy corner and talked to Udella, Iris, Feranda, En Lin, Megan and Christel. After that at 9am plus we gathered in the MPH in our groups. ZIRCON ♥ It's a type of rock btw. Okay our group was super pathetic then 'cos only a few people were there - Me, En Lin, Kristal, Joey, Melva, Markham and Michael. Had some ice breakers in our own groups then decided that ours was too small so we combined with Flint.

After that Zircon went for lunch together with some people from Gabbro. Melva kept asking me if I wanted to eat xiao long bao LOL. And so.. since then my name was xiao long bao. Okay anyway the bus took a long time to come so we went to the coffee shop opposite church instead. After that gathered back in church then had some games. Melva was the one of the station masters so there were only 6 of us left, HAHAHA. First station was smth like Tic Tac Toe, girls vs guys so kinda impossible for guys to win 'cos there were only 2. There were stickers with books of the bible on it for the next station and we had to stick it on ourselves and arrange without talking. Had to choose our 6 best players, so yea all of us played LOL.

Then the next station we had dunk our heads in a basket of gua zi and had to spray water so that it'd stick to our faces. Kinda disgusting but luckily we were the first group. Went up to the 3rd storey after that and watched videos. Then MPH, Melva was there. Had to act out phrases then pass it on to the next person and guess, kinda funny LOL. Paul arrived after that. Next station was downstairs, played table tennis while shouting answers zzz. My brother's station LOL! Okay then did puzzles next. 4 girls vs 3 guys and we won all hehehe we are awesome. Okay then back to the MPH. Rested awhile then went back to MPH.

And then Vera came. Had a bible quiz from 4.30 to about 6, then we bathed and had dinner. Michelle, Chelsea and Vibhav came. Worship after that, followed by sermon and then discussion. Ended at about 10 plus, then supper. Didn't eat so we played Monopoly Deal until 11 and then lights out. Oh and happy birthday my dear jaynell. ♥

4th December, Saturday

Woke up when they turned on the lights suddenly, washed up and then pau and milo for breakfast! HAHA. Went up to MPH for worship after that, then sermon and discussion. Lunch at 11am plus LOL and then devotion! Prepared for games after that, it was kinda drizzling but we just carried on anyway. Walked to the field nearby church and the rain got heavier. So anyway, they briefed us and stuff and then yea we started.

First game was that we had to hop to the center when they called your number to pick up stuff, and then hop back. It was horrible 'cause our shoes got all wet and muddy and the muddy water just splashed on you. Next game was smth about blowing balloons, blow until I felt like dying alr LOL. Anyway our group was kinda fail for that game, but still had fun. Then had the pegs game, girls & guys separate. Fun and funny hehe. Last game was something about completing a few stations in 5 minutes. We got first haha yay! Then watched 3 people smashed eggs on their faces. ;) Markham, Ernest and Joel.

Okay then we went back, washed our super wet dirty stinky shoes and went to bathe. Dinner after that and then at 7pm i left to meet Hannah. MRT to Woodlands, then bus to Republic Cultural Theatre. Liang laoshi dance until very nice!! Hehe yay. :) Want her to continue teaching us but aiya cannot. Sarah & Zina were dancing too! Then intermission, I saw xiao laoshi!!! :) YAY. Her husband was there and so was botakhead teacher. (haha sorry it's a habit) Talked to her & took pix then back to the concert. Ended at about 10.30, then talked to xiao laoshi, her husband & botakhead teacher. They gave me & Hannah a lift back to woodlands mrt hehe so nice. Went back to church was kinda late, reached at 11.15 and it was lights out. Sorry to those i accidentally stepped on. :(

5th December, Sunday & 6th December, Monday

Happy birthday Gina! :) K. Woke up then during breakfast went outside 'cos smth happened. Skipped breakfast in the end and went to MPH straight. After that went to adult service then if i'm not wrong we had discussion & devotion. And then lunch then gathered in MPH for briefing on amazing raze. Zircon was the first to leave. :) But when we reached the first station (Alexandra Park) no one was there then we went back & forth, back & forth waiting for the person. K then back to Queenstown MRT > Outram Park MRT > Harbourfront MRT > bus interchange. Bus was half an hour interval, we were first to reach but by the time the bus came, everyone was thr already.

Took the bus to Marina Deck (Mount Faber Park) and played this relatively easy game. Then waited for the bus again and went back to the bus interchange. Figured out how to go to Hort Park.. and so we reached and had quite a few stations there. Got a mosquito bite. :( Spent a super long time trying to find the last station (guy with matching thumbprint of ours to find out the final destination) & we kinda followed Flint and Umber. Okay final destination was church, we got back third.

We went to bathe after that, then played a bit of Monopoly Deal. And then dinner > worship > sermon > discussion. And then then then, we prepared and stuff and left for sentosa. At 10pm plus tyvm. Okay I got like super high on the bus and after that hehe merlion face! Ok LOL anw, walked to the beach there and played a game about sparklers and stuff. Ok then we walked thru smth quite scary (that's what I thought at first). And then, a forest. Together la. :O When we went up, they briefed us and said we had to go thru a night walk in the forest (different route) alone!!!

It's like they'll walk us for the first 10m or so, then they give us directions and we're supposed to just walk by ourself until we see another person, then we know we're on the right track & they'll give directions, total 5 people. I was so scared that I was practically shivering :( Udella too but she never say anything sia!! So she went alone. Me & Vera waited for most people to go, then we went together at about 3am plus. SO SCARY. Said a short prayer, then starting humming songs. Uncle David scared us 'cos out of nowhere he went "Keep going!" WTH. WE SCREAMED. And they could hear it from the place before we left.

And so we walked.. and i kept hearing footsteps that didn't seem like Vera's but i was just hoping it was. She thought the same too LOL. Then silence for awhile and suddenly, "Erm hi." Screamed again. Turns out Shona walked super fast & caught up with us. Ok continued walking, i was seeing all sorts of rubbish :( Anw we saw smth moving in the bushes and screamed like mad! Other than Shona who's practically fearless or smth. Then Wen Cong caught up with us, so the 4 of us walked together. It got darker and darker, and it was rly rocky towards the end. BUT WE MADE IT ALIVE. And we didn't get lost like some ppl. THANK GOD. :)

Then we walked back to the place where we alighted the bus and went back. By that time it was about 4am already. Bathed and stuff like that, then went to look for food to eat with Feranda hehe. At 5am played monopoly deal with her, Iris and Felicia. Ok my hair dried at about 6am plus and decided to sleep. Moved to the other room 'cos my room was practically freezing even though everyone said it wasn't. Had a hard time sleeping la, fell asleep at about 7am plus. Woke up every 20 min or so, until 9.30am then lie in sleeping bag until 10am, and went to brush teeth with Udella.

At 10.30 plus gathered in the fellowship hall. Macs for breakfast!! ;) Paul is super imba 'cos he ate 3 saussage mc muffins and 1 & a half slices of cake (from Gina's birthday) HAHAHA. Okay next was discussion with our group about the super early in the morning's night walk. Had to share 'cos i went with Vera but she did all the talking hehe. Then prize presentation and clean up. Finished at about close to 4, then went to buy slurpee with Udella, Iris, Feranda and Felicia. Back to church then all of them left except Udella. Was waiting for my bro and she & her sis were waiting for their dad. Okie slacked etc. then went home. END OF CAMP AND I ACTUALLY KINDA MISS IT :(

2010-12-02T22:48:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a rather.. unexpected day. Made a last minute decision to go and get stickys with Hannah because of my craving. Messaged Amanda to ask if she wants and she was super funny. She was like, "Yea I want!! What's that though? :(" HAHAHA. Okay so she has really bad memory. Anyway decided to try Panda Rock but like, disappointed much? Don't like the flavour 'cos it makes me feel like puking after eating it. Oh well.

Took a train to Tanah Merah after that to pass stickys to Amanda. Wanted to meet her at Tanah Merah MRT but she was already at the bus stop outside her house. So.. we went to her house! At first we were stalking people on facebook. With my account. Amanda went to Clara's, Rachel's, Valerie's, Hannah's and her own wall to write stuff wth. Okay then we got bored and.. we played monopoly! :) Okay.. then when I checked the time it was already 7.22. So Amanda walked us to the bus stop then we went home. Basically, I didn't see this day coming. LOL.

Went out with Jaynell today. Was waiting for her at Outram Park MRT, then she told me she was at the third door from the front so I went there but couldn't find her. When I saw her the doors were already closed LOL. And she was like at the sixth door plz! Okay so anw, we walked around Vivo then ate Long John Silvers. Continued walking around and went to Toys'R'Us and yea we did all sorts of retarded stuff. ;) Spent about half an hour there then I saw a senior from senior high dance society. :O Okay so we got bored and decided to go home.

Finished packing for church camp.
AWAY FROM 3-6 DEC.
Yup okay g'bye. :)

What we gonna be,

2010-11-30T23:11:00.004+08:00

Pictures from 26th Nov when Xiying came over. :)

Credits to Xiying for the above pictures. All taken using her laptop. :)

And the rest here are taken using my laptop. Sorry for the lousy quality.

Oh gosh I really need to put all my plans down before I forget them all.

Okie bye.

You'd be my dream,

2010-11-29T20:36:00.004+08:00

Okay haven't updated for a couple of days alrd, was too lazy. So anw...

25th Nov:
Hannah ran with me at Kembangan MRT in the afternoon, then she came to my house. Watched tv, played monopoly deal (it's boring with only 2 people, trust me) until about 7 then I wanted to send her to MRT but it was raining so she called her dad to pick her up. While waiting we danced (LOL), sent songs and messaged random people.

26th Nov:
Xiying came over to do our homework. Didn't really do much 'cause we really had no mood. Instead, we camwhored (pictures are mostly on her laptop) and did Jaynell's birthday card.

27th Nov:
Packed my room in the morning. Yes, all of it. :) Thank you mummy for your help~ Then watched vids until 2 plus and went to Kembangan MRT to wait for Udella and Cara. Walked back to find Christel in my room LOL. Okie so I took down my Monopoly and yes we played!!! It was fun, gosh I love you all. ♥ ESPECIALLY UDELLA, I love quarrelling with her gosh.

She was broke and I wanted Nassim Road from her so I was willing to pay her 8k with 2 get out of jail free cards but she insisted 8.5k so we quarrelled like two aunties seriously. And laughed until she started hyperventilating!! I had to get out of the room to calm myself down. And Cara and Christel took videos of us.. and they're up on facebook -_- Played until 6 then Christel had to leave. 3 of us played Monopoly deal then I walked them to the MRT station. And I concluded that although my DG may be the weirdest DG around, but Cara pwns all of us. :)

28th Nov:
Church! Reached, worship, message, discussion, birthday celebration, then went to buy lunch with Udella. Bought for Cara & Michelle too~ Wasn't really in a good mood during bible study. I think I've never got more mad in church. Through out the entire lesson I wasn't really paying attention :X And I found myself staring into space with that super pissed off face. Strangely enough, Udella wants to master that face from me LOL.

Clairene left halfway then after we ended, Udella, Cara, Christel and I played monopoly deal while Michelle watched. After awhile she left and we continued playing. Then Christel left and it was back to 3 of us again. IT'S STILL FUN. :) Oh did I mention I'm joining publicity comm? And that Cara wants me & Udella to be in puppet ministry? HAHAHA. Okay, nevermind.

29th Nov:
Prepared and went out, and at Paya Lebar I saw Hannah!!! HAHA coincidence. Met Xiying in the train at Paya Lebar then we made our way to Marina Sq. First we bought our tics to Rapunzel: A Tangled Tale (3D) then we walked around looking at super cool stuff that I totally want while shopping for Jaynell's present at the same time. And after searching for a long long, long long, long time.. we finally bought her present.

Then we went to Diva to look at stuffs and I saw Mrs Lim with her daughter. Okay seriously what's with me & meeting teachers outside of school? Anw we continued walking around and decided to buy smth else for Jaynell. Spent like a rly long time choosing lol. Then went to buy cheesy pasta and went into movie theatre. Okay the movie was awesome!!! Well maybe 'cos it's a fairytale, but whatever. The horse & chameleon are cute to the max and y'know, Rapunzel and the guy make a really sweet couple. Okay I really shouldn't talk so much. So anw, we went home after the movie and yes here I am.

YZ Camp in a couple of days. (Y)